posted May 30, 2013 11:26 AM            

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Originally posted by elixir:
That would make sense, I do have a hard time reaching out for some reason, but when I do I feel disappointed or shortchanged a lot of the time. Like the person didn't understand what I was trying to say or they projected another thought onto me that was not accurate.

I also feel the need to have a lot of alone time where i go into a sort of meditative mode and i can feel very violated or irritated if people dont allow me this. i think that is my 12th house moon as well.

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You describe it well, Elixer!

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posted May 30, 2013 11:28 AM            

Origami Soul: http://www.bluemountain.com/blog/2011/04/origami-soul/

Enjoy!

posted May 30, 2013 11:38 AM            

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Originally posted by 12thhouser:
Would you like to read a couple of my published poems?

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posted May 30, 2013 11:39 AM            

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Originally posted by elixir:
YES!

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posted May 30, 2013 11:47 AM            

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Originally posted by elixir:
@12th houser thanks for the links! im excited to read them..i have a job interview in an hour but i will leave a comment for you when i get back

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No problem, thanks!

posted May 30, 2013 11:55 AM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
because the 12th House is the House of suppression. Think of a black hole that sucks up what it pulls. This is just an exaggerated visual. Think of a planet being pulled into the vortex. It does not want to go but the pull is so strong that is it like a magnet and the planet is pulled into the vortex.

That is a visual of the 12th House. It is kind of a prison in which the person struggles to feel the way out, like find a window but it is very, very hard

Picture the moon in there, which is one's heart. The person wants to share. He wants to know his own emotions. He wants intimacy but he feels trapped in the vortex and in the dark void.

That is how I see it, anyway

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posted May 30, 2013 11:58 AM            

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Originally posted by 12thhouser:
Would you like to read a couple of my published poems?

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I would.
I would

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posted May 30, 2013 12:02 PM            

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I would.
I would

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posted May 30, 2013 12:20 PM            

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posted May 30, 2013 12:24 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
I bookmarked your blog, 12th houser. I want to come back and savor them and I have to go out now but I will be back, later!

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It's not my blog, actually. It belongs to a company I (freelance) write for, but I'm sure they will appreciate the traffic. They're actually a subsidiary brand name of the main company I work for. My posts appear on the blog a few times a month. The rest belong to other writers in the company. Thanks for bookmarking it, though, and I'd glad you enjoyed my poetry.

posted May 30, 2013 03:58 PM              

I love my little girl. I never left her and i am very affectionate with her. We are always together. Just me and her.

Im gonna keep a very close watch on her because this scares me.

posted May 30, 2013 04:14 PM            

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Originally posted by Venusian Moon:
My 4 year old daughter has moon in scorpio in the 12th house. This worries me ;(

I love my little girl. I never left her and i am very affectionate with her. We are always together. Just me and her.

Im gonna keep a very close watch on her because this scares me.

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There might come a time when she feels uncomfortable telling you something or feels like you don't receive her well, is what I'm guessing.

posted May 30, 2013 04:24 PM            

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Originally posted by libraschoice77:
Thats a pretty spot on description of how it feels, you might have a ton of feelings deep down to share with others, but the 12th house submerges them...ugh

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Which planets do you have in the 12th, Libra?

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posted May 30, 2013 04:34 PM              

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Originally posted by goatcat:
There might come a time when she feels uncomfortable telling you something or feels like you don't receive her well, is what I'm guessing.

That article did mention overprotective mothers as well.

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I am sort of over protective with her but not too much. I have this huge fear of pedophiles being near her and i think of her teen years and i get so nervous. Maybe when shes older it will show more.

posted May 30, 2013 04:55 PM            

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It's not my blog, actually. It belongs to a company I (freelance) write for, but I'm sure they will appreciate the traffic. They're actually a subsidiary brand name of the main company I work for. My posts appear on the blog a few times a month. The rest belong to other writers in the company. Thanks for bookmarking it, though, and I'd glad you enjoyed my poetry.

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MY Pleasure. Your work is lovely!

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posted May 30, 2013 04:57 PM            

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Originally posted by libraschoice77:
Ami Anne, I have three personal planets in 12th. Mars, Moon, and Jupiter all in Cancer. Remember I responded to the Moon conjunction Mars thread you had a couple months ago about being protective of loved ones

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Sorry, Sweetie
I lose some important details in my doing of so many charts.

You seem like a very deep and sensitive person. The 12th house planets in Cancer fit

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posted June 01, 2013 03:43 PM            

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My mom was overprotective but at the same time she was emotionally unavailable, psychologically abusive, and neglectful. I dont think of her as a bad person now, i just see her as someone who has her own issues to work through and sadly they manifested in my relationship with her. I just know that even as a child i always felt very emotionally detached from her, like she wasn't my mother. its very strange. i dont feel this way with my dad, even though my mom is the one that raised me, not him.

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I can definitely relate!!! It's also like she never understood what I really needed emotionally, even though she was ALWAYS there.
She shows love through sacrificing herself 120%. Like through cooking incredible meals when she's extremely tired and I am not at all asking for it at all, and when I say "aw thanks that's so kind of you but I am not hungry" she will be totally heartbroken cause love=sacrifice/service and if I am down, I rather want to talk about it.