posted April 02, 2013 04:04 AM            

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Originally posted by CherryVodka:
it wont

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posted April 02, 2013 05:32 PM            

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Originally posted by Jim:
I do have 12th house placements i rarely feel lonely, don't get me wrong i am usually "alone"
but i don't feelt it as something bad, i do enjoy it most of the times

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posted April 02, 2013 06:47 PM            

While tSaturn has been in my 5th I can honestly say I've never felt so hopeless about relationships or faced so much disillusionment in romance.. (although Saturn is also currently squaring my natal Venus opp Jupiter) It's starting to get better and I can see how dealing with this now will open me up to better things in the future, but for over a month I was just really depressed and would literally spend most of my time alone not being able to even want to socialize with anyone..

So yeah that hasn't been fun, but I believe tSaturn is also squaring your Chiron right now which could force you to re-examine and deal with old wounds...

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Originally posted by CherryVodka:
Not to mention right now I am going through a terrible case of unrequited love, and this has only happened to me once before (as I've only loved one other person truly, even though I've had countless relationships)

The person is making it very difficult and is very cold.

Which seems to be the case every time for me. After a while , even though believe it or not I'm confident in my loving ability, I start to wonder if I'm just some terrible monster to other people that I can't see what I'm doing.

Also, Had a tendency lately to rely on drugs and haven't been able to get any drugs, and that's bothered me even though I know I don't need them, I feel hopeless otherwise.

Everywhere I look, a blocked direction, a missing piece. Can't find the pieces, can't decide a correct direction because everywhere is uninviting.

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Can also definitely relate to a lot of this. Went through unrequited love, which was hell. Tried meeting new people, couldn't get into it... I'm actually dating someone now who I met a few years ago but I still feel extremely emotionally drained and the only reason that's worked out is because the connection had already been established before this weird, awful time lol. Can also relate to the relying more than I should on substances part, except for me it's been primarily... drinking lol. tNeptune and Chiron are squaring my moon, and I believe Neptune is squaring your Jupiter and eventually your Mercury and Sun so yeah be careful with that.. Anyway just wanted to say you're definitely not the only one feeling that way but hang in there.

eta: ok I wrote all this out and just realized you are unregistered. oh well lol

posted April 13, 2013 01:13 PM            

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Originally posted by aquaguy91:
same here, I enjoy being alone most of the time. but i still get lonely sometimes.

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posted April 14, 2013 03:00 PM            

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Originally posted by StarlightSmileSupreme:
Try not to get discouraged. You know, life can be depressing one minute and you can be on top of the world the next! I am sure things are going to turn out great!

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posted April 14, 2013 03:56 PM            

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For starters, did you notice that you asked this question in the astrology forum without first posting your chart? Instead, someone had to ASK you FIRST before you posted your chart.

That's highly indicative of Saturn in the 7th house. OTHER'S responsibilities dictate yours. Having Saturn in the 7th house in my clients' experience is pretty rough, but you eventually learn to blame whatever you can off onto other people (muhaha! That was kind of a joke... Kind of)

In all seriousness, though, have you seen your transits? Transiting Pluto is sitting RIGHT on your Uranus (use an orb of 6 degrees, plus/minus 6 if you're algebraic minded). And the Uranus rules your 8th, which is also where your Moon is... Maybe amp up the sex life a bit? Or start taking people's money. That might boost your happiness.

Just remember, when Pluto transits a transpersonal planet (Saturn, Uranus, Neptune, Pluto) you're going to be looking at total confusion. So don't be surprised that you're feeling down, I had this transit back in 2008-2010 (it was a 5 part transit) in the first house, and it was ROUGH. Nothing is ever stable during this transit.

My best advice would be to TAKE A STEP BACK. Do not try to control everything. Seeing that Uranus is in your 6th house, I would watch your health, make sure you're eating healthy and not just eating food that tastes good. Watch your fitness, make sure you getting your minimum amount of exercise.

posted April 15, 2013 06:07 AM            

I'm getting better with age.... I can only advise you to really dive into your Saturn constellation. Saturn works on many levels and if you really deal with it, you're surely gonna be rewarded. It isn't all that bad once you work your way to the core of it.