posted September 21, 2012 08:44 AM            

I have the desire to be really mean at times. Once I decide that someone is pathetic, I have urges to poke and prod and stick 'em with needles when they aren't looking - and even sometimes when they are looking. Why? Because I can; it's made too easy.

Let's see, another one...I can be so unfeeling when I want to. If I decide that you aren't deserving of my emotions, you'll get simple, straight, cold responses. Repeated responses too. If I'm tired of you, I'll continually tell you, "go away." "stop talking to me." "I don't like you."

And last one! If you notice in the above to, it's me passing judgement on others. I'm deciding you're pathetic or undeserving. So vanity! Self-righteousness. A vain glorious nature. I lavish in attention, control, and being thought of as being better than the rest.

posted September 21, 2012 09:00 AM            

I can turn very bitter once I consider myself hurt (and my pride can get hurt). I then turn into someone really vindictive and will give the culprit a dose of his own medicine X 1000. Then I will cut them out. Completely. And just destroy every bit of feeling I ever had towards them. So it's one of those characteristic that is good to have for it makes one strong and know where your limits are but it is somehow an unevolved behavior. I'm not really sure I forgive but I sure don't forget. Oddly enough the only explanation I can find for this is my capricorn moon. Maybe the fact that it is in the scorpio duad plays a part int his too. This or the wide sextile to pluto in scorpio. Because I've never heard of capricorns being vengeful.

I have a huge amount of pride and an inner need for power and control, ugh, I guess that what comes with being a cap sun/moon/mercury and having a lot of cardinal in my chart.

I tend to lie (at least I admit to it ) it's nothing bad or ugly though. I mean sometimes I don't even consider myself lying but simply hiding the truth to protect myself, so I make up stories to fill in the blank when I don't others to know. Yes I can be a little paranoid like this. I don't trust people in real life and am rather secretive about my life. I don't even tell the truth to some family members.. I think the only place where I've always been rather open to talk about my own issues is the internet, and strangers.

posted September 21, 2012 09:03 AM            

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Originally posted by RedScorp:
Oh goodie I have a ton of demons! Man, I have a Virgo rising, but I ain't no saint. AND, I'm completely unafraid to admit it too. I think we all have demons and flaws (whoever says they're without them is an utter liar), and if your opinion changes on me, I'm more than welcome to that. Saves you the heart ache later.

I have the desire to be really mean at times. Once I decide that someone is pathetic, I have urges to poke and prod and stick 'em with needles when they aren't looking - and even sometimes when they are looking. Why? Because I can; it's made too easy.

Let's see, another one...I can be so unfeeling when I want to. If I decide that you aren't deserving of my emotions, you'll get simple, straight, cold responses. Repeated responses too. If I'm tired of you, I'll continually tell you, "go away." "stop talking to me." "I don't like you."

And last one! If you notice in the above to, it's me passing judgement on others. I'm deciding you're pathetic or undeserving. So vanity! Self-righteousness. A vain glorious nature. I lavish in attention, control, and being thought of as being better than the rest.

So in case one, sounds totally Scorpio. The second one reminds me of my Capricorn Moon. Then the last, probably a combination Virgo Rising, Leo Mars, with a dash of Scorpio sun.

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posted September 21, 2012 09:30 AM            

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ueharaa; I already like and respect you so much for being open about it. So many people try to down play it or justify it or make up for it or hide it...like give it a rest! I can see it plain as day, there's no need to hide it...Part of Scorpio is limits and depths, an exploring and pushing both. I love the "dark" side of human nature because it's there, in everyone, and everyone is so afraid or ashamed of it. I say to embrace it.

But yes, if you can pick up on the negative side of things, it's still a way of picking up on things. If you can guess signs through negative traits, all to you! I'm not great at guessing signs, positive or negative. Do you have any Cancer...?

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posted September 21, 2012 09:38 AM            

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"Xin Metal is represented by fine jewellery, small knives, diamonds and glittering gold. Think Cartier, Bulgari and Swiss Army knife and you're not far off. Xin Metal people are inherently talkative and attention seeking. Wallflower is the consummate opposite of the Xin Metal person - indeed, if you're dating a quiet Xin Metal, then something's wrong with them! All Xin Metal's exhibit some measure of vanity, be it intellectual,or physical. The Xin Metal person is always thinking and their mind needs constant stimulation and occupation. They come in-born with a superiority complex, and can be quite bourgeois in their ways, loving the fine things in life."

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posted September 21, 2012 09:44 AM            

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And yes, I am a cancer ascendant

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posted September 21, 2012 10:18 AM            

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The second one reminds me of my Capricorn Moon

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posted September 21, 2012 01:36 PM            

moody
resentful
cold-hearted
self-pitying
careless

Yep, so that's me at my worst.
Woo!

posted September 21, 2012 01:57 PM            

I'm assuming it's my Leo.

I also can be kind of snobby - or selective in people I'll talk to. Distant rather than welcoming to strangers in some cases. I think that's a combination of the Leo and my Scorpio Ascendant.

I also need a lot of communication from a romantic interest. Bordering on too much. I assume this is my Gemini Venus. Another thing about my Venus (opposite saturn, uranus and neptune) is that I will 100% be interested in someone but if things don't go well, I can move on rather quickly. Which can hurt someone and they can feel I was only toying with them to begin with. I am always true to my emotions though.

And I'm incredibly stubborn seeing how I am triple fixed.

Again this is stuff I don't like. And actively want to correct.

posted September 21, 2012 09:56 PM            

Jealous of anybody who receives more love and attention than I do, or who is all around more intelligent, popular and attractive than me. Irrationally jealous in general, secretly competitive. Leo Mercury and Venus in the 8th square Pluto, opposite Saturn in Aquarius. Fire is the most dominant element in my chart. Supposed to be too confident to be jealous, right?

Needs an inhuman amount of love and attention and no human being on this earth has the time or energy to give it. Each fire sign in my Sun, Moon and rising. But I never seek it out, too proud and isolated with Leo sun Aries moon.

Emotionally unstable when stressed or feel put upon. This annoys a lot of people and it comes off as weakness. Sun square Moon. Cancer-Leo cusp are known for their famous mood swings. Only a few people see this side of me, it's not like I have a tantrum in the grocery store. On a side note, I am too proud to seek emotional support.

I always think people who talk or brag too much are liars. Low air, Saturn in Aqua is my only Air planet and besides it is conjunct my 3rd house cusp, all my other houses are empty.

I am too trustworthy and automatically assume most people are honest and have integrity like I do. I am too generous. This is why I've been used a few times. Leo Sun, Venus conjunct Chiron and Mercury.

posted September 21, 2012 10:47 PM            

Well I constantly over analyze what I'm going to say.

I judge people right away - I don't like bossy or pushy people. And whenever I encounter those types I kinda cancel them out as people.

Also I try really hard for people to like me and they usually do but I am so tired of being deemed the "shy" girl. I'm not shy I'm introverted.

And you'd never guess... but I'm a Leo Sun.

posted September 21, 2012 11:39 PM            

I can be spiteful and manipulative, uses other's emotions against them. A bit arrogant, once someone gets on my bad side. Too fiercely independent, which isn't necessarily a good thing.