posted November 09, 2011 10:01 AM            

Anyway growing up I always felt different, socializing was easy for me but the only hard part was actually connecting with people and turning acquaintances into actual friends. I always felt like I was abnormal, I couldn't relate to people well, people most often than not wouldnt like me after some time because I just couldn't relate to them on a personl level. Also with the insensitivity especially when communicating I got into a lot of fights with girls growing up, i was either "not there" or a mean cold b*tch LOL. Which in turn actualy did hurt my feelings not beig able to reach out to people personally with my poor Pisces moon and Venus in house 1.

Apart from communication I had a very hard time understanding where others came from. The whole empathy/compassion thing was something I never knew, and I had to pay extra attention to integrate some of that in my life I'm 18 and still learning. I don't really like being an Aquarius with all that Pisces influence too it's hard I don't mean to complain but the annoying detachment I go through long periods of detachment (an when I am in those periods I stay away from people I like to be alone a lot and of course some people think that's not ok) had a lot of issues with friendships I would seem "there" one week and get bored vry fast and pretty much ditch people for months on end. I'm not good at personalized relationships, very used to being on my own. I don't understand were people come from I don't get why some people would get p*ssed at me when I dont call them for days to weeks or even months without notice I think "whats the big deal? I'll be back. soon" or something like that.

Someone did tell me I will grow out of my Aquarius phase at age 25 and progress into Pisces since I was born on January 25th. I personally don't get why I see some people hype The sign Aquarius up so much, it's not fun feeling like a robot, if I had to change my sign I would rather be a sun in Leo. Fitting in is someting I always secretly wanted to do but never really could.

I have Saturn rising in Aquarius conjuction ASC
mercury and sun in Aquarius, Pisces moon and Venus all in house 1, mars in cancer in house 6, Jupiter libra in house 8, Pluto in Scorpio house 9, Uranus and Neptune in Capricorn house 12 I have other aqua placements but those are asteroids which I don't thnk are important...

posted November 09, 2011 11:09 AM            

I had to smile reading your post, you are a Pisces-colored Aquarian and I am an Aquarian-colored Pisces.

I felt every word you read, like I wrote it myself, but from the flipside.

Pisces sun in 4th, a very tight stellium of Mars, Mercury and Jupiter in Aqua,in the 3rd closely opposed to Uranus in Leo in the 9th...all this t-squares my Taurus moon in the 6th and my Scorp asc as well.

I absolutely LOVE my sign and my placements.

The very airy ever feeling, ever loving Fish girl has learned much in life, much that my placements and transits through life have offered me. I will be 50 next year and I have very few regrets.

My sun lends me to walking 3 feet above the earth at all times, dreamily floating in a world of illusion, while my very Aqua side makes me mental, and aloof, all the while my Bull moon grounds me enough to not float away while my Scorp asc lets me delve into the deeper things in life and makes me a mystery to those I meet.

The biggest problem with water/air, air/water folks, I have found is the foggy illusion we can get trapped in. While I would be just fine to live in my dreamy little Pisces world, Aqua makes a fine mist of things, as when water and air combine....a fog is created.

I think, even if we dont like a placement, or we wish we were something else, we were awarded these particular placements to walk our chosen paths in life....

blessins

posted November 09, 2011 11:19 AM            

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lindisfarne: do you guys hate your sign?

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I love being a Libra Sun and Mercury. I take pride in my Venusian capabilities and traits. I'm dominant Air/Fire and proud of it. I'm also an Aquarius Rising and I love that too. It feels like I was zapped on to earth on a chilly Autumn evening as the sunset over the high desert. I'm eccentric, and quirky and progressive and fanatical about justice and equality. Being Uranian makes me feel zany and I get called weird every now and then but who cares what other people think. I've got the planet of the Genius ruling my chart! Awesome!

posted November 09, 2011 11:31 AM            

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Originally posted by malicefey:
I dont like my libra moon! I wish I wasn't so craving for relationships all the time.....oh and my libra in mars. :\ bend-over-backwards-to-please galore.

