posted February 21, 2012 10:15 AM              

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Before I go...

uler of the Twelfth House in the Tenth House

Any altruistic service that you perform will come before the public eye. You want to help others through your career or your position of authority and responsibility. You could experience a time of confusion and doubt about your career choices.
You may be called upon to forgive your father or some other primary authority figure. Too much emphasis on your worldly status can eventually work against you. Use whatever power you gain with wisdom and compassion. The world you create is the one you will also live in.

This is dead on for me...for records sake....taurus in the 12th...venus in the tenth conjunct mc in aquarius.

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If I use Equal house then my 12H ruler (also Taurus) would be in tenth (Aries ruled) And I can see this happening. I've stated before I think I have a higher connection to the Law of Attraction than most. And I feel the Universe teaches me what to want by giving me the things I think I most need at the time - and then find out I don't want at all because it doesn't suit me. Then I'm stuck lying in the bed I made, which sounds similar to what you described.

I'm definitely doubting my future career path. I'm in Journalism/Writing right now but honestly have no idea where to start. I would love to work with kids and teach them how to love each other again instead of the need to criticize or bully, but the organization I want to work never seems to be hiring. Thus I'm lost and feel directionless. Ironically enough I'm in retail right now but I swear I am supposed to be working at the store I'm working at. I thought about it this morning and the people I've come in contact with are shaping my views and bettering my self-esteem without knowing it. That's ironic for me because it was the last place I thought I'd ever want to work.

posted February 21, 2012 10:46 AM            

Pisces NN people need to learn to go with the ebb and flow of life and accept that even when things are bad and you don't understand why they are happening, it's ultimately for the better. When you micro manage every last detail, it's impossible to see the bigger picture and whatever lesson you were supposed to learn is missed You have to understand that everything that happens (good and bad) has a purpose, even if you can't see that purpose in the moment.

It's about seeing the big picture and knowing you're going to be okay no matter what. Pisces are like trees that bend in the wind; we may take a beating, but we won't break like the trees that are more rigid. When the storm is over, we may have scars, but we're still standing, and the scars we bear are a reminder of how strong we are.

So when life suddenly takes a left turn, don't try to control the situation to make it turn out the way you think it should. Instead, just breathe and say to yourself, "This too shall pass", and enjoy the ride (or hang on if that's all you can do).

Pisces NN is about faith. If you have faith that even though you may not understand (or like) what is happening in the moment, everything will turn out the way it's meant to be, and you'll be better for it in the long run. If you stop fretting and micro managing every detail, you'll come to understand that it's the journey that refines our souls.

posted February 21, 2012 12:09 PM              

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Originally posted by JoJo:
I'm a very strong Pisces but I'm not a pushover. We give and give, but if we get to a point where we are done, that's it. It's over and we swim away.

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I relate to that a lot actually. I think my Venus in Aries, Taurus moon somehow portrays similar behavior. Although the nature in which it plays out comes across quite differently. I also know it's not weak to give up control, I'm saying for me it's very hard. I don't think I'm controlling necessarily... borderline... but more so I have a problem worrying all the time. I don't even realize it's worrying unless I have a lightening bolt of consciousness.

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Pisces NN people need to learn to go with the ebb and flow of life and accept that even when things are bad and you don't understand why they are happening, it's ultimately for the better.

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VERY true! My first relationship ever was very intense. VERY. Too much so for a gentle hearted soul like mine and it scarred me. While it was happening I wondered what I'd done to deserve such cruelty and it felt like I was a soul trapped in purgatory. Like this was something I was going to experience forever... it took me a long time to recover from that, but I now realize how strong I am for having gone through it, and I still don't know the "why me", only that my relationship with him allowed me to recognize similar behavior in others and keep my distance.

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When you micro manage every last detail, it's impossible to see the bigger picture and whatever lesson you were supposed to learn is missed You have to understand that everything that happens (good and bad) has a purpose, even if you can't see that purpose in the moment.

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I also agree. At least I'm only a micromanager about certain things and not everything. I don't have enough energy for that!

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Pisces are like trees that bend in the wind; we may take a beating, but we won't break like the trees that are more rigid. When the storm is over, we may have scars, but we're still standing, and the scars we bear are a reminder of how strong we are.

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Very good analogy.

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Pisces NN is about faith.

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posted February 21, 2012 12:47 PM              

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Originally posted by hannaramaa:
I have Virgo south node and Pisces north node. I was thinking today how much my ex-boyfriend acted Virgo-ish as he was controlling and critical in subtle ways, and how I'd turned very emotional around that time and had a nervous breakdown. He reminded me so much of myself and I realized his behavior was a reflection of mine (re: the Virgo south node) but what I'm afraid of is letting go of that need and moving towards Pisces north node. Pisces are very soft people indeed and I like them, but the sign itself seems easily controlled and my Aries-ness or Moon trine Uranus or Sag DSC won't have that. I get panicky at the thought of allowing someone to affect my emotions or letting myself fall in love as Pisces to easily do.

My point in rambling about all of this is would you agree that Virgo SN to Pisces NN is working from being controlling (or controlling others out of fear) to allowing others to control you and trusting it's for a higher purpose (since I thought Pisces are so optimistic and always search for higher purpose meanings to difficulties in their life)

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I wouldn't agree that Virgo is about control either. Nit picking, worrying and paying attention to details yes. BUT if I remember your chart, your North Node is tightly conj MC, which is not really connected to relationships per se, but your career and status in this life ..

Plus you don't really starting reaching for your N Node until mid life. Even then it's not a major life shattering experience, but a gentle guiding force that's just underneath the surface.

As you North Node is so close to MC it's also connnected to your parents/family axis. What kind of relationship do you have with father? maybe this life is to connect with him on a more deep and meaningful level?

You may even find mid life that work colleagues will bring their problems to you. Actually I've mentioned this before but this could be (if you wanted) to be a counsellor of a kind.... as your MC ruler is in 7th house

posted February 21, 2012 12:53 PM              

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Originally posted by SaggiMC:
I wouldn't agree that Virgo is about control either. Nit picking, worrying and paying attention to details yes. BUT if I remember your chart, your North Node is tightly conj MC, which is not really connected to relationships per se, but your career and status in this life ..

Plus you don't really starting reaching for your N Node until mid life. Even then it's not a major life shattering experience, but a gentle guiding force that's just underneath the surface.

As you North Node is so close to MC it's also connnected to your parents/family axis. What kind of relationship do you have with father? maybe this life is to connect with him on a more deep and meaningful level?

You may even find mid life that work colleagues will bring their problems to you. Actually I've mentioned this before but this could be (if you wanted) to be a counsellor of a kind.... as your MC ruler is in 7th house

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I guess I see nitpicking and worrying as symptoms of being controlling. Doesn't mean it's law, but it applies.

And there's no exceptions? I couldn't be accessing my NN abilities right now at 22? I disagree... also when using your Equal house system my NN falls into the 9th house (the only time it does/will) So it seems less about career and more about constantly being in search of spiritual experiences... yes, no?

My father and I also have a psychic connection I know my mother and I don't. Never thought my MC/NN had anything to do with that. I'm an only child so I think it's hard NOT to know my parents on a deep and meaningful level.