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Topic: I Don't Know Who I Am
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swampys
Knowflake Posts: 621
From: St. Louis, Missouri, USA
Registered: Feb 2013
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posted December 06, 2013 03:42 AM
  
I have too many things about me. My chart is all over the place. So many oppositions and squares. I don't know how to let people get to know me because all of my personality opposes each other.I don't know who to be and what to do with my life. Does anyone else feel like they have this problem due to so many oppositions or squares in their chart? I feel like I have a cursed chart, and it makes me feel guilty. I don't know how people deal with me. I'm sure I'm so annoying. I hate it and I want a new life. IP: Logged |
BorntoDesire
Newflake Posts: 13
From: Berlin, Germany
Registered: Dec 2013
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posted December 06, 2013 04:46 AM
Would you post your birth date for a while.
I´m interested in it.
To overcome your denial could be your destiny in this life. IP: Logged |
swampys
Knowflake Posts: 621
From: St. Louis, Missouri, USA
Registered: Feb 2013
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posted December 06, 2013 05:31 AM
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Originally posted by BorntoDesire:
Would you post your birth date for a while.
I´m interested in it.
To overcome your denial could be your destiny in this life.
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pvorb
Knowflake Posts: 109
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Registered: Oct 2013
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posted December 06, 2013 05:43 AM
You have a fire void. That means self-expression, taking initiatives, and everything else fire-like doesn't come naturally to you. But don't let this deter you! Bill Gates has an earth void and that didn't stop him from becoming one of the richest people of the world. IP: Logged |
JudyVanTassel
Knowflake Posts: 322
From: The Moon
Registered: Nov 2013
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posted December 06, 2013 05:43 AM
Friend, i understand you, very well. I'm the reverse as you, i'm cancer sun aquarius moon i have a stellium in cancer and have (like you) a lot of oppositions and squares, you know there's work to do, but one good thing about this aspects is that they make you "move" is a challenge but i'm sure we have to have the potencial to transform this and learn a lot. I don't know what more to say because i'm like you at this moment i come here to look for answers and it helps, but the thing is that is very difficult to deal with this....but i'm sure this aspects teach a lot, don't worry and be happy to be yourself focus on the good and positive things because i'm sure you are special and like everyone else you have your bad moments, i feel like you many times and wish i could change my chart, sometimes i envy the charts of other people....IP: Logged |
summerlite
Knowflake Posts: 155
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Registered: Nov 2013
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posted December 06, 2013 05:54 AM
You seem like someone who have frequent emotional outbursts.
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Rosalind
Knowflake Posts: 2369
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posted December 06, 2013 05:55 AM
You have a massive stellium in 6th house with ruler in 5th. WORK with CHILDREN, transform your hobbies into real work (anything you like or you are talented at)
You have Moon, Mars and Saturn at 29 degrees. You have a special destiny to fullfil. You need to work and HELP others. Moon in 12th ( and in CANCER) is giving you the inability to express your feelings. Your emotions are hidden and because they are hidden makes you feel that you don't really know who you are. You need to connect with others in order to connect to yourself. 5th and 7th house makes a switch or rulers ( Saturn rules 5th and Uranus the 7th). Work with people. If you can, create your own bussiness, partnerships etc. Don't stay ALONE. Be true to others and yourself.IP: Logged |
next to neptune
Knowflake Posts: 568
From: Mercury
Registered: Aug 2013
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posted December 06, 2013 06:20 AM
What do you mean lol? Your chart isn't that bad, you have many conjunctions and moon trine pluto? And sun trine mars and venus? That is very nice aspect, also mars sextile pluto, conjunction saturn and neptune…what are you wining for? You should see MY chart, it's hundred times worse than yours…you should remember that jupiter squares are not really that bad, jupiter is a beneficial planet no matter what and it squares your sun, so you are mostly looking at the bright side of things, but you might have a tendency to be dramatic and over exaggerate your feelingsIf you have saturn in aqua you cannot be older than 21-22, so you are still extremely young and you will transform a lot in these years, 2-3 years from now and you will be a completely new personality (almost) IP: Logged |
swampys
Knowflake Posts: 621
From: St. Louis, Missouri, USA
Registered: Feb 2013
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posted December 06, 2013 07:16 AM
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Originally posted by Rosalind:
You have a massive stellium in 6th house with ruler in 5th. WORK with CHILDREN, transform your hobbies into real work (anything you like or you are talented at)
You have Moon, Mars and Saturn at 29 degrees. You have a special destiny to fullfil. You need to work and HELP others. Moon in 12th ( and in CANCER) is giving you the inability to express your feelings. Your emotions are hidden and because they are hidden makes you feel that you don't really know who you are. You need to connect with others in order to connect to yourself. 5th and 7th house makes a switch or rulers ( Saturn rules 5th and Uranus the 7th). Work with people. If you can, create your own bussiness, partnerships etc. Don't stay ALONE. Be true to others and yourself.
