posted May 29, 2013 09:25 AM            

At any rate, please tell me if the House of your Chiron is your biggest wound and how it manifests in your life. Please, share details, so we all can learn.

Again, forgive that this is a new thread on the same subject as others I have done. I wanted to start fresh with it.

Thank you, in advance for all who answer.

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posted May 29, 2013 10:01 AM            

pChiron is in Taurus 8H and sq. Sun and Saturn in 11H.

I am too lazy to describe all the aspects but they are all me and they all present problems. Daily..

posted May 29, 2013 10:15 AM            

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Originally posted by charlie:
I have nChiron in Taurus 9H opposite Uranus and sq. Venus and Saturn in 11H.

pChiron is in Taurus 8H and sq. Sun and Saturn in 11H.

I am too lazy to describe all the aspects but they are all me and they all present problems. Daily..

I think the hardest one for me is the Chiron/Saturn aspect.

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Thank you, Charlie. May I pick your brain? Lets talk about the 9th House. Do you struggle with God and who you are and why you are here--which are 9th House topics.

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posted May 29, 2013 10:20 AM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
Thank you, Charlie. May I pick your brain? Lets talk about the 9th House. Do you struggle with God and who you are and why you are here--which are 9th House topics.

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I think I struggle more with the fact that I am very intuitive-scary sometimes-and I "see things"...and I know instinctively how to solve other people's problems in a flash, without barely thinking, but can't apply the same for myself.

posted May 29, 2013 10:26 AM            

My Chiron is in the 11th house and it makes a few hard aspects.

In short: currently I have one friend. I haven't had many close friends so far. The person I used to consider my best friend ever turned out to be evil. Or maybe she was just mental. Hanging out with her got me in trouble. But that was a long time ago. All of this intensified my loner tendencies.

posted May 29, 2013 10:26 AM            

As far as God/religion etc--did you have wounding as a child or is the search a very hard one for you? That would be classic Chiron in the 9th

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posted May 29, 2013 10:31 AM            

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Damn it. I wrote a long reply and closed the window by accident

My Chiron is in the 11th house and it makes a few hard aspects.

In short: currently I have one friends. I haven't had many close friend so far. The person I used to consider my best friend ever turned out to be evil. Or maybe she was just mental. Hanging out with her got me in trouble. But that was a long time ago. All of this intensified my loner tendencies.

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Interesting, Cappy. Hopes and Dreams is an 11th house issue. Do you feel your hopes and dreams are fraught with pain?

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posted May 29, 2013 10:33 AM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
The intuitive sounds like Neptune. What does your Neptune do?

As far as God/religion etc--did you have wounding as a child or is the search a very hard one for you? That would be classic Chiron in the 9th

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I have Neptune in 4H Sag trine Saturn. And a pStellium in 12H....so quite some Neptune.

My "search" for MY "God" has not been a search I ever wanted to do but through various circumstances I felt forced to turn to a higher power and look there. My parents never spoke of religion nor did anyone else I knew back then. I think perhaps it's always been deeply hidden within me but hard to access.

posted May 29, 2013 10:45 AM            

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Originally posted by charlie:
I have Neptune in 4H Sag trine Saturn. And a pStellium in 12H....so quite some Neptune.

My "search" for MY "God" has not been a search I ever wanted to do but through various circumstances I felt forced to turn to a higher power and look there. My parents never spoke of religion nor did anyone else I knew back then. I think perhaps it's always been deeply hidden within me but hard to access.

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Yes, if you could hone your pain down to one wound, would it be the search for God or God, at some level?

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posted May 29, 2013 10:45 AM            

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Originally posted by I'm so cappy:
Kind of. Hope and dreams keep me going cause now I hate my life.

Chiron conjuncts my SN. Maybe if I follow my NN path the wound will heal?

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Chiron conj the SN. That has to hurt. Do you feel like you are kind of a walking pain ball?

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posted May 29, 2013 10:51 AM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:

Yes, if you could hone your pain down to one wound, would it be the search for God or God, at some level?

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posted May 29, 2013 10:54 AM            

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Originally posted by charlie:
I guess it would be, yes.

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Thank you, Charlie dear because that is what I keep seeing in myself and in all my clients. The Chiron wound seems to be at the center of their lives. Blessings to you, Friend and thank you for answering

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posted May 29, 2013 10:57 AM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
Chiron conj the SN. That has to hurt. Do you feel like you are kind of a walking pain ball?

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Yes. Being alive hurts me most of the time.

posted May 29, 2013 11:00 AM            

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Originally posted by I'm so cappy:
Yes. Being alive hurts me most of the time.

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posted May 29, 2013 11:00 AM            

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Originally posted by I'm so cappy:
Yes. Being alive hurts me most of the time.

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What's going on that's making it so terrible, Cappy? Hope things improve soon!

posted May 29, 2013 11:11 AM            

Thanks Starlight. It's complicated. Don't worry though, sooner or later it's gonna be better. I think.

posted May 29, 2013 11:31 AM            

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Originally posted by StarlightSmileSupreme:
What's going on that's making it so terrible, Cappy? Hope things improve soon!

I have Chiron conjunct my descendant from house six. People do suck sometimes. Lately I have seen the best of humanity. It's heartwarming, indeed.

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Is your pain with serious relationships like marriage or serious commitments? Which house is it in--6 or 7?

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posted May 29, 2013 01:44 PM            

Actually, not so much, as I'm more of a forward looking person, worthlessness etc is not really a part of me.

posted May 29, 2013 02:36 PM            

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Originally posted by Padre35:

Chiron in my Asc Aries.

Actually, not so much, as I'm more of a forward looking person, worthlessness etc is not really a part of me.

If any effect it is more akin to feeling I have little to lose be acting and placing myself in situations.

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Do you have Chiron conj the ASC, Padre?

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posted May 29, 2013 03:02 PM            

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Originally posted by I'm so cappy:
Yes. Being alive hurts me most of the time.

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I feel that way with the pain of my mother( Chiron in the 4th) It is with me almost all the time. That is what brought me to this thread and seeing this kind of thing in others.

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posted May 29, 2013 03:03 PM            

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Originally posted by charlie:
Maybe it matters that I have my SN and Jupiter conjunct Chiron as well. Forgot to add..

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Jupiter should help it, not add to it's pain, imo

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posted May 29, 2013 03:05 PM            

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Originally posted by Twirl:
Hey Ami,

I have Chiron retrograde in my 12th house. It is conjunct my moon, Lilith and my south node. Emotions and subconscious layers always had my interest. For it being ongoing: I started working with healing patterns/emotions, searching, understanding etc. many years ago and I think that might be ongoing (I have no problem with that, because taking time for the emotions and working with them contributes to a healthy outlook and keeps me balanced and happy).
Thing I thought about when I read your question is, that I give people guided meditations quite often (private sessions) and usually after 3-4 times they are like: excellent, thank you! And move on, rather happy and things really did change for them which is great! But I do think sometimes: wtf? I'm still busy and 3 meditations is enough for them? How come? I think that might be very much Chiron in 12th.
I was also told by another astrologer that whatever the collective is going through, someone with Chiron in the 12th is going through. She also said that when you heal yourself with this position, you do heal the collective as well. Then again, I think that's probably for all work done on healing the self, regardless the position..
Long post, I was going to write little, lol.

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Lovely post, Twirl
These people who have microwaved healing, I do not believe. I think they are in denial. It is bad then they judge the rest of us. That was one reason I wrote this article. I don't believe someone when they say they got over the Chiron wound. God can do it over time but not in a 3 session deal imho

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posted May 29, 2013 04:51 PM            

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