posted January 10, 2012 02:45 PM            

My Placements:
Sun Cancer 8
Moon Capricorn 8
Neptune Capricorn 8
Pluto Scorpio 9

Using myself as an example. I am the black sheep of my family. I am a Cancer Sun so as a child I loved my mother and held the role (i still do) of a mother as an extremely important role. As I started to get older around middle school years, she turned into a very cold woman. A woman that no child should ever have to deal with. I feel this is how my Moon/Neptune conjunction in Capricorn played out. having to deal with someone who should never be called a 'mother'. Okay I'm being a little dramatic. But she did abuse me emotionally. I always wondered why I had to born with a mother like that. My soul is kind and I know that in my previous incarnations I never dealt with this type of abuse before. I know because of my reaction to my mother. I was so disturbed by her and I remember telling her that she wasn't a very good mother and I would proceed to tell her why. We fought a lot and I took care of myself from age 14 by working. I never depended on my parents for money or anything. I grew into an extremely strong, persistent, and dedicated individual. I couldn't let myself be dragged down by my family dynamics. And the pressure was very difficult to deal with because all my friends had such amazing parents and I never brought my friends around my mother thats how bad she was. I ended up leaving my parents house at age 16.

So I noticed, that I dealt with Moon/Neptune conjunction in Capricorn. The Sabian is: 'An Angel Carrying a harp', when I was younger and most vulnerable. When children are young, they are most dependent on their parents unconditional love, and this was denied to me. So I had to make up for it by loving and valuing myself without the luxury most people have today. This was a difficult thing to do. I mean, how many people could have dealt with what I did? how many people would go on to make something of themselves when nothing was handed to them so freely? I didn't fall into a depression. I didn't feel sorry for myself. And now As an adult, I am finding that as I forgive my mother, my Moon/Neptune conjunction is extremely valuable. I am finding that the pain that once resulted from it, is now nothing but the most extreme love and understanding ever. Love because Neptune allows me to understand other dimensions and this results in the most pure and potent love for life and my existence. Understanding because CAPRICORN is the sign of the Dragon. Capricorn is the strongest sign in the zodiac and may deal with negative but ONLY because they were born to be strong and leaders. You cannot achieve any of those without having experience. Capricorn inside of me is a deep and wise being. I am grateful for my mother and my experiences because they were meant for me to grow and become the incredibly strong and wise person I am today.

posted January 10, 2012 05:13 PM            

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Originally posted by athenegoddess:
I mean, how many people could have dealt with what I did? how many people would go on to make something of themselves when nothing was handed to them so freely? I didn't fall into a depression. I didn't feel sorry for myself.

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A lot more people than it seems, believe me. o:

That's quite a layout you got there...pendulum opposition and a dose of Pluto to only add to it...I'm just filling up space here, but I like that you overcame what difficulties were thrown at you! C:

posted January 10, 2012 06:36 PM            

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Originally posted by athenegoddess:
Something wrong with me?

I don't see it that way. I don't understand what you are referring to. Most people have difficult charts do they not? Even you have a difficult placement. The question is, did you overcome it yet or are you still learning. I don't like being judged.

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posted January 11, 2012 01:30 PM            

If one experiences extreme unhappiness, they will also experience extreme happiness in the same lifetime. And if someone is only just happy, they will only experience just sadness.

posted January 11, 2012 01:34 PM            

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Originally posted by athenegoddess:
But, what I was saying..

If one experiences extreme unhappiness, they will also experience extreme happiness in the same lifetime. And if someone is only just happy, they will only experience just sadness.

What I'm saying is if the pendulum swings that far to the left, it is destined to swing that far to the right to balance things. It's one of the cosmic laws I was pondering; and a very interesting one. Because I am someone who goes by the notion that those who have much lose much. It's interesting to see it with Astrology.

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posted January 11, 2012 01:46 PM            

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And if someone is only just happy

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So,one can be really happy and just happy?
Happiness is an absolute,there are no stages of strengh or quality.

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What I'm saying is if the pendulum swings that far to
the left, it is destined to swing that far to the right to
balance things. It's one of the cosmic laws I was
pondering; and a very interesting one. Because I am
someone who goes by the notion that those who have
much lose much.

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Destined? Conditioned,it is law of physics.

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Because I am
someone who goes by the notion that those who have
much lose much.

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posted January 11, 2012 04:10 PM            

For example I cry monthly but I also laugh A LOOOT. So in this life I have experienced a lot of sorrow but also happiness. She is just expanding this concept to include past lives which not everyone beliefs in but I do and so does she and others.

posted January 11, 2012 05:25 PM            

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Originally posted by VenusDiSirius:
Hot/cold are qualities that can be measured.
There is an absolute,however it is -273 Celsius for cold,and hot number excapes me,at the moment.

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−273.15 celsius for "Absolute Zero" and 1.416785(71)×1032 kelvin for "Planck temperature" or "Absolute Hot"

Both are unable to be achieved so far (though we can create conditions very close to Absolute Zero).

posted January 12, 2012 12:39 PM            

There are also different levels of suffering. Do your self a favor and think. Most people didn't suffer the way I did, so most wont experience the happiness I do either.