posted March 24, 2012 09:05 AM            

God did not mean for us to be cut, burned and therapized. God makes healing simple imho

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posted March 24, 2012 09:06 AM            

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posted March 24, 2012 09:14 AM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
I studied to be an acupuncture physician but did not become licensed. I learned about the energies in the body. The body is connected to the mind as an organic whole. One cannot push emotional energies down and expect them to stay there. They WILL come out as something such as addictions, abusive relationships, emotional illness or physical illness. So, I decided to try to dive in to them.

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Yes, that is very true.
I used to be quite uncertain when a feeling was "real" for me (mental Aquarius-Moon here), and found it helps me to delve into my body and FEEL the physical reaction to a certain person or event.
My body talks to me, I just have to stop the wheels in my mind sometime and REALLY listen and share the experience.

It is amazing how much it helps though.

posted March 24, 2012 09:18 AM            

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Originally posted by Faith:
This conversation is fascinating, hope you don't mind keen spectators.

That is me. You just told my story, too.

Cap sun sextile 8th house Pisces moon...

I'm fortunate that my moon is Pisces because the Pisces sun people who I have forged ties with...they are the ones who I KNOW will NEVER abandon me.

Ami,

As for Saturn Rx, I have it, and you gave me a good insight about myself. I feel like, the deeper I go into Saturn, the better it feels. The harder I work, the more joy I feel. And maturity has been a blessing to me beyond my wildest dreams. The strength I've found in aging is like a rebirth and I do expect for it to only get better.

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Absolutely the same here.

Also I think it is very important for us to find people who are capable of a similiar depth. There are not many out there, but those who are, really count.

I have found that I can get very hurt with the othe rpeople.

posted March 24, 2012 09:32 AM            

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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
Absolutely the same here.

Also I think it is very important for us to find people who are capable of a similiar depth. There are not many out there, but those who are, really count.

I have found that I can get very hurt with the othe rpeople.

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Yes, on all counts.

I think I saw you say on another thread that you have an email pal that you speak volumes with, back and forth?

Was that you?

Because I laughed. I have a Bavarian "email friend," and over the past four years we have delved very deep and written thousands of pages, and she has just been my rock through hard times. 'Never met her but her sun is close to mine, and we have moon conj Venus, and it's wonderfully solid.

I hope you will find my depth satisfying to read about. As I told Ami, I have some repression issues and often find myself just saying "ditto" because I cannot choke the words out (Mercury opposes Saturn.) The depth is actually there, but my communication is hit-or-miss.

What people learn about me is, I have good intentions. But I sometimes can't keep up with emotionally intelligent conversations, all I can offer is listening and real appreciation. I appreciate your comments.

Oh and hearts are my specialty.

posted March 24, 2012 09:42 AM            

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Originally posted by Faith:
Yes, on all counts.

I think I saw you say on another thread that you have an email pal that you speak volumes with, back and forth?

Was that you?

Because I laughed. I have a Bavarian "email friend," and over the past four years we have delved very deep and written thousands of pages, and she has just been my rock through hard times. 'Never met her but her sun is close to mine, and we have moon conj Venus, and it's wonderfully solid.

I hope you will find my depth satisfying to read about. As I told Ami, I have some repression issues and often find myself just saying "ditto" because I cannot choke the words out (Mercury opposes Saturn.) The depth is actually there, but my communication is hit-or-miss.

What people learn about me is, I have good intentions. But I sometimes can't keep up with emotionally intelligent conversations, all I can offer is listening and real appreciation. I appreciate your comments.

Oh and hearts are my specialty.

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Interesting about mercury oppose Saturn, Faith. That must be very hard. God has gifted me with a free Mercury. I think it is my way of having a steam release valve on my inner emotions. God has these kinds of things in all charts ime.

No man is left alone unable to heal. We each have to find our ways out as they are very different. What does your Pholus an Kaali do, Faith.
Kaali is 4227. I don't have Pholus' number, off hand.

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posted March 24, 2012 09:57 AM            

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No man is left alone unable to heal. We each have to find our ways out as they are very different.

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Wise.

Ooops was I appreciating you too much again?

Like I said it's hit-or-miss. Sometimes I can communicate very well.

My Mercury is exalted in Aquarius, trine Mars Gemini and Libra Pluto. Pluto is in the third house.

But Saturn does dampen or ruin the party sometimes.

posted March 24, 2012 10:48 AM              

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Originally posted by Nyah:
Saturn (R) in Virgo, house 5 here. Not particularly enjoying it! but at least I think I'm getting "younger" every year, it's easier to just have fun now and enjoy life

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I think this is probably more to do with T Saturn coming off your virgoan planets, your saturn return... A sombre time when we look to putting down roots, assessing what will be of value for the next stage in life.

Saturn is the Lord of Karma and master teacher, but really he's trying to teach us about ourselves. It wants us to be responsible, hard working, dutiful and learn our Lessons properly, so they won't have to keep being repeated. Therefore, is usually suggests things slowing down, delays, limitations and restrictions so we can learn these Lessons.

What Saturn does is 'test' what is of value to you and what is working in your life. It wants structure and hard work. If something isn't working--- it may well end--- so something better can be put in it's place.

It's very very common to have saturn and outers retrograde..

Saturn Retrograde
* feels inside that they're never good enough
* indulgent outward behaviour may mask inner feelings of inadequacy
* hides fears http://www.skyviewzone.com/astrology/retrogradeplanets.htm#neprx

Saturn in the 5th house
Here the self expression and creative ability are apt to be inhibited. Lessons to learn where lovingness is concerned for individual is apt to be cool and inhibited. Difficulties with children due to lack of understanding where their needs are concerned. Teaching or working with young people would be a constructive use of a 5th house Saturn. Learn to forget the self and care about others. These people lack confidence in their creative abilities and social skills. Artistic potential will only be developed if practical skills are acquired. There is a formality in social relationships and in dealings with children. May delay you wanting any children of your own, but when they do arrive, feel very responsible for them, their friends and their grandchildren even.Could feel heavy responsibilities regarding children or may not even want children. People with this position are well suited to stock market speculation, may become romantically involved with an older person. Reserved in their attitudes towards Art, Theatre, ¬Pleasure.Women – could be long time in labour

posted March 24, 2012 10:53 AM              

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
My own take about the hardest Saturn by house would be
12
then 8
then 5

8 or 5 are debatable which is harder. I would say 5.

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posted March 24, 2012 11:01 AM            

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Originally posted by Faith:
Wise.

Ooops was I appreciating you too much again?

Like I said it's hit-or-miss. Sometimes I can communicate very well.

My Mercury is exalted in Aquarius, trine Mars Gemini and Libra Pluto. Pluto is in the third house.

But Saturn does dampen or ruin the party sometimes.

I will look up those asteroids.

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posted March 24, 2012 05:39 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
Interesting about mercury oppose Saturn, Faith. That must be very hard. God has gifted me with a free Mercury. I think it is my way of having a steam release valve on my inner emotions. God has these kinds of things in all charts ime.

No man is left alone unable to heal. We each have to find our ways out as they are very different. What does your Pholus an Kaali do, Faith.
Kaali is 4227. I don't have Pholus' number, off hand.

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Thank you, Ami.

Pholus: Pisces 11, in the 8th house, 8 degrees from my moon

Kaali: Scorpio 23 in the fourth, near my NN.

Nooooo idea what that means right now so I'm off to go research it.

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