 I used to want to be a nurse in pediatrics! IP: Logged |
swampys
Knowflake Posts: 621
From: St. Louis, Missouri, USA
Registered: Feb 2013
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posted December 06, 2013 07:18 AM
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Originally posted by next to neptune:
What do you mean lol? Your chart isn't that bad, you have many conjunctions and moon trine pluto? And sun trine mars and venus? That is very nice aspect, also mars sextile pluto, conjunction saturn and neptune…what are you wining for? You should see MY chart, it's hundred times worse than yours…you should remember that jupiter squares are not really that bad, jupiter is a beneficial planet no matter what and it squares your sun, so you are mostly looking at the bright side of things, but you might have a tendency to be dramatic and over exaggerate your feelingsIf you have saturn in aqua you cannot be older than 21-22, so you are still extremely young and you will transform a lot in these years, 2-3 years from now and you will be a completely new personality (almost)
No, my chart is bad.  My Uranus is a nightmare, and I'm ruled by Uranus! And Venus is terrible, too! I have no luck in love. IP: Logged |
Haplesschild*
Knowflake Posts: 1239
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Registered: Nov 2012
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posted December 06, 2013 07:23 AM
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Originally posted by next to neptune:
What do you mean lol? Your chart isn't that bad, you have many conjunctions and moon trine pluto? And sun trine mars and venus? That is very nice aspect, also mars sextile pluto, conjunction saturn and neptune…what are you wining for? You should see MY chart, it's hundred times worse than yours…you should remember that jupiter squares are not really that bad, jupiter is a beneficial planet no matter what and it squares your sun, so you are mostly looking at the bright side of things, but you might have a tendency to be dramatic and over exaggerate your feelingsIf you have saturn in aqua you cannot be older than 21-22, so you are still extremely young and you will transform a lot in these years, 2-3 years from now and you will be a completely new personality (almost)
She's born 94, so 19 turning 20 in Jan 2014. Yeah OP your chart looks quite tense, but I have several t squares in mine. I think most people who end up very successful have stressful charts. You don't become something without struggle and hard work. Things will get easier in the next 5-6 years I'm sure. IP: Logged |
Rosalind
Knowflake Posts: 2369
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posted December 06, 2013 07:30 AM
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Originally posted by swampys:
I used to want to be a nurse in pediatrics!
Youm should become one. IP: Logged |
swampys
Knowflake Posts: 621
From: St. Louis, Missouri, USA
Registered: Feb 2013
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posted December 06, 2013 07:32 AM
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Originally posted by Haplesschild*:
She's born 94, so 19 turning 20 in Jan 2014. Yeah OP your chart looks quite tense, but I have several t squares in mine. I think most people who end up very successful have stressful charts. You don't become something without struggle and hard work. Things will get easier in the next 5-6 years I'm sure.
My therapist says that people with Asperger's (which I have) tend to be around 5 years younger in development, so yeah, by that time I'd be emotionally twenty. I hope things get better. I'm so afraid of work because I'm lazy. IP: Logged |
swampys
Knowflake Posts: 621
From: St. Louis, Missouri, USA
Registered: Feb 2013
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posted December 06, 2013 07:32 AM
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Originally posted by Rosalind:
Youm should become one.
