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Topic: Loneliness and repelling others
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meyray Knowflake Posts: 691 From: Registered: Oct 2012
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posted May 17, 2013 09:53 AM
Can you give me your two cents on what aspects may cause the following problems?- Inability to make deep meaningful friendships - Finding yourself alone most of the time - Intimidating others and/or rubbing them the wrong way - Being ignored and forgotten on purpose - Desperately wanting intimacy but never giving people a chance - Thinking everyone wants to hurt you in some way Be it from signs, planets, aspects or house all interpretations are welcome.
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I'm so cappy Knowflake Posts: 9778 From: Death Star Registered: Nov 2012
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posted May 17, 2013 10:00 AM
Social anxiety disorder, avoidant personality disorder, paranoid personality disorder, dismissive–avoidant attachment style, schizotypal personality disorder, extreme introversion...I recommend you to explore these terms.------------------ I'm sooo happy! I mean, cappy. IP: Logged |
meyray Knowflake Posts: 691 From: Registered: Oct 2012
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posted May 17, 2013 10:11 AM
quote: Originally posted by I'm so cappy: Social anxiety disorder, avoidant personality disorder, paranoid personality disorder, dismissive–avoidant attachment style, schizotypal personality disorder, extreme introversion...I recommend you to explore these terms.
I'm too well aware of these terms. I'm looking for an astrological point of view. IP: Logged |
I'm so cappy Knowflake Posts: 9778 From: Death Star Registered: Nov 2012
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posted May 17, 2013 10:16 AM
Alrighty then. I think you should look for Saturn and Pluto hard aspects to personal planets and angles. Saturn in the 5th or 11th.------------------ I'm sooo happy! I mean, cappy. IP: Logged |
anonymidarkness Knowflake Posts: 5719 From: Registered: Aug 2012
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posted May 17, 2013 10:43 AM
quote: Originally posted by meyray: Can you give me your two cents on what aspects may cause the following problems?- Inability to make deep meaningful friendships - Finding yourself alone most of the time - Intimidating others and/or rubbing them the wrong way - Being ignored and forgotten on purpose - Desperately wanting intimacy but never giving people a chance - Thinking everyone wants to hurt you in some way Be it from signs, planets, aspects or house all interpretations are welcome.
- Chiron in 11th, I have it, maybe saturn’s effect will be similar. - Pluto/Saturn in hard aspects to angles, in first house or in hard aspects personal planets especially sun or moon. Their transits to 1H/7H/11H may have similar effects. - Pluto/ASC or in first house - Being forgotten sounds Saturnian, Saturn in hard aspect to ASC/DSC?? - Moon/Venus/7th house in hard aspect to Pluto/Saturn. - Pluto again, pluto can make people paranoid. Moon/Pluto or Mercury/Pluto for the last one. IP: Logged |
meyray Knowflake Posts: 691 From: Registered: Oct 2012
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posted May 17, 2013 10:50 AM
quote: Originally posted by I'm so cappy: Alrighty then. I think you should look for Saturn and Pluto hard aspects to personal planets and angles. Saturn in the 5th or 11th.
Yes! Thank you. The chart I’m looking at right now has – Pluto opp ASC (Orb 4°48'), Saturn square ASC (Orb 3°35') and Saturn in the 11th House. Otherwise Saturn only receives trines from the personal planets. I have another theory that might be a little far-fetched. Debilitated Mars in Leo – it makes the person feel like they deserve to receive attention, admiration etc. and when they don’t they think “if they don’t love me, they must hate me”. Receiving squares from Sun/Moon/Venus in Scorpio makes it very hard for them to realize that most times people are neutral and aren’t thinking anything bad about them.
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meyray Knowflake Posts: 691 From: Registered: Oct 2012
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posted May 17, 2013 10:56 AM
quote: Originally posted by anonymidarkness: - Chiron in 11th, I have it, maybe saturn’s effect will be similar.- Pluto/Saturn in hard aspects to angles, in first house or in hard aspects personal planets especially sun or moon. Their transits to 1H/7H/11H may have similar effects. - Pluto/ASC or in first house - Being forgotten sounds Saturnian, Saturn in hard aspect to ASC/DSC?? - Moon/Venus/7th house in hard aspect to Pluto/Saturn. - Pluto again, pluto can make people paranoid. Moon/Pluto or Mercury/Pluto for the last one.
Thank you! Those are very informative. I find the Saturn/Pluto connections to the angles especially true. I also just found out that the 7th House is square Saturn. I've never paid attention to that before...
