posted May 20, 2012 05:22 AM            

Lol... the interesting thing I observe is that after I broke off with my Ex, with a heavy and depressed heart, I went holiday in Japan last year to mend my broken heart. Now with transiting Venus in Retrograde, now my heart is heavy and depressed cos suddenly I kept having him in my head - and I am going to holiday this time to Spain with a heavy and depressed heart all over again.. talk about coincidence.

When transiting Venus in Retrograde ends on 27/05, that's when I will be back from holiday. Again, coincidence.. I guess my heart would have calmed down by then as it did before.

Another interesting observation: Transiting Venus RX leaves Retrograde Zone 2 days after my birthday n I guess yep, I will have learnt some important lessons and begin influences from my Solar Return 2012-2013.. which looks promising. Not surprisingly, my prediction is that by then, I will have gotten someone new. In bazi explaination, the 3 months after T. Venus leaves retrograde Zone, I will b pretty popular with the opposite sex.

Interesting observation, Natal Venus in Gemini in 9th house. I holiday whenever my heart is in tatters.. 9th house of travel n perhaphs after every travel, my soul is rejunevated.

posted May 20, 2012 12:18 PM            

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Originally posted by CosmicKarma360:
Hey, anyone have any idea what happens when Venus goes Rx directly over your n.Moon? I'll have that happening, and have no clue what it could mean. My n.Moon is at 22 Gemini, and Venus will go stationary, then retro right at 23 Gem.

Last time, the Venus Rx was terrific for me. Things had been crumbling with my then-boyfriend. As soon as Venus went Rx, we had a great reconnection. We're not together now, but wow, it was a great little time together.

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posted May 20, 2012 12:29 PM            

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Originally posted by DepTaurus:
Well moon is about our emotions so when venus rx over it you might feel an issue with how you attract people to you.Venus in gemini is flirtation by communicating.You might be more willing to combine both feminine energies and be overly communicative or you might go in the opposite direction and be less communicative and be more emotional.Most likely during that time when venus rx is on your moon you will feel more emotional.

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Thanks so much for your reply. Well, so far, I am definitely internalizing a lot of feelings. I do feel myself focused on my romantic life, and trying to sort out all the different things that are going on. What I feel the most is a lot of back-and-forth between two guys that have been in my life. One day I like one, then not the other, then the next day, it's the other way around. How's that for a Gem moon! I'm trying to just ride out this transit, and not come to any conclusions about either one.

posted May 20, 2012 12:37 PM            

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Originally posted by lilithpluto:
Is Venus in Gemini Retrograde affecting me more because it retrogrades at the exact degree (to the min and second) that my Natal Gemini Venus 23'59 is at? I'm kinda depressed at the moment. Transiting Sun, Moon, Merucry and Jupiter is hovering on my Chiron now. V. Interesting Venus RX for me.

Lol... the interesting thing I observe is that after I broke off with my Ex, with a heavy and depressed heart, I went holiday in Japan last year to mend my broken heart. Now with transiting Venus in Retrograde, now my heart is heavy and depressed cos suddenly I kept having him in my head - and I am going to holiday this time to Spain with a heavy and depressed heart all over again.. talk about coincidence.

When transiting Venus in Retrograde ends on 27/05, that's when I will be back from holiday. Again, coincidence.. I guess my heart would have calmed down by then as it did before.

Another interesting observation: Transiting Venus RX leaves Retrograde Zone 2 days after my birthday n I guess yep, I will have learnt some important lessons and begin influences from my Solar Return 2012-2013.. which looks promising. Not surprisingly, my prediction is that by then, I will have gotten someone new. In bazi explaination, the 3 months after T. Venus leaves retrograde Zone, I will b pretty popular with the opposite sex.

Interesting observation, Natal Venus in Gemini in 9th house. I holiday whenever my heart is in tatters.. 9th house of travel n perhaphs after every travel, my soul is rejunevated.

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wow i would say it`s more the chiron planet of wounds and healing that is making you depressed.

Sun aspect to chiron means you need to heal your wounds through your ego

moon aspect to chiron means your emotions also need to be healed.

mercury means your need to heal through communication.Have you been socializing much lately?

Jupiter planet of optimism and good luck is in needing a good healing as well.

those are some areas that are needing you to find a way to repair or finally deal with by healing those wounds.

Venus in gemini i think is what is making you feel depressed by thinking of a past lover.believe me when venus goes rx people we long since wanted come out of the woodwork.Mine did all last week and it was deadly torture mainly because i told myself i was moving on and they turned me down when i made contact,it was brutual and harsh.Then when you see them and they say hey after turning you down thats plain torture.

Venus trine my moon which is in aqua
squares my mars which is at 19 in pisces ironically when venus squared mars the person was communicative with me more. I hope when it goes back again to 19 they stay out of my way.

and venus sextile in my aries.nothing happened there.

posted May 20, 2012 12:40 PM            

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Originally posted by CosmicKarma360:
Thanks so much for your reply. Well, so far, I am definitely internalizing a lot of feelings. I do feel myself focused on my romantic life, and trying to sort out all the different things that are going on. What I feel the most is a lot of back-and-forth between two guys that have been in my life. One day I like one, then not the other, then the next day, it's the other way around. How's that for a Gem moon! I'm trying to just ride out this transit, and not come to any conclusions about either one.

So far, no sudden *somethings*. No ex-bf's appearing out of the blue, or anything like that. It could be fun, though.

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so your a fellow air moon. i get the internalizing feelings things but i have aqua moon.If i was torn between two people it would be easier for me to just cut them both off.tell em where to go and be done with the whole thing.

posted May 20, 2012 01:09 PM            

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Originally posted by DepTaurus:
wow i would say it`s more the chiron planet of wounds and healing that is making you depressed.

