posted May 08, 2011 08:25 PM            

You have Mars trine Mercury which should help you express yourself directly and forcefully but with an ease.

You have moon oppose Mars.This may make your anger hard to deal with .You could yin/yang between action and emotion---two sides of the coin.
Your Mars in Cancer further makes your Mars an indirect expression of Mars.
I have Cancer Mars. It feels like Mars has to overcome inertia in everything it does lol
Dealing directly with anger and needs is very ,very hard ime

posted May 09, 2011 03:43 AM            

1. The cardinal cross has been putting a lot of pressure on your Mars at 2 Cancer.

2. Transit Pluto is conjunct moon. This is a hard and rather unforgiving transit.

3. Transit Saturn is conjunct your Pluto. I am not sure what that's like.

4. Happy Jupiter return. I hope something was lucky for you.

5. Transit Neptune is trine your mercury. Your mercury may feel easily fogged up by Neptune...

posted May 09, 2011 03:43 AM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
Rach
You have an Air Singleton,Pluto. I find that this placement makes people crave Air.
Do you yearn for chatty friends? Do you feel drawn to people who have lots of Air in their charts?

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Yes I love chatty people, it saves me having to divulge anything lol. Generally, no, I don't think I crave people with more Air - looking through my friends' charts there's a fair balance I think.

Thanks for this Ami

R x

posted May 09, 2011 03:48 AM            

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Originally posted by roadwarriorsdp:
I'll take a look...mercury conjunct uranus in scorpio is pretty interesting a fixed water sign...

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
[B]You have lots going on with your Mercury. You have Uranus conjunct Merc which is the sign of a genius but can be TOO much electricity of Mercury and make you high strung.
What do you think of this placement Rach?

You have Mars trine Mercury which should help you express yourself directly and forcefully but with an ease.

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Thanks both of you.. yeah, I do find Mercury a difficult planet in my chart. I am incredibly highly strung, over-sensitive and anxious. No-one realises though because I have an excellent command of the English language and a voice that sounds straight out of a BBC News broadcast lol. My voice is calm, slightly posh and very soothing. When I want to, I can find the right words to say very easily, and usually other people can't win an argument with me because of this. That said, I don't always choose to argue.

Thanks again, this is so insightful!

Rachel

posted May 09, 2011 03:52 AM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
You have moon oppose Mars.This may make your anger hard to deal with .You could yin/yang between action and emotion---two sides of the coin.
Your Mars in Cancer further makes your Mars an indirect expression of Mars.
I have Cancer Mars. It feels like Mars has to overcome inertia in everything it does lol
Dealing directly with anger and needs is very ,very hard ime

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I think this is accurate too, Ami. I struggle to be assertive with people. I am extremely emotional, yet not in a gentle Piscean way. I don't show those emotions to people, I internalise everything and that's why my health suffers. If I could learn to say what's on my mind then move on, I'd be much healthier!

My anger comes out as sarcasm, which is cutting, rude and hurtful but I feel like I have little control over it.

I am good at 'pitching' my behaviour at the right level for the company I am in. I respect my elders, people in authority etc so the way I would react to them is different and I am careful to treat them with respect, even if it means me staying silent.

Rachel x

posted May 09, 2011 03:57 AM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
Man Rach
You have an unaspected Sun.Did you know that? That is powerful.I am not sure how it manifests.
It is in the 10th house,too.
I think you want/need to shine.
I think this placement makes super stars.
Lonake----where are you?
I am gonna have to check it out in my book about unaspected planets.
How do YOU feel your sun,your ego, sense of self,Rach?
Is shining in society important to you?
Is your time right so the Sun is in the 10th house?

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Its strange isn't it!? My Ascendant is also unaspected. I'm so jealous of those with loads of aspects lol!

My birth time is completely accurate, as I have my hospital record here.

Your question is a difficult one, because what I want isn't always what happens. In my head, I would love to be the centre of attention and shining in society - just like one of the chick flicks I love... but in reality I don't like attention in public and shy away from it. I prefer 'knowing' that I'm well-liked and each of my friends showing it to me individually through things they say or do, but in the background or when we are alone/by e-mail/text etc. I don't want everyone else to know how much someone likes me. e.g. I have a group of friends, say 15 people. I have an individual relationship with each of them, and none of them know how much I talk to the others. They each feel like they are my best friend, and that they get more of me than anyone else, they are more special to me etc. It isn't that I'm lying to anyone, and I never ever talk behind people's backs - it is simply that I don't like my business being public.

Does that make any sense??

Rachel x
P.S. Thanks again for looking at this, really appreciate it.

posted May 09, 2011 04:04 AM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
You have sun quincunx Jupiter.What does that do? Do you struggle with Jupiter qualities such as confidence, enthusiasm and happy go lucky sense ?
It would seem like your Jupiter and your Sun would be forcing you to meld them in to a whole as a quincunx does.
Do you feel the need to be more confident in your self expression and more confident with your ego?

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Hiya

I do struggle with all of the above, but I also fight with myself about it. I have two sides to me, one that is incredibly confident in my own appearance, personality, ability, knowledge, etc and I feel like I can achieve anything - I can seduce any man by using a slow deliberate walk, enticing look in my eyes, a cheeky grin and a sexy voice... or I can charm any boss; with the right words, the right looks, exactly the right amount of flattery and agreement along with some of my own thoughts and ideas...

Then all of a sudden, my confidence goes. I don't know why, it just does. If someone says something, or I don't get a reply - I question everything. Its like there's an eggwhisk in my head that turns a simple 'someone didn't have a signal on their phone to reply' in to "omg they're not speaking to me, I've upset them, they must have spoken to everyone else by now and everyone is not speaking to me, oh no what did i do???". Its ridiculous!! The only good thing is that I don't vocalise this to anyone, so no-one thinks I'm a nutcase lol.

Again, did that make any sense lol!?

Rachel xx

posted May 09, 2011 04:06 AM            

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Originally posted by Anglerfish:
Transit wise

1. The cardinal cross has been putting a lot of pressure on your Mars at 2 Cancer.

2. Transit Pluto is conjunct moon. This is a hard and rather unforgiving transit.

3. Transit Saturn is conjunct your Pluto. I am not sure what that's like.

4. Happy Jupiter return. I hope something was lucky for you.

5. Transit Neptune is trine your mercury. Your mercury may feel easily fogged up by Neptune...

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Thanks so much Anglerfish, I'll have to have a read up on what these mean...

Rachel x

posted May 09, 2011 04:41 AM            

you must be a very spiritual person ... am i right?

and another random question.. do you like to show your forehead?

and one last question it might be personal so you dont have to answer it... you ADORE it when your partner (spouse) talks to you... but when you talk to them you feel as if you dont get along on the same plane? (for anyone curious i am not looking at the mercury on this chart to interpret it... but rather a mix of chakra placements on a draconian chart and comparing only venus and moon)