posted November 18, 2011 03:23 AM            

i know, i know, i've been dragging this on for a while now and let me tell ya, i'm a little sick of it, too.. i've just gotta rage right now because if not, then i'm just going to be sexually frustrated and that could last a while and if you guys remember some of my more 'risque' threads, you know how and where they could lead; to that place with the peas where it'll then be utterly deleted because it's even too profane for them.

ugh...

anyway, that stupid mars in pisces, venus in aries person who kept my mail hostage!! (no offense to anyone with those placements i just mean them because they're so f'in a$shole-y) http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum24/HTML/210496.html

so, it's like they're back at it again, kinda... they just keep playing these stupid games and they only do it when i send them to hell! what the hell is it!? seriously!

they MOVED!!!!!! --well, at least, they're across the country right now and they didn't tell me about it and i'm not aware as to if they're even going to be coming back, actually.

since they didn't tell me anything i thought it'd be no biggie so i asked them what they were doing there and they just didn't reply.. nothing.. so i just said 'fine, whatever' i blew em off right? well, that was a few days ago and not long ago, i restarted my browser (because i updated my flash player and that things just no-good; it's disabled and just so much ugh that BLAH!!) i try tooooooo go back to my recently visited sites (all i have to do is bring up the drop down) and well, their website is still on there.. the only way to remove is it to clear my history and i never do that (so i've got a venus in Cancer, whatever! take it up with the peas!)

i try to go for the LL and my mouse just went straight to theirs and i tried going for the LL again and it went back to theirs so i said, 'what the heck'.. i click on it, and they're basically just out there almost completely naked for the world to see!!!!!!!!!!

i AM ENRAGEDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

& now i wanna fu*k!!!!! not kidding! not even!!!!!!!!! why do they do this!? it's as if it's done-- WHAT DO U WANT LINDSAY!? TELL ME WHAT YOU WANT!!!!!!!! -grinding gears!

they want my attention, and they seem to do just about anything to get it and then when they do, it's like, 'nah, whatever'.. ok, I AM MARS!!!!!!!!

they have not done a single thing on their page in MONTHSSSSSSSS and soon as i send them that message, lo-n-behold, there they are just showing me what they've got to give.. good n plenty!

i am sooooooo.................

how can i let this not get to me?

i have my mars in aries and their venus makes an exact conjunction.. not even in the back of my mind, but right at the forefront, the first thing i thought of when i saw that picture was 'f*ck yeah, i'd be more than to glad to admit that i hit it' but wtf is it with the games??????????? i don't get it!!!!!! & i get soooooooo much off on it~!

even as i rage i'm enjoying this!!! they know what to do!!!! it's just really annoying me to great lengths!

i want what i want and i want it f*cking NOW!!!!!!

they know i used to go to their site.. when we stopped really talking, they even knew.. it was the number one on my dropdown; i'm not ashamed to admit it. i was on there every single day! showing support, encouraging, whatever..

then they stopped updating for a bit and all of a sudden, BAM!! magic and they're naked but i just can't help notice the timing...

and it's not like raging is really gonna do much good because mofo's be long-dis, yo!!!!!!

i'm getting pis$ed, honestly, i am..

because this is stupid.. even if i ended up with said person, what the hell, is it gonna be like this every day? because i do not want (i may be full of sh&t here so if i am someone plz let me know) --i dunno, can i deal with that emotional turmoil every single day? oh, calm thy passions, my beating heart, tis naught but an 8-months passage of lust hovering over mine breath of erotic lust; these fires quench thy reckoning, for immortal beauty hath granted mine and shall not be foresaken; i will honor thee, my dear, i will build an ever opened door for my heavens to be filled with your everlasting milk; thus, i drink, my sweet... i drink.

...wow..

that reaaaaaaaaaally helped!

anyway, i feel a bit better now..
i don't know why but a good rant of poetry seems to do the trick.. i'm not sure of how it works but it just does.. comes out on it's own.

anyway, here's our composite.. can someone explain this b.s. to me? plz?

spank.

posted November 18, 2011 03:46 AM            

As for the random image i don`t know tux this person might just either be teasing you specifically or they could be posting for somebody else.