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soulstress Knowflake Posts: 268 From: Neptune's Fantasy Land Registered: Mar 2012
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posted May 17, 2013 11:14 AM
I am introverted. Not 100 percent though.Chiron in 11th opposite Saturn in 5th. IP: Logged |
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posted May 17, 2013 11:21 AM
quote: Originally posted by meyray: Can you give me your two cents on what aspects may cause the following problems?- Inability to make deep meaningful friendships - Finding yourself alone most of the time - Intimidating others and/or rubbing them the wrong way - Being ignored and forgotten on purpose - Desperately wanting intimacy but never giving people a chance - Thinking everyone wants to hurt you in some way Be it from signs, planets, aspects or house all interpretations are welcome.
Check out the 12th house and its ruler. IP: Logged |
charlie Knowflake Posts: 4134 From: Registered: Jun 2012
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posted May 17, 2013 12:13 PM
I have Saturn in 11H and a pStellium in 12H (asc, sun, mars, venus, mercury) and have periods where I want to be completely isolated but then my nStellium in 11H (incl the Saturn) take over and make me want to be somewhat social for a minute or two. I ahave always reveled in my alonenss however. IP: Logged |
StarlightSmileSupreme Knowflake Posts: 9168 From: neptune Registered: Nov 2012
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posted May 17, 2013 05:36 PM
Sounds like what 12th house can do if in self undoing mode. I love 12 house imagination and access to other worlds but the downside is, it can take a toll on close, personal relationships.
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earthypisces Knowflake Posts: 544 From: Greenville, South Carolina Registered: Jan 2012
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posted May 17, 2013 10:05 PM
I have an 11th house Saturn myself (sun is there too) and can relate to every single thing on that list.------------------ Pisces Sun Capricorn Moon/Venus Taurus Ascendant Aquarius Mercury Leo Mars IP: Logged |
asclibrasagsun Knowflake Posts: 3111 From: Registered: Aug 2012
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posted May 19, 2013 01:00 AM
I have a similar issue but the problem is just that I cannot find people who I want to communicate with. I am an artist and I want to be with other artists, where I live there aren't any...Saturn in 4th house placement IP: Logged |
12thhouser Knowflake Posts: 1581 From: Registered: Feb 2012
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posted May 19, 2013 02:06 AM
quote: Originally posted by StarlightSmileSupreme: Sounds like what 12th house can do if in self undoing mode. I love 12 house imagination and access to other worlds but the downside is, it can take a toll on close, personal relationships.
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Odette Knowflake Posts: 6755 From: Registered: May 2012
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posted May 19, 2013 02:59 AM
- Inability to make deep meaningful friendshipsMaybe Saturn in the 11th house - because you would take your time with people and often distrust them. - Finding yourself alone most of the time
Several planets in the first house or strong emphasis on Aries in your chart. - Intimidating others and/or rubbing them the wrong way
1st house and Aries again. - Being ignored and forgotten on purpose This is an odd one. I'm not sure what you meant. This would be more about the synastry between two people. - Desperately wanting intimacy but never giving people a chance Moon, Venus or Mars in harsh aspect to Saturn - even more so if they are placed in a passionate sign like Scorpio or Aries (so the desire for an emotional connection is there - but Saturn puts up walls) - Thinking everyone wants to hurt you in some way This is being paranoid I guess. I have found this kind of behaviour in men with Moon opposite Pluto who are convinced all the women of the world are out to hurt them. Maybe Pluto is connected to paranoia... so negative Pluto aspects to personal planets. Perhaps Neptune could figure here as well. Neptune can create dreams as well as nightmares.. so you might be living in a self-created nightmare.. if you have an aspect like Sun square Neptune or Mercury square Neptune. IP: Logged |
Odette Knowflake Posts: 6755 From: Registered: May 2012
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posted May 19, 2013 03:02 AM
I tried to answer before I looked at other posts, because I didn't want to get sidetracked.. But I see now - someone else mentioned Saturn in the 11th!IP: Logged |
Doux Rêve Moderator Posts: 9920 From: Registered: Dec 2010
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posted May 19, 2013 07:44 AM
Odette Generally speaking though, the OP sounds like the stereotypical 11th house Saturn. I have it and I used to be exactly the same way. It gets better with time, trust me. IP: Logged |
meyray Knowflake Posts: 691 From: Registered: Oct 2012
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posted May 19, 2013 12:48 PM
Thank you all for your suggestions! I think we all agree that Saturn in the 11th House is the culprit (or at least one of the main ones).My Saturn is on the cusp between 10th and 11th House and depending on the House system used it changes places. I’m also not sure about the exact minutes of my birth time but the more reliable one gives Saturn in the 11th House (Placidus). Koch shows Saturn in the 10th. But after this thread I’m more willing to agree that my Saturn is in fact in the 11th House. Otherwise most of my personal planets make trines with Saturn and my 12th House is empty. (only Lilith, Pallas and P.Fort. are there but her influence seems insignificant to me)
