posted April 28, 2011 10:08 PM            

i would like to know how many people have a first house pluto. I do, and this is my exp. with it

I look at the first house as projection, how we see ourselves and how we want to be seen. I think planets here can color this in someway, like pluto

Pluto to me rules the subconscious forces that explode and destroy our lives. We must become aware of these forces, go deep within to solve the problem and control these urges. Its the "why" of the zodiac. It takes neptunes lessons and minimizes the junk to get down to the core

so in the first house, of expression or self i think its an issue i have with projection of myself. At times i know how aggressive i come on to people, even if its not intended, i still come on aggressive. other times im extremely cold and quiet.

Its kind of like this, i have a subconscious urge to express myself, but some insecurity holds me back. I have a libra rising so maybe looking at social standards cause me to hold back

and this makes me present myself in a dark manner. Extremely quiet, observant and analytical and dissecting people quietly. I like to know what lies beneath

I have attracted things to me before. alot of unwanted attention. I feel attacked when i fully express myself and then i feel like i attract people who mean to demean me when im not expressive

I think 1st house pluto makes you very extreme in expression, wanting to leave a very powerful mark on others and which it probably happens

and i know my personality is very dark, hidden which is not good b/c deep within lies someone who is very open but i try and read thru others so much and observe them, i dont even bother opening up once i sense the heat

Denial of the self, in some way expression can be blocked and you look for ways to fully express yourself in some way, in a powerful way. I know that when i find out who is a scorpio i used to get tensed and fascinated b/c i wanted that kind of powerful persona

now, reality hits me and im far from one and thats fine. but i think my first house pluto is about projection of the self. I like to show sex appeal, put it on display, no jewelry, jsut muscles and add a hint of mystery. That part isnt forced, just natural

we are people who get easily hooked on things that catch are interest and people also and we often ignore flames until later when we know its our nature calling(lol)

thats been my experience with it, projection of who i am, and how i feel. here pluto becomes a projectile and plutonian traits are put out in the open but more so its about being open about who you are, never repressing it and seeing how extreme expression can be

posted April 30, 2011 03:25 PM            

I have sun conjunct Pluto in Libra first house so I relate to all of your post. Pluto is the beginning of evolutionary journey...the transneptune planets start with Pluto...

You have Jupiter...expansion, growth, ideals, philosophy and visions

Saturn...Contraction, earthly measurement, restriction, delays and concrete boundaries of time...

Moving past time...Uranus...historical change and revolutions, patterns of history repeating, erratic intuition

Neptune...dissolution of time, of trends of boundaries, spirituality, oneness

Then Pluto....Some say represents the soul, the evolutionary point between life and death, resurrection and destruction...

Moving on to Eris.....etc...and these planets beyond Pluto then have much to do with mass consciousness.

But Pluto seems to represent inner depth and consciousness, inner psychological change and taboo issues that transform. However Pluto is super creative. The type of Pluto creativity is in inner transformation. You become broken, express through creativity and gain strength in new inner insight. That has definitely been my experience of Pluto. Pluto is the essence of tragic art and creativity that comes from within. The depths of despair, of knowing. Imagine this in the first house. My appearance has always been somewhat goth like...and I love it! I like to embrace darkness and sexiness into my makeup and dress... and I understand psychological how my appearance appeals to or repels people.

Pluto is quite hard to deal with but I prefer it's influence over Neptune, because Neptune loses boundaries quite easily, whereas Pluto has a distinct inner knowing of boundaries.
Because Pluto is psychological, is picks up on the emotions and the psychological undercurrents and motivations. This does not make one very approachable! Pluto has x-ray instinct...and people can feel uncomfortable with feeling that one's psyche is being assessed. I find that I am extremely comfortable with darkness and with silence too, but when relating to people it's difficult because I am discerning boundaries first right away and sometimes feel invisible and have to remind myself to talk!
Anyway I think keyword for Pluto is psychological...insight.

posted December 26, 2011 06:07 AM            

i reraly get angry at situations but when i do everybody should run away cause i can just go crazy :P

also alot of people say im an agressive person but i cant really understand why?

posted December 26, 2011 09:50 AM            

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Originally posted by ElizabethO:
I've gone through many personal metamorphosis(...)

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posted December 26, 2011 11:39 AM            

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Originally posted by Starry~*:
Pluto in 1st over here in Scorpio also with Venus and Asc.

People say I'm bossy! But I decorate my bossy-ness with humor

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posted December 26, 2011 10:42 PM            

Neither of these are tied to many planets (except for trine to my mars), and because of that this energy doesn't show it's intensity unless someone gets to know me well. It does make me stand out. More so in a way that others don't easily forget me.

The biggest thing it does to me is I am extremely self aware. I can not hide, bury, or forget anything from myself. It's a double edged sword.