posted August 05, 2013 06:11 PM            

I heard it means low self esteem (me), jealousy of others and this need to be popular and wanted (me), and all this creative energy that has fear to come out (me)

I also have jupiter in 5th. I am not sure how to overcome this restricting aspect. I have all these ideas and all these dreams to be an actor (neptune trine midheaven ofc) so how do I overcome this?

posted August 05, 2013 06:26 PM            

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Originally posted by Orange:
Not me

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posted August 05, 2013 06:42 PM            

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Originally posted by Doux Rêve:
Cheer that Saturn up!
Don't let the old man take the fun away from you!

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But he doesn't want to leave me alone And he'll never cheer up. He's set in his ways. At least he buys me chocolate sometimes...

posted August 05, 2013 06:50 PM            

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Originally posted by I'm so cappy:
Orange, you're not helping

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you are adorable, no matter what others think

better?

posted August 05, 2013 06:52 PM            

You'll try to have fun but then he'll just remind you. Like say you'll just go out and take a risk and then satty will be like

'Everyone here is going to judge you and think bad' but really that won't happen but he's telling you and FORCING to you believe that. Like asking Capricorn to not care if they do something wrong:

But I have jupiter in 5th too so how would that change things?

And this is the story of my early childhood. My mom is a Leo and I have moon in Leo and I've always been a happy kid who loves to be outgoing and childish and my
Dad (who has HEAVY cap influence in his chart) would tell me to stop and my mom being my mom would just laugh and joke, I love my parents. They are like polar opposites.

So yeah I think that saturn in 5th represents a kind happy spirit but its being shadowed by this fear and this isolation and this sort of layer of adult authority hindering this lovely child spirit who is afraid to be a child because his dad will say no.

posted August 05, 2013 06:56 PM            

Hmm. It seems to me you should find some outlet for your creativity. You don't have to tell anyone about it, at least in the beginning. And if you were good at it I'm pretty sure it would help your self-esteem

Orange, better

posted August 05, 2013 07:01 PM            

Saturn in 5th is afraid of taking risks to their ego as it is already shadowed by this doom and gloom.

With jupiter in 5th (ruler of 1st in 5th) I make myself a big deal. I need to be out there but inside ill have this feeling of low esteem which is oh so common with saturn. To top that off, it gives hard aspects to my moon (dad became less visible when I was 8), mercury (super critical of what I say and I beat myself up over things I say), mars and uranus: my saturn has no good aspects.

posted August 05, 2013 07:07 PM            

Maybe we need to turn fun into a job (fun job) so that it all works.

posted August 05, 2013 07:14 PM            

Gosh; my mom has saturn on her ascendant too *scream*

She is a SUPER pessimist and scared of so much! And she hates being criticised as her leo ego will be harmed. My parents force their experiences onto us; both immigrants who had HEAVY time struggling. My mom wanted to stay in home country but my dads moon in sag wanted to go and try a new adventure and my mom came along because hey. She couldn't be alone lol

Not to mention my dads moon square uranus! Could he be more distant?? And he's passed this onto me in a more manageable form of an opposition.

posted August 06, 2013 12:30 AM            

I decided I am going to try to blow the planet up. LOL jk

I used to have low self esteem. But I'm surprising not jealous of others (too self absorbed) and too shy to want to be popular.

I do have issues with being creative. I'm just not...

I'm hoping this placement denies me of anymore kids. One is enough for me xD

posted August 06, 2013 12:32 AM            

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Originally posted by Orange:
Not me, thank you, baby Jesus

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HAHAHA!