As for the moving part i don`t know im conflicted by it because why would this person need to tell you they moved when your not together with them. but also why wouldn`t they if they had mail that belonged to you and have you gotten that mail back? or do they still have it? whatever the mail aint important at least not now.

I can really understand why you would be mad even enraged right now i would not enjoy being played around, or being constanly teased sexually it is a pain. i also don`t like when people play games i rather they get to the point you know.

posted November 18, 2011 03:57 AM            

it's been interesting because they wanna D but i've never been an s; consider it a 'journey' i'm trying it out..

but it's like.. f*ck, man.. i could D single-handedly way better than that! it's all part of the game! it's just so f*cking annoying!!!!!!! they're making up all the rules and they're doing it as they want and when i 'get out of line' they do something like this and we've talked about some of my p!ssed off-ness with this before and even the remedy (which with them, has shown to be sexxxx -as discipline).. of course, there are other things too, yknow, but that kind of love-making is right up my alley and that kind of sh!t really works with my beast:

- http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum24/HTML/210398.html

- http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum24/HTML/210417.html

posted November 18, 2011 03:59 AM            

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Originally posted by DepTaurus:
Right away ..

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thnx!

posted November 18, 2011 04:05 AM            

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Originally posted by tuxedoMask:
no, they've still got my mail.. and idk if u read about it but the last time we talked..; we've been doing this whole 'master/slave' thing, really..

it's been interesting because they wanna D but i've never been an s; consider it a 'journey' i'm trying it out..

but it's like.. f*ck, man.. i could D single-handedly way better than that! it's all part of the game! it's just so f*cking annoying!!!!!!! they're making up all the rules and they're doing it as they want and when i 'get out of line' they do something like this and we've talked about some of my p!ssed off-ness with this before and even the remedy (which with them, has shown to be sexxxx).. of course, there are other things too, yknow, but that kind of love-making is right up my alley and that kind of sh!t really works with my beast:

-http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum24/HTML/210398.html

-http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum24/HTML/210417.html

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yeah i have been reading up on since i helped you with it the first time. im kinda invested in now since i know what is goin on lol. i don`t mind helping where i can.

posted November 18, 2011 04:11 AM            

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Originally posted by DepTaurus:
yeah i have been reading up on since i helped you with it the first time. im kinda invested in now since i know what is goin on lol. i don`t mind helping where i can.

maybe it is a good thing because you seem to be enjoying it from your reply it really works with your beast. the thing that puzzles me is why is this person taunting you with it when, it seems like it is more then master?slave you know it seems like this person likes to have all the control and uses sex which this person knows you enjoy to this persons advantage.

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i know!!!! which is where i'm confused! because i'm not sure if that.. --well, that's b.s.

they like to be dominant ALL the time (they've not pulled any stops about this) and i like to question it ALL the time! we also have a lot of pluto..

posted November 18, 2011 04:16 AM            

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Originally posted by DepTaurus:
Mars in pisces and in the second house of composite seems to go well with your situation since this could mean the master/slave thing mars in pisces i find most people underestimate their powers of sexual nature as well as deviousness. Their is always a deeper part hidden deeper inside. this seems to be a relationship that if it would finally take off would be of passion, emotions,intensity.

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posted November 18, 2011 04:20 AM            

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Originally posted by tuxedoMask:
i know!!!! which is where i'm confused! because i'm not sure if that.. --well, that's b.s.

they like to be dominant ALL the time (they've not pulled any stops about this) and i like to question it ALL the time! we also have a lot of pluto..

but what the hell does "ALL" the time mean, exactly? i know we'd prob do well to estasblish some ground rules but they've got a mercury in pisces! sun in pisces! mars in pisces! i mean, come on!!!!!!!!!

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posted November 18, 2011 04:24 AM            

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Originally posted by tuxedoMask:
i'll be totally honest, i'm trying to follow along with what you're saying but i'm very confused..

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posted November 18, 2011 04:27 AM            

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Originally posted by DepTaurus:
With all that pisces you would think they would more submissive i have mars in pisces 8t house and well i feel submissive all the time. It could be the venus in aries in them that likes to dominate all the time, i find that i love to have a certain power over people sexually speaking when im intrested, not aggressivly but in a quiet charming sort of way with a quick verbal tongue.. I think this person means All the time in the literary sense as in everytime every single time. which i think your not going to like very much since you like dominating alot more.