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posted November 09, 2011 12:13 PM            

Oh and I has a Scorpio Moons >:- ) muhahahaha!

posted November 09, 2011 03:04 PM            

Thats a good trait that you should be proud of especially in this economy were standing
out makes a big difference.

I sorta felt that way when I was 18, but you'll discovery that your unique and you'll have a "niche" that not everyone has.

Its the "you and the crowd" concept, you
have to be a member of the crow to fit in, but sometimes its worth it to stand out.

Aquarians are generally unique, creative and orginal. With the pisces in you I can
see you closing everything around you and focusing alone on what matters most to you.

Its easy to feel lost lindisfarne at 18,

Out of curiosity are you on your last year of high school?.

Or is it your first year at seneca, york, ryerson or humber?.

or haven't decided and working to save money.

posted November 09, 2011 04:51 PM            

I learned to love myself and people loved me as well for who I was.
I do have periods where Im full on out and about with everyone then I go through periods where I like to be alone for months on end..
Its healthy for us to recharge..

posted November 09, 2011 04:51 PM            

I love it, my aqua sun makes me curious about every aspect of the humanity and the universe and want to change it, cause a revolution, save the rainforest, ban plastic water bottles, etc. Then my pisces makes me understand the undercurrents in the world, the unspoken feelings and thoughts, the dream world, the spiritual world, idealism, and animals, souls. Aquarius makes me want to change the world and Pisces helps me be passionate about healing it. Action and compassion.

I am detatched and often i get told that people thought i was cold til they got to know me. i used to have to hibernate when i was around people too often but being alone for months is too much for me, i get depressed if i'm by myself that long. But i definitely understand the need to rejuvinate and self-heal by spending time alone.

I don't really know your own situation, so i can only speak for myself but i found that my mood and the way i acted was highly sensitive and in tune with the people i was around. i had to leave behind some people who were once very important to me because they emotionally drained me so much that it began to make me feel crazy. i had to learn to separate myself from wanting to fix them and surround myself with positive people.

As heavily pisces-influenced aquarius myself, i don't believe that you don't understand compassion or empathy sorry but i don't buy it. the stars don't lie. lol

posted November 09, 2011 09:14 PM            

From way back then until now I hold high standards with the company I keep. ***Virgo in 11H*** is taken VERY serious because if no one measures up to my idealism as a friend, I end a relationship just like the frigid Aquarian that I am and won't look back.

posted November 09, 2011 09:18 PM            

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Originally posted by SpooL:
What you just described is the fact that your not a follower and your leaning more towards a leader type person.

Thats a good trait that you should be proud of especially in this economy were standing
out makes a big difference.

I sorta felt that way when I was 18, but you'll discovery that your unique and you'll have a "niche" that not everyone has.

Its the "you and the crowd" concept, you
have to be a member of the crow to fit in, but sometimes its worth it to stand out.

Aquarians are generally unique, creative and orginal. With the pisces in you I can
see you closing everything around you and focusing alone on what matters most to you.

Its easy to feel lost lindisfarne at 18,

Out of curiosity are you on your last year of high school?.

Or is it your first year at seneca, york, ryerson or humber?.

or haven't decided and working to save money.

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posted November 09, 2011 09:19 PM            

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Originally posted by hannarama:
Northernlad - What's your moon?

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posted November 09, 2011 09:29 PM            

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Originally posted by freebrainstorms:
What?!?! i LOVE being Aquarius!
I'm a watery-air sign as well and very similar to you. Aqua sun and mercury, Pisces venus and ascendant, virgo moon though.

I love it, my aqua sun makes me curious about every aspect of the humanity and the universe and want to change it, cause a revolution, save the rainforest, ban plastic water bottles, etc. Then my pisces makes me understand the undercurrents in the world, the unspoken feelings and thoughts, the dream world, the spiritual world, idealism, and animals, souls. Aquarius makes me want to change the world and Pisces helps me be passionate about healing it. Action and compassion.

