posted November 03, 2013 01:33 PM
Aqua,"If there is nothing to build upon (like an absence of Saturn or sun-moon contacts, for instance) a breakup will ensue and Plutonian relationship breakdowns just somehow feel worse."
Yes, exactly.
"But even if the relationships DO last a long time, I just find Pluto in synastry (my experience is specifically with Venus-Pluto, I had this in several relationships) to feel uneasy, uncomfortable, almost like it made me feel nauseous. As an Aqua, the feeling of desperation and the pressure-cooker feeling where it could explode at any time is most unwelcome."
I can understand that. But it is a highly individual choice.
For me personal no relationship without Sun/Moon-Saturn or Venus/Pluto really lasts.
It is like I don´t really care for them that much, as they can`t reach deep enough to touch that point in me, where I feel emotionally involved. and I want to be emotionally involved.
So, of course I also experience them as uncomfortable at times, but at the same time the feeling of sincerity, commitment and depth is what I feel very much at home with.
Actually I was on the phone with my best friend yesterday, we noticed that our friendship will have lasted for 25 years by next year. (I am 38, she is 36). lol
It never has been an easygoing smooth good weather friendship, but there was always a lot of soulsearching involved, and yes it felt uncomfortable sometimes, cause both of us touched on where it hurt and felt raw and vulnerable inside. No way of hiding away from each other.
People are still amazed to hear that we are STILL best friends. lol
My Saturn squares her MOon exactly and sextiles her Sun
Her Saturn opposites my Moon
my Pluto conjuncts her Mercury, Venus and Mars. Her Pluto squares my Venus.
thank heavens for the exact Moon-Moon-sextile, right?
But this is what both of us need (me: Moon-quinkunx Saturn; Venus-square-Pluto).
(her: Saturn trine Moon; Pluto conjuncts Mercury, Venus, Mars, opposite Moon and squares ASC)
Of course Pluto is al
so generational
But for us it was the echo we needed and that resonated with our individual disposition.
I imagine for someone without these aspects or with more dominance on Venusian or even Uranian and Neptunian energies or without any of the heavy outer planetary effects, that would feel like a drag, and the friendship would not have survived the first year. lol
Cause if either of us realy just needed a friend to hang around with, go to parties and the like, that would not have worked. Not at all. lol