posted January 20, 2019 01:22 PM            

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Originally posted by roadwarriorsdp:
My moon in pisces is square my ascendant.

People think my reactions are odd.....

I'm afraid to give my feelings out because i am painfuly aware that people will use it against me

I'm billious and i boil over....my skin has boils from repressed frustration...not rage

I'm very cold....it's hard for me to even kiss soemone...I can go out and get girls al day but i'd rather sit at home and paint, but then when i paint i can't paint perfectly and I get billious, and then I spend hours reading alone...and i'm always at odds with my self emotionaly, and can never really say what i'm feeling because i don't know.

Actually that's not how I am at all..

I wish i knew how i was but I Can't

I know I want a pretty woman, a nice house, and a fireplace...and i like to help people.

mercury conjunct uranus square moon from the other side...

like i said, all i know is what i study......i'm like a competent person who has no self view.

I'm a ghost to my own self.

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I have moon in pisces square ascendant too and I am pretty, and live in a cute 2 story A frame cabin in the woods with a fire place and I am a mental health counselor so I help others for a living.

However, I am not a guost to myself, I am pretty self-aware with a tremendous capacity for insight of myself and others as you should be if you are a therapist.

I actually feel that I am so transparent, all my emotions show in my face and I was thinking that is bc my moon squares my AC but the interpretation says that my body language is at odds with how I feel which is NOT my experience, my experience is that everything shows in my face, the square makes it so is hard to hide my mood to others and what ever I am feeling I feel intensely since my moon rules the 8th. I do absorb the sadness of others too and the mood in my environment often. My mood fluctuates a lot and it shows in my face, I can see pics of myself as a teen and half of those pics I look happy and the other half either angry, serious or sad. Its the sag rising that helps me snap out of my mood swings but having my moon ruling my 8th in pisces squaring my AC is not conducive to a stable mood, sometimes I feel sad and I then realize I am feeling sad bc I am picking up on someone else's sadness. Like if I know someone is sad right away is easier for me to not absorb it but if they are hiding it or I am not aware of they are sad I am more likely to fall victim of it and capture it in my energy field.

This is why I take interpretations online with a grain of salt, only you yourself know how that aspect is manifesting in you.

posted January 23, 2019 12:12 AM            

I always thought that this aspect is the involuntary merging of ones emotional self with their default personality.

The resultant effect being heightened moodiness and sensitivity. Even at times embarrassment that one's feelings come so quickly to the surface and influence one's response.

When the Moon interacts with a planet or sensitive point, it adds subjectivity(barring Saturn on Moon or Moon in air ).

If Moon in signs Cancer,Pisces,Taurus and Libra. There is an ability to make others feel welcome or know instinctively how to interact with them(square Dsc)

But in the same breath, there is a tendency for one to be influenced by them and thus "tailor" a response that will not offend them etc. So in this way, the individual can feel like they can't always express how they really feel(given the audience)

When in Aries,Leo,Sag,Sco however, the result is to assert ones own feelings and then feel any opposition to those feelings as being "unsupportive". So the sensitivity to the response comes off as defensiveness.

With Gem,Aqua,Cap and Virgo, a strongly cerebral approach is typically favoured. One that seems to "denounce" impulsive actions motivated by feelings for a more rational perspective.

There could be denial of surfacing strong emotions i.e "I am not upset. I am just disappointed" etc. Even as the native is bawling their eyes out.

I always find Virgo Asc/Moon in Gem square people come into an "awareness" of how they feel only in retrospect. Because that is when their rational mind can make sense of "what was".

However there is difficulty when the emotions are "live" or happening "right now". In that moment, they are nervous, irritable and completely defensive of anything not rationally comprehensible. Because their mind is on overdrive taking in everything. So they detach to remain sane instinctively.

Whats interesting is that in my case though Cancer Moon is water, I relate to how Gemini/Virgo /Aries/ Scorpio processes feelings because of natal Mercury/Mars in aspect to Moon as well as Moon being in the 3rd house.

So like Aries/Scorpio, I will first assert my feelings i.e "This is what I feel" and articulate it well(Gemini/Virgo)

As soon as someone opposes that, I will respond with defensiveness. Not necessarily an "adjustment" of my perspective based on their feedback.

posted January 23, 2019 12:10 PM            

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Originally posted by Aries23Degrees:

I always find Virgo Asc/Moon in Gem square people come into an "awareness" of how they feel only in retrospect. Because that is when their rational mind can make sense of "what was".

However there is difficulty when the emotions are "live" or happening "right now". In that moment, they are nervous, irritable and completely defensive of anything not rationally comprehensible. Because their mind is on overdrive taking in everything. So they detach to remain sane instinctively.

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As always, your insights is awesome and I love reading them <3

You have in the above quoted paragraphs described my inner life. My initia though is, "wait, isin't this the case for everybody?"