posted November 14, 2013 04:32 PM            

I haven't really had problems expressing my creativity.. I used to make jewelry, play instruments, write stories.. I love to write stories, truth be told.

And I love to go out and have fun. Who doesn't like to have fun? Seriously. I think it's just the definition of "fun" changes for some people. I have a broad spectrum of things I find entertaining I can be a bit of a snob when it comes to said entertainment, though and I'll be the first to voice my distaste if I don't approve of something.

I think that Saturn here for me was more restricting on my "flings" and possibly my ability/desire to have kids. Almost every person I've ever slept with I dated or was dating, and not for super short periods of time. My shortest relationship being 8 months and that was when I first started dating. And any encounters that were actually just flings or even one-night stands ate at me because I knew they were nothing substantial and what was the point of wasting my time and energy on something that, in the end, wouldn't matter.

posted November 14, 2013 05:49 PM            

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Originally posted by I'm so cappy:
[B]Guys...! Can't you see we're having a funeral banquet here?[B]

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Saturn is transiting my 5th house right now and this sums it up nicely lol

If there is fun in my life (which I can honestly say there hasn't been much of lately) it comes with a lot more problems and obstacles than it used to. I also used to enjoy a good old fashioned short term romance/fling lol but cannot do that either anymore without feeling extremely guilty about it.

My moon (chart ruler) is in my 5th house and Saturn here has been a real downer emotionally. Two more years of this transit seems impossible... But I suppose by the end of it I'll have learned how to better balance work and play, and found new and improved hobbies/forms of entertainment. Or something like that lol