posted December 02, 2012 08:58 PM            

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Originally posted by sand:
It sounds great on paper.. Sure.. Hell it might even give me sex appeal.. But actually having it.. I feel I could be a lot nicer without it.
http://lenisastrology.blogspot.com/2007/10/child-with-pluto-conjunct-ascendant.html

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posted December 02, 2012 09:37 PM            

What do u have in sag? Do u have any gem? U look rather tiny lol! Gem is in my 8th. I think it's my physical type.

My astrologer is male. Have to set up an appointment for that soon actually. I haven't seen him since I joined here. So that's a good 3-4 years + the times I just googled astro stuff.

10 years ago? We are going more and more back into time! I might see snow afterall. Am going to Paris for New Years coz.. Matriarch decided to not include me in a family vacation coz of I suppose I have not been behaving as she pleases. Like I'm 28 I can go anywhere. Ultimatums only build resentment. Le sigh. Besides I hate dim sum and Chinese food (hong kong).

posted December 02, 2012 10:35 PM            

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Originally posted by aquaguy91:
i dont doubt it. i was just wondering what its like . i have pluto square ascendant exact.

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posted December 02, 2012 11:04 PM            

Yes only here perhaps. she is scorpio sun which is interesting coz ultimatums used to be my thing too but getting old. don't give a f anymore. They do. Airline perks. Nope. Z dancer is frenchie.. I seem to like French or at least half French/ half filipino women a lot. Gamine gem h8 I spose.. Style too.

Yes 10. I was perfect at 10 years ago. Lol! Or so I'd like to think. Earthy criteria of course. Material, success, achievements. I would like the ten back too. Most of it. Bad decade for me. 19-29.

Yes am not the type to give up. Would rather kill each other I suppose. Infidelity. I could. Now perhaps. But there would be a lot of revenge sex and torment. Maybe idk.. Or a lot of degradation. Dark sh!t for sure. When gf's tried to come back it was always to a different person in me in the past. Cruel I suppose is the word.

Lol I like the drop by style too. I have sag south node. Am kind of always searching..

My reader told me a story of someone born with zero luck the first decade. She was born with some illness.. Very weak.. They used acupuncture for her to survive and she is alive today. I will ask the disease next time I see my bazi reader. Is that what u have? Myasthenia?

Oh u never argue with bulls.. I like u already!

posted December 02, 2012 11:37 PM            

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Originally posted by sand:
How's that workin out for ya?

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posted December 03, 2012 12:10 AM            

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posted December 03, 2012 12:14 AM            

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Originally posted by sand:
I suppose there is a aspect to fear in sex appeal. Fear of being drowned out by darkness and passion.. Fear of losing control..

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posted December 03, 2012 12:35 AM            

Oh I only use matriarch. My sag grandpa doesn't hold much power I suppose..

I do think there would be nothing left to control me once my grandma passes but of course I do not want that to happen coz I actually understand her Scorpio ways. We are very much alike except I am less harsh.

Yes yes I have very cliche taste tho I do not consider her French, Filipino more. Just mult ethnic I suppose but Filipino.

Ugh I like wicked personalities. I feel more in tune with them. Like a nice girl, which I do attract as well, I feel I would be ruining her in some way.

I've actually stopped drinking lol! So I guess.. We can't even be that haha! Also quit coffee, shopping.. I just want to work and fcuk like George clooney lol!

I'm only bi lingual.. Can understand phrases in French, German, Korean, Cantonese, not mandarin, Japanese.. But not conversational. I should study a language somewhere as an excuse to stay I n some foreign land lol!

Oh freeze out.. Hate that! . what is his sign?

Getting sick when u r away from home sounds like my vesta in 9th reading.. I suppose I just don't know how to take care of myself without helpers lol! But never really happened with me. Just the vesta reading. My hands shake. I think that's h8 Gemini. Chiron also there. Which is why I quit coffee.

Chinese food- oily. I suppose I like Spanish food the most. Or Thai. Spicy.

I've only been with virgos out of the earth signs..

Ok goodnight again!

posted December 03, 2012 12:36 AM            

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Originally posted by sand:
Yes R?

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posted December 03, 2012 12:37 AM            

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Originally posted by aquaguy91:
haha people always know when i'm looking at them and it makes them uneasy. so i mostly try to avoid staring lol. i should probably start wearing sunglasses.

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posted December 03, 2012 12:41 AM            

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Originally posted by sand:
I never take mine off.. Almost never.. Unless I feel like one of those tools that almost never take their sunglasses off..

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posted December 03, 2012 02:01 AM            

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Originally posted by aquaguy91:
haha i should... i'm always paranoid that someone will catch me giving them the sex eyes plus people tell me i look like a bamf when i wear them.

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