I am detatched and often i get told that people thought i was cold til they got to know me. i used to have to hibernate when i was around people too often but being alone for months is too much for me, i get depressed if i'm by myself that long. But i definitely understand the need to rejuvinate and self-heal by spending time alone.

I don't really know your own situation, so i can only speak for myself but i found that my mood and the way i acted was highly sensitive and in tune with the people i was around. i had to leave behind some people who were once very important to me because they emotionally drained me so much that it began to make me feel crazy. i had to learn to separate myself from wanting to fix them and surround myself with positive people.

As heavily pisces-influenced aquarius myself, i don't believe that you don't understand compassion or empathy sorry but i don't buy it. the stars don't lie. lol

Do you find yourself able to relate to a wide variety of people? Not just relate but understand things rom their point of view? Just because you can't always bear your soul to everyone and be stuck at the hip all the time doesn't mean you can't have relationships, it might just mean you haven't found people who think of relationships in the same way as you. You are still young, I hate it say it, but it takes time, just don't be afraid to put yourself out there, and get out of your comfort zone.

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Empathy and compassion isn't my strongest qualities.
But I agree with you... I am curious about everything to the point where I appear very perverse and unhinged.. I make people uncomfortable sometimes.. because i have to know everything and how it works in order for me to consider/accept it. Sometimes I feel alienated because of the curiosity streak - I push a lot of buttons in order to seek and discover, step on people's toes.. not to hurt them but to understand.

I have met great people I click with and get on with. The problem is that I can't maintain that connection. It always gets lost.. on my part, so people think I'm disingenuous at times and superficial. I fleet from one person/group to the next I just get bored and don't feel like I belong in just one place/setting I belong everywhere if that makes sense. That's how it was for me in high school I was involve in a lot of social groups and I would get annoyed when one group wouldn't approve of my dashing ways, how I was there on minute and gone the next. I don't answer to anyone was the attitude I have. When I feel like going off and Doing something, I will, and I honesty don't think anyone needs an explanation. this attitude of course upset people, a lot because it "hurt" their feelings.

Someone here mentioned the leader thing, I get that a lot too. That I'm a leader. I honestly don't see it but it must have truth if a lot of people look at me in that light. I don't like attention and I don't like any spot light on me so that's why I don't get the whole "You're a leader" thing because I think leaders are always in the spot light everyone knows them their business et while I prefer to be behind the scenes.

posted November 09, 2011 09:37 PM            

My idea of a friendship is clearly not the same as the majority of people. I was comfortable with seeing someone once a week tops. Not every day. I never understood this concept. Why would someone wanna see another person everyday? I considered that clingy/needy behavior and I would always be put off instantly by people like this. They just couldnt understand why I liked being alone doing my own thing never having to answer to anyone. and I never understood why they always needed to be with someone/in a group to function LOL!

posted November 09, 2011 09:40 PM            

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Originally posted by Libreo:
I don't like my Pisces rising for the same reason that you don't like your Aqua sun, I'm wishy washy with personal relationships and I come and go and confuse people. I push genuine people away while I go into my own little world and find theyr'e no longer there when I come out of it, or they don't trust me to stick around. People get sick of me always being 'absent'. In intimate relationships it's worse. I will be enthusiastic, but then when things are good, I loose interest, they distance themselves, then I'm enthusiastic again. I hate it. I love my Venus in Sag tho. :-)

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It's so weird because I always envisioned Pisces as being needy ad wanting to be around others...
but it's the opposite.

posted November 09, 2011 09:42 PM            

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Originally posted by RedScorp:
For the longest time I wanted ta be an air sign. Dunno why. I thought Scorpio was boring.

[b]Just what was I thinking.[/B]

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