posted February 08, 2012 10:53 AM            

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posted February 08, 2012 11:22 AM            

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Originally posted by tautomer4314:
My sun is my most unaspected planet in my chart. All it has is a conjunction to my mercury. Which is a pretty strong aspect mind you, but that's it. To me it's always explained why I don't act much like a taurus.

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Yes, Sweetie, you are exactly the person I am referring to. Look up the unaspected Sun, bring back the info and then say how it relates to you, if you care to

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posted February 08, 2012 11:23 AM            

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posted February 08, 2012 11:27 AM            

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posted February 08, 2012 01:47 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
Yes, Sweetie, you are exactly the person I am referring to. Look up the unaspected Sun, bring back the info and then say how it relates to you, if you care to

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No problem

I pulled things from multiple sources. From this link it says:

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His ego may be weak until he learns the secrets of harnessing it. He must learn them by putting himself out in to the world, feeling weak and incapable. He must learn the lessons of the ego, by “doing”. There is no substitute for doing .

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This is extremely true for me. My ego was very weak when I was younger. I was very unsure of myself and I doubted my abillities all the time. Even while I was being praised all around me quite frequently. I had a habit of staying locked up inside of my head and only my head. It's not until I actually DO something, actively, in reality, that something comes to fruition. I have to do it with intention and true confidance for it to work. I could always talk about this stuff very easily (makes sense, mercury conj sun) but it was hugely disconnected from action and practice, which don't always translate over from talking.

From this link.

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its principles, and especially its drive or urge when considered as an instinct or a force in the unconscious self, will not be properly integrated into the wholeness of the person.
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that the late degrees (27 to 29 degrees) of any sign show up with inevitable frequency in the charts of people with whom the native has important relationships: mother, brother, girl friends, wife, bosses. Other people seem to be drawn into his life to "activate" the "unaspected" Sun. And transits seem to affect him more powerfully than they do the average person.

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Both of these are also very true. I naturally want to just be calm, peaceful, and free of any extremes or drama. I want harmony. Yet, that's near impossible for me to do. While I am often free of drama (I know how to thwart that easily). I am almost NEVER calm and relaxed! It's so impossible for me to do and fleeting when I can do it. It indeed does feel like there is a wall between these two ideals. A sense that they can not be intergrated. It's something I put a vast amount of effort into doing. Something usually spooks me back though. I also feel sun transits pretty strongly. It's definitely the transit I follow the most.

The rest of the descrptions mostly fit me. I don't feel completely disconnected from my sun. I just feel like it's a very small part of my identity. I identify and have traits of a gemini and scorpio much more then I do for a taurus. The only main taurus trait that others see is I am extremely adverse to change and sudden shifts.

Hopefully that suffices

posted February 09, 2012 12:28 AM            

Mercury in Aqua (Only planet in Air, it's a singleton too!)
Merc sq Pluto (7 deg)
Merc cj IC (4 deg)
Merc qx Chiron (Cancer) (0 deg)

That's all it does

posted February 09, 2012 10:11 AM            

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