Sun aspect to chiron means you need to heal your wounds through your ego

moon aspect to chiron means your emotions also need to be healed.

mercury means your need to heal through communication.Have you been socializing much lately?

Jupiter planet of optimism and good luck is in needing a good healing as well.

those are some areas that are needing you to find a way to repair or finally deal with by healing those wounds.

Venus in gemini i think is what is making you feel depressed by thinking of a past lover.believe me when venus goes rx people we long since wanted come out of the woodwork.Mine did all last week and it was deadly torture mainly because i told myself i was moving on and they turned me down when i made contact,it was brutual and harsh.Then when you see them and they say hey after turning you down thats plain torture.

Venus trine my moon which is in aqua
squares my mars which is at 19 in pisces ironically when venus squared mars the person was communicative with me more. I hope when it goes back again to 19 they stay out of my way.

and venus sextile in my aries.nothing happened there.

Venus sextile my asc i have been getting way to much recognition lately,sick and tired of communicating with humans.

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I don't really socialize much, i like my time alone, more of an introvert. But with Venus RX, I became more temperamental. Anyway, we both know when these will end. Whatever depression n torturous feelings is but a fleeting emotion. Will see light at e end of tunnel.

U had contact with an Ex during Venus RX? U made the contact ? Why did u do it? What prompt you? I find the why for contact interesting if u dun mind sharing.. I dun make contacts w Exs, Venus RX or not. I dun understand that concept.

posted May 20, 2012 01:34 PM            

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Originally posted by lilithpluto:
I don't really socialize much, i like my time alone, more of an introvert. But with Venus RX, I became more temperamental. Anyway, we both know when these will end. Whatever depression n torturous feelings is but a fleeting emotion. Will see light at e end of tunnel.

U had contact with an Ex during Venus RX? U made the contact ? How did you do that? Why did u do it? What prompt you? I find the why for contact interesting if u dun mind sharing

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well i sort of noticed at the begining of may when venu was square my mars they started talking to me more and there was always this sexual tension going on.It is not an ex but more of a back and forth flirting thing that has been going on for a year now.they started talking showing interest and the such.so i gave this person my email address i said your cute so if you want to talk some time here it is.

the weekend ended monday came and i walked into work where this person works and they were so cold and when i said hi they never replied back didnt look didnt talk the atmosphere was deadly intense.so i just gave up on the whole thing,i wasnt in the mood fo games and or being made a fool of.

The contact backfired on me.i spent the next week avoiding them and it worked successfully.Then this week i saw them non stop i worked morning then night shifts and of course they had to be there and they began in on the hey.Then i ignored them,and ever since the person just stays there late almost like they were waiting for me.

posted May 20, 2012 02:51 PM            

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Originally posted by DepTaurus:
so your a fellow air moon. i get the internalizing feelings things but i have aqua moon.If i was torn between two people it would be easier for me to just cut them both off.tell em where to go and be done with the whole thing.

The difference between gemini moons is you guys think about the communicating aspect,do you ever just sit there for hours thinking what your going to say to them in your mind.

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Agh!! A big, fat YES to the whole talking to them in your head thing. Yup! Guilty as charged... Yes, I do go over and over conversations in my mind, most which never take place. It's horrible. In a way though, it is a kind of "talk therapy" thing to get through it. It's a way to see all the angles, if nothing else. Trying to figure out what they'd say in return, that sort of thing.

posted May 20, 2012 02:54 PM            

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Originally posted by CosmicKarma360:
Agh!! A big, fat YES to the whole talking to them in your head thing. Yup! Guilty as charged... Yes, I do go over and over conversations in my mind, most which never take place. It's horrible. In a way though, it is a kind of "talk therapy" thing to get through it. It's a way to see all the angles, if nothing else. Trying to figure out what they'd say in return, that sort of thing.

Actually, I have thought of dumping them both Well, things are playing out in their own way, so I'm not too worried about that end of things. It'll sort itself out.

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posted May 20, 2012 11:49 PM            

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Originally posted by Virgo-AriesArtist:
Yes, Ariehnox, I feel your pain...Doesn't it seem like circumstances, which can't be coincidence, are lining up to make you revisit past wounds/unresolved things in a big way, perhaps to heal the situations this time around?

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Thank you. I guess my Aqua moon (and Virgo Merc in the 7th) is trying to intellectualize things yet again to block the pain and the fear... Venus rx falls in my 5th house so I should probably rethink how I've been handling these romances (I haven't been exactly in a real steady relationship with someone.. as you can see, they are almost always unrequited ).

posted May 21, 2012 12:28 PM            

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Originally posted by DepTaurus:
well i sort of noticed at the begining of may when venu was square my mars they started talking to me more and there was always this sexual tension going on.It is not an ex but more of a back and forth flirting thing that has been going on for a year now.they started talking showing interest and the such.so i gave this person my email address i said your cute so if you want to talk some time here it is.

the weekend ended monday came and i walked into work where this person works and they were so cold and when i said hi they never replied back didnt look didnt talk the atmosphere was deadly intense.so i just gave up on the whole thing,i wasnt in the mood fo games and or being made a fool of.

The contact backfired on me.i spent the next week avoiding them and it worked successfully.Then this week i saw them non stop i worked morning then night shifts and of course they had to be there and they began in on the hey.Then i ignored them,and ever since the person just stays there late almost like they were waiting for me.

I did it intially because i wanted more,however they were not interested in giving me anymore.

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