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yeah, guess i should've listed some of their personal aspects just in case..

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very late scorpio(6º from sagittarius) rising
sun in pisces (29º trines my moon and venus)
mars in pisces (early degrees; in composite's first)
venus in aries (smack dab 10º)
moon conjunct pluto (makes very tight aspect to my sun)
uranus square mars

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posted November 18, 2011 04:37 AM            

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Originally posted by tuxedoMask:
yeah, guess i should've listed some personal aspects just in case..

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very late scorpio(about 3º from sagittarius) rising
sun in pisces (29º trines my moon and venus)
mars in pisces (early degrees; in compostie's first)
venus in aries (smack dab 10º)
moon conjunct pluto
uranus square mars

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with most of those aspects it seems all sexual especially venus on your mars smack dab on it.Intense sexual chemistry.

moon conjunct pluto very power intense emotions almost stalker like. always need to check one anothers blogs facebooks emails over and over constantly because you just have too know like right now right away. you can`t wait their is no time for waiting.

uranus square mars is a dangerous one lots of unusual rage. i think the mars person you might feel kinda antsy and mad at the things the uranus person does or says sometimes because it always sounds fake to you. Its not all clear what the uranus person says or wants

venus trine venus and moon is more pronouced because your moon con venus gives you a sensitve but emotional side to you that the sun person likes alot.

posted November 18, 2011 05:03 AM            

the first is with Jupiter=luck and expansion saturn=restriction and uranus= unusual events.

the square from saturn to uranus can be a very rebellious one. like two rams bumping heads their is always a constant disagreement even when you or this person don`t think their should be one.you some times get frusterated with the other persons inability to just fully tell you what they feel, like it would be such a big effort for them to just be with you. i feel this person also feels like you don`t always give them the freedom and space they need with uranus. jupiter opposite uranus is perfect to describe the other person jupiter opposite uranus in itself is where a person believes in their own opinion too much and disregards other peoples opinions. their could be a problem with that which i see mostly in the other person who needs things their way and wont budge from their own beilefs. Jupiter square saturn is like a restriction of luck, their is bad luck with this one because their is no luck your chances are slim if nothing. because saturn is restrictive towards jupiters good fortune and luck. One thing i saw was uranus in the 9th house which indicates and unexpected trip or travel. this person like you said had just left without saying anything and did not tell you if they were coming back or not.

the second is between jupiter=luck expansion saturn=restriction and pluto=intensity.

saturn square pluto althought pretty big orb might still be felt. when the iintensity of pluto clashes with saturns restrictions it is hard to figure out who wears the shoes in bed so too speak. their is conflict of difference of opinions between who has the control and who is just along for the ride. jupiter opposite pluto big orb is in conflict with the emotions intensity and the fact that the relationship it self somehow does not take place.it comes down to good luck your luck is not working well with the intensity of how you to interact. with this combination i think its more emotional. because pluto is all about digging deep inside to a person emotions.

the first one is all restriction in itself and rebelling against one another in opinions and disagreements in general.

posted November 18, 2011 05:15 AM            

it makes aspects to moon and sun which help give optimisim and the feeling you can share feeling with one another and give and take easily with out much strain.

posted November 18, 2011 05:18 AM            

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Originally posted by tuxedoMask:
I am no longer just one drop.
I have become the Sea.
& it's fu-king Bittersweet!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lWTDR6ztcnQ

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posted November 18, 2011 05:36 AM            

I also see a few marraige aspects moon in the 7th house great indicator of marriage if ever you want toin the future.

i see a kite formation between uranus, mercury ,moon,jupiter.

Also and baack wait woah back this ***** back. you have pluto in the 8th house that is like super double whammy of pluto i mean pluto in the house thats ruled by scorpio the planet pluto wow. that would be very helpful in the bedroom area.

posted November 18, 2011 05:41 AM            

i think that was everything if i think of more i should write it down later. i really don`t know what else to think of i hope this was helpful.