posted September 28, 2011 12:47 AM
chaos, yes.. i went through the conjunction in 08.boy, that year was one to remember.
(also one that i hope to never have to go through ever, or anything similar to it, ever again!)
as pluto finished off sagittarius, it made a conjunction to my uranus (as well as saturn).
uranus transited my eleventh
saturn transited my fifth
pluto transited my eighth
pluto made it's move over my saturn and uranus conjunction in the eighth
from one moment to the next, my entire life flipped upside down TWICE within a 6 month time frame and maybe even more if u count the rest of it.
i met someone who had their uranus and pluto in conjunction to my sun (surprising, eh?) so you might find that you have someone around that carry the energies and a lot of it might have to play out or do with them.
what happened?
well, i was involved in a car accident..
that happened though, while uranus opposed my sun.
because of that car accident, i ended up moving in with someone (the sun sagittarian with their uranus on my moon).
it was at first because they were located near places that i would need to frequent and they offered to help.. as time went on, it turned into some very confusing relationship-like thing that i didn't really know i was all the way involved in til it was too late.
one very weird day, i seek haven inside this building because it was POURING rain! this was may 8 of 08 and i met that pluto and uranus person with it on my sun.
we chatted, they took my number, whatever.
well, they started calling and calling and texting, whatever.. they let me know they were in a relationship.. so i played with fire and we got very entangled with one another.....
at the same time, that situation that i had gotten into with the sag, got VERY complicated as i found out they had some trauma and previous history of abuse (pluto was moving through my eighth house and it turns out that the abuse the sag went through, dealt a lot with s-e-x)..
i detached from that.
focused on my new attraction but the home situation wasn't easing up.
suddenly, BAM!!!! --the living situation just fell apart, at the same time, so did a different situation because i was seeing about 3 different people at the same time.
but in my defense, there was not really any sex and nothing was really giving me 'commitment' as the sagittarius thing was weird.. they spent a lot of time online and emailing personals and going out of town and doing it so, whatever.. i decided not to care (gosh, i hope this thing is making sense because that WHOLE year was soooooo fuc&king back-to-back with stuff just happening all over the place!)
that sagittarian thing didn't count as a relationship. then, there was an aries.. the aries turned out to be friends with the pluto/uranus person.. (try to keep up)
a uranus thing that might've happened was, that one day, i'm walking and as i look up, i see them both there standing side by side talking.. neither could've said anything about me so i'm sure they didn't know but since the aries falls in my twelfth house, i think they eventually said something to the other person out of spite without my knowing.
...to see them standing there was shocking to say the least.
so, the sag thing fell apart, the aries thing fell apart and as i tried to live my life and keep it steady, i had to then move back in with the folks and as i did that and kept my chin up, nope... (saturn moving through someone's fifth at the time really puts a damper on those things) the uranus/pluto person thing then ALSO breaks up and it happens a little bit out of nowhere, and it the most uncomfortable public place, ever!!!!!!!!!!! i couldn't find a hole deep enough in which to hide myself while i did all my crying!
i'm telling u, the agony was soooo terrible!
i thought it would've stopped.. i was spent.
then, i thought i had a heart attack..
u think it's weird, but i thought i did and til this day, i don't know because i didn't go to the hospital but had it looked at later by a cardiologist and there is something different so don't know if i had one or not.
it didn't stop there.. the surprises kept coming and they all dealt with sex.
a relative that i was living with at the time, was being reported for having touched one of the kid's in the house..... inappropriately.
i think it might've been since pluto was in my eighth at the time that it dealt soooooo much with sex and sexual things!!!!! there was sex everywhere at the time!
that whole phase, honestly, it put me on the alert.. because then it became about something even larger than me and personal things, the damn economy thing happened at the same time so there's another 8th house them... other people's money.
after that, i purposely locked myself in my house for a good amt of time because i had no idea what the hell it was that i was going to do. not about money, not about the living situations (i had to share a room with two other people because as i moved back in, so did they.. that was NOT the best)..
aaaaand well, that about covers it.
chaos, chaos was all over the friggin place.
i also was for some reason the one that had to witness and catch my aunt's now husband fiddling around in the garage with her niece.
seriously, just about anything to do with either planet, most importantly, the theme of the houses!!! i think u oughta be prepared for.
found lots of people who had prominent pluto's and uranus'..
the aunt spoken of had sun conjunct uranus.
that person i was affairing with had pluto conjunct uranus.
that sagittarian had uranus squarind their moon, i believe...
they also had it in conjunction with my moon.
the person i was forced to share a room with had their pluto on their asc and uranus in their first house.
...................----- i'm exhausted just by typing this.
what helped me was getting away from it
ALLLLLLLLLLLL of it!
i was having bacardi medley for breakfast, those days!
NOT something that i'd recommend, btw.
Lindaland
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posted September 27, 2011 08:57 AM
Why? Don't want to. Annhiletion is the word. And mind you i am not at all the suicidal type. I dont even feel that way. And yet .....well i dont know how to describe it in words. I am trying though. 