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posted January 25, 2012 03:01 AM            

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posted January 25, 2012 03:04 AM            

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Oh wow, your Ascendants are opposite...that sounds very important!!

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posted January 25, 2012 03:07 AM            

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posted January 25, 2012 03:34 AM            

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You have Venus con Chiron,it is bound to hurt,at start,anyway.

How about Venus oppo Saturn? Does he make you feel guilty?Restrictive in any way,judging you? And you end up doing anything to appease him?

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posted January 25, 2012 03:43 AM            

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posted January 25, 2012 03:45 AM            

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Is it a secret relationship?

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posted January 25, 2012 03:50 AM            

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It is.. is there something that screams this at you? We have been involved for 4 years off and on.

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posted January 25, 2012 03:52 AM            

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^Oho! The plot thickens...

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posted January 25, 2012 03:57 AM            

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It doesn't scream,no,but since he is loving in person,and cold in company,and H12 ruler of your composite is in H11,and H1 ruler is also in there,I am thinking he is keeping up the appearances,rather than being cold b!tch

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posted January 25, 2012 04:00 AM            

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Even when we are apart, we have a strong telepathic connection (anubis is opposing the stellium can do that) and i always feel his presence. I know some have mentioned that they feel that way with aquarius men and he also has a pisces moon at critical 9* so i think that may add to it. I have said things while he was thinking them and the other way around. I knew the type of a vehicle he got and the color of it without prior knowledge of it. And i really doubt its my 12th house cancer moon because i haven't had experiences to that degree with others.

The reason i find it especially hard to move on is not only my feelings for him, but i feel like he really needs me.

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posted January 25, 2012 04:06 AM            

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Originally posted by VenusDiSirius:
It doesn't scream,no,but since he is loving in person,and cold in company,and H12 ruler of your composite is in H11,and H1 ruler is also in there,I am thinking he is keeping up the appearances,rather than being cold b!tch

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I thought i had mentioned its been a secret relationship. He is not cold with other ppl around (obviously no one else knows though) he is cold when we do not see eachother. Over texts and such. Not a lot but i am so sensitive to his behavior and i am a truly strong person he just gets under my skin like no other.

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The reason i find it especially hard to move on is not only
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That could be Moon,and with H12 you might find yourself getting deeper and deeper into attachment,and since it is irrational (in sense you can't clearly state the nature of your relation,or explain/express you emotions in a way that's substantial) you may end up frustrated,yet clinging onto notion that you are connected,and no moving on.

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I knew the type of a vehicle he got and the
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This could be you Uranus-trined Merc,very perceptive,quickly processing ideas,drawing conclusions in a beat... It could be you just know him that well,and with that H12 Moon,you may soak up anything in relation to him.

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posted January 25, 2012 04:09 AM            

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Also, so interesting that you mention the ruler of the 12th in 11th house because that mars is 3* degrees away from his moon, so it makes sense he especially notices it.

He has said before that there could never be a definition to "us".. Ouch lol

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posted January 25, 2012 04:11 AM            

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And here I thought Anubis contacts are about balming (bad joke,couldn't resist)

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posted January 25, 2012 04:16 AM            

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VenusDiSirius - those are some very insightful observations. And i do agree, it could very well be my moon. We also have an exact composite mercury-uranus square. Perhaps thats why i cannot stop thinking about him for the life of me. I wish he would just break my heart once and for all.

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posted January 25, 2012 04:22 AM            

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Speaking from a very painful experience, do not hold onto somebody, because you think he needs you. If he needs you, he will tell it to you. But dont wait for him. Letting go is hard, i know, but sometimes thats the best thing to do.
Part of your strong feelings may even come from past life memories, as it happened with me.

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posted January 25, 2012 04:22 AM            

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I can understand why you are feeling like this...
Your NN is conj composite's Sun,Venus,Merc conj (and around here we like to think it's great to have that in a composite)

Dreamy,true,true..!

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posted January 25, 2012 04:23 AM            

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Honestly, i have no idea how abubis actually manifests itself, i have only read that its contacts are present with strong telepathy in composites when its in aspect to the sun or moon.

What do you think of all of those placements in pisces of all signs lol

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posted January 25, 2012 04:28 AM            

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This could be coming from my strong Sun&Mars,but,on a very,very wide note,to me,Pisces = directionless,de(il)lusion.

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posted January 25, 2012 04:28 AM            

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Originally posted by Dreamy_AriesGirl:
Speaking from a very painful experience, do not hold onto somebody, because you think he needs you. If he needs you, he will tell it to you. But dont wait for him. Letting go is hard, i know, but sometimes thats the best thing to do.
Part of your strong feelings may even come from past life memories, as it happened with me.

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Thank you for your words I hope you're well after your experience.

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posted January 25, 2012 04:30 AM            

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Originally posted by VenusDiSirius:
I can understand why you are feeling like this...
Your NN is conj composite's Sun,Venus,Merc conj (and around here we like to think it's great to have that in a composite)

Dreamy,true,true..!

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Do you think that his NN on the composite sun-moon midpoint is significant? Because other that that, there are no aspects to it except my MC.

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posted January 25, 2012 04:33 AM            

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This could be coming from my strong Sun&Mars,but,on a very,very wide note,to me,Pisces = directionless,de(il)lusion.

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As much as that hurts to hear, i asked because i suspected that in a way. And i am glad you're direct, im sure i need a reality check lol

Perhaps then my spiritual path was kick started because the 11th house ruler is in the 9th.

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posted January 25, 2012 04:36 AM            

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^ I rarely check midpoints in composite,so I wouldn't know.

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posted January 25, 2012 04:38 AM            

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^^I mean that only in composite,about Pisces,when Sun,Moon,or chart's ruler in Pisces;

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posted January 25, 2012 04:46 AM            

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I also have my natal sun right by the composite ASC and near the moon thats trined by neptune.. plus exact venus-neptune opposition in dracos.. as though this theme hasn't been repeated already.. sad sad.

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