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StarlightSmileSupreme Knowflake Posts: 9168 From: neptune Registered: Nov 2012
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posted May 19, 2013 03:29 PM
Yeah, there could be a relationship between Saturn in ll and not feeling the close connection to others. I have sun in 11 and it makes a close trine to Saturn in 8 (which might be sorta like having Saturn in 11) and I know what you are expressing here.IP: Logged |
sweet-scorpion Moderator Posts: 2427 From: PA, USA Registered: Apr 2012
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posted May 19, 2013 09:54 PM
I feel for you. I'm often a loner type. Because I feel very misunderstood by my peer group. I'm not sure why. I think it is a Saturn thing. But I've gained a lot of wisdom that way. I've learned it's better to walk alone than with a bunch of idiots who do bad things, just to conform...so Saturn teaches a lesson here. I have mine square my ASC/rising and quindecile my Moon, also trine my Venus, Merc and Jupiter. And I have always been a pretty 'lonely' person. So, I empathize with you. IP: Logged |
curiouswoman Knowflake Posts: 1123 From: on earth Registered: Sep 2011
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posted May 20, 2013 12:46 AM
This screams venus square saturnIP: Logged |
ScorpioMoon Knowflake Posts: 255 From: the 4th house Registered: Jan 2013
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posted May 21, 2013 06:39 AM
quote: Originally posted by meyray: Can you give me your two cents on what aspects may cause the following problems?- Inability to make deep meaningful friendships - Finding yourself alone most of the time - Intimidating others and/or rubbing them the wrong way - Being ignored and forgotten on purpose - Desperately wanting intimacy but never giving people a chance - Thinking everyone wants to hurt you in some way Be it from signs, planets, aspects or house all interpretations are welcome.
i have Pluto in the 8th house and Saturn in the 11th house, plus chiron Conjunct Sun, and I have all of these issues listed. I hope that gives a little bit of insight.IP: Logged |
AscTaurus Knowflake Posts: 1201 From: Pretoria, Gauteng,South Africa Registered: May 2009
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posted May 21, 2013 09:03 AM
Go easy on yourself. I am similar in temperament and always wonder of similar things.Maybe you should define what you mean by “deep, meaningful friendships?” Do you mean that you want friends that are openly affectionate with you and mothering you or do you mean you like the kind of friends that are the “strong, silent” type? With regards to social issues, I look at aspects to Venus. Venus-Saturn conjunction, in my case, is important to me.A lot of people think that this aspect is the “joy killer”, I disagree. Venus, to me, represents playfulness, fun, enjoyment and relaxation. Saturn sitting on top of my Venus can mean a handful of things but the best interpretation is the one you give it as far as your life is concerned. An observation I’ve made is that Venus-Saturn conjunction can cause me to be cynical and/or sarcastic. Another deduction I’ve made is that I like (Venus) spending time alone (Saturn). That I tend to seek solitude; not to escape like Venus-Neptune conjunction people, but to quiet the noise outside so that I can infer what is going on within me. So from this backdrop of knowing myself, I now go out into the world and ,looking around, no matter what sign my friends/acquaintances are, they usually have one thing in common: They all have some degree of melancholia(associated with Saturn). But, add to this, they also enjoy working and living purposeful lives (another characteristic of Saturn). I seldom draw to my experience people who are not looking to live a life that means something, is full of ambition etc. So my point is that there is more truth in first examining yourself before going out there. 1) Inability to make deep meaningful friendships 2) Desperately wanting intimacy but never giving people a chance 3) Thinking everyone wants to hurt you in some way
The above statements seem to contradict themselves:First you want deep intimate and meaningful friendships. But then, on the other hand, you think that everyone wants to hurt you in some way???? Add to that 1) Intimidating others and/or rubbing them the wrong way. 2) Being ignored and forgotten on purpose
How can one intimidate but, at the same time, be ignored and forgotten??? Issues with intimacy and thinking that people want to hurt you? Look at Moon harsh aspects. Intimidating others? Mars harsh aspects. Being forgotten or ignored? 12th house personal planets Sun, Moon, Mercury or Mars.
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meyray Knowflake Posts: 691 From: Registered: Oct 2012
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posted May 21, 2013 09:50 AM
@AscTaurus:I don’t think the statements contradict each other. In fact they’re consequent. Everything stems from the fact that the person is afraid of getting hurt. They want intimacy but they don’t give people a chance because they can’t trust. Their fear is working against them and it becomes a closed circle – they distrust, this irritates people and they (the person) gets ignored or pushed away, that further fuels their resentment and belief that others are malicious and thus can only maintain frivolous and casual friendships. It’s very self-undoing that’s why I think it comes from the natal chart and not the synastry.
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meyray Knowflake Posts: 691 From: Registered: Oct 2012
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posted May 21, 2013 09:53 AM
Here's the entire chat, just in case anyone's interested. IP: Logged |