posted October 05, 2012 09:11 AM            

I had a very vivid one last night about Katy Perry... I've had seriously vivid one's with kate winslet and leonardo, lindsay lohan, paris hilton & i once even took over and terrorized a walgreen's with jack nicholson.

Neptune squares my mars.. Squares my mercury, opposes chiron, trines my sun, trines my ascendant and sextiles my descendant.

posted October 05, 2012 02:52 PM            

In the paris hilton dream i croaked over while we were waiting to be seated at a restaurant and she was obviously under the influence. I think i was too because i croaked over and passed out in the dream.

One would think that i could be more objective with celebrities but i actually can't. Not always at least.

And yeah, that jack nicholson was pretty bad as$.

We had rifles and trashed the entire store and we were holding the whole thing hostage.

posted October 05, 2012 03:03 PM            

that is fuc**d up lol

yeah, what do they mean to you? they are essentially fantasies of friendship or romance, no?

*ducks for cover*

posted October 05, 2012 10:01 PM            

"What is katy perry to me?"

Interesting.

Some background; i moved around a lot.. The only steady things i had was maybe the celebrities and movies i grew familiar with as i went along thanks to television and then the internet.

I'm closer to those people than i am to anyone that i may know in real life. In fact, i can very easily have a relationship, friendship with someone and not feel too attached. Even though i may feel for them and become very familiar, i can easily let go and detach.. I've had lots of practice and training in doing that.

When it comes to celebrities, though.. I've seen them change and grow and as i've seen them, i've grown.

I also have Uranus in my eighth so when you talk about transformation, i can do it at lightning speed so all of these transformations that i see them go through while acting out in one role before they pick up and star in another movie is something that i can relate to.

Johnny depp was just edward scissorhands for example but next month, he'll be captain jack sparrow..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eHuebHTD-lY

I saw the katy perry movie because i read up on her and found out she's had about as many #1 singles out of just one album that rivals michael jackson.. That's quite a feat to accomplish in the amount of time that she did.

They showed her going through her breakup and even while on tour, she put on her game face and performed.

I admired her for that.

Though at first, i was not fond of her and i didn't believe she showed much sincerety probably because of her moon in aspect to s-turn but she's grown on me.

I also took into account how she was able to remove herself from the relationship she was in and didn't go back to russel brand and found influence in that.

I'm thinking maybe the whole dream meant that maybe i'm not really a person that can act or behave like that and remove myself in an emotional context from a romantic relationship that easily?

Wow! Thanks for participating in this with me.. I think i get it. S-turn just moved into Scorpio and the sign of my 7th... I have Mars in Aries and a Fifth House Sun.

I can VERY easily let a romantic fling go if i'm not getting what i want from it and i guess the dream was showing me that doing that is no longer ok if i ever want to have a serious long lasting relationship...

Well, smack my asss and call me Sally.

posted October 06, 2012 06:19 AM            

i do get where your coming from. it's interesting how you relate to their ability to change roles or detach whilst viewing them from a similarly safe or detached viewpoint yourself. so your dreams are providing a safe outlet for any issues with intimacy to play out mebbe. i can imagine uranus in 8th must throw out some surprises
which i suppose may be at odds atm with saturn going into 7h scorp, making u more serious with regards to commitment type stuff.