^__^ Yeah! Of the people I've talked to, they thought it would be great for me!  IP: Logged |
Ami Anne
Moderator Posts: 50161
From: Pluto/house next to NickiG
Registered: Sep 2010
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posted December 06, 2013 08:13 AM
You need to connect with others in order to connect to yourself. 5th and 7th house makes a switch or rulers ( Saturn rules 5th and Uranus the 7th).Can you explain this more, Ros, and how this was the basis for your suggestions. Thanks! ------------------
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Ami Anne
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From: Pluto/house next to NickiG
Registered: Sep 2010
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posted December 06, 2013 08:16 AM
The 29th degree is the frozen degree. These planets will feel as if you are stuck. It is not your fault. How you feel is not your fault. It is your chart.Find the nature of each 29th degree planet and know that you will feel very stuck in molasses with it. The oppositions are prolly making you feel like you are crazy.
All your responses are from the nature of your chart imo
You are not crazy, bad or anything else. You need to find someone who will help you with every part of your chart like someone who does counseling USING the charts. If you can't/won't, study each part of your chart yourself and know that it is not your fault. It is your struggle, my Friend. ------------------
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Rosalind
Knowflake Posts: 2369
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posted December 06, 2013 08:42 AM
0 and 29 degrees are karmic. They usually ease later in life.IP: Logged |
Ami Anne
Moderator Posts: 50161
From: Pluto/house next to NickiG
Registered: Sep 2010
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posted December 06, 2013 08:58 AM
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Originally posted by Rosalind:
0 and 29 degrees are karmic. They usually ease later in life.
I don't believe in karma. I believe in one life and one death but I am cool with you, if you are cool with me.
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Ami Anne
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posted December 06, 2013 08:59 AM
RosWould you please explain your thinking behind the House Rulers. Thanks so much, if you could! ------------------
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next to neptune
Knowflake Posts: 568
From: Mercury
Registered: Aug 2013
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posted December 06, 2013 09:14 AM
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Originally posted by swampys:
No, my chart is bad. My Uranus is a nightmare, and I'm ruled by Uranus! And Venus is terrible, too! I have no luck in love.
Your uranus isn't a nightmare! It's in capricorn and in 5th house It's conjunct mars, sextile pluto and opposition moon. This just means that you are a rebel, and whats wrong with that? You go your own way in life. It may be hard for you to settle down, but you don't have to care about that now, you're only 19-20. You have plenty of time to find the right one, and most people first find a nice one after they are 29.
There is nothing in your chart that suggest you are lazy. You may have a square to mercury from jupiter, but also a conjunction from saturn which is stronger. You should see my aspect: Moon square uranus (2 degrees) Sun opposition moon (5 degrees) Mars square uranus (2 degrees) And mars square saturn…. and I have scorpio venus conjunct pluto in 5th house, which means I probably won't ever settle down combined with my uranus aspects which are f*****… I get bored of people and burn out of energy, only until I find someone fresh. We can start an "alone-forever - thats what astrology told me" club if you wan't to IP: Logged |
Rosalind
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posted December 06, 2013 09:17 AM
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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
I don't believe in karma. I believe in one life and one death but I am cool with you, if you are cool with me.
Neither. Simply its not my concern.
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Rosalind
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posted December 06, 2013 09:20 AM
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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
RosWould you please explain your thinking behind the House Rulers. Thanks so much, if you could!
What do you want to know? Those two houses are switching rulers. She has to deal with those houses matters. Of course besides work her relationship with her future husband and her children will play a role. Its better for her to start thinking on having a family after the age of 30 because sooner will end up in a disaster. She needs to discover herself and accept herself in order to share with others the qualities she was born with.
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Ami Anne
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From: Pluto/house next to NickiG
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posted December 06, 2013 09:41 AM
Cool about the karma thing OK--I will be back to ask this question cuz I have to go for a bit. Thanks ------------------
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Ami Anne
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From: Pluto/house next to NickiG
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posted December 06, 2013 12:42 PM
RosI am not trying to be contentious. I would like help on House Rulers used in a practical way. She has the R of the 5th in the 7th and the R of the 7th in the 5th. Please, tell me why, in words, you came to your conclusions that she needed to not be alone and work in a group, I think you said. Let me ask this, are you calling the 5th house, the house of the creative self and the 7th house the house of partnership. Do you get the "self" part because the 5th house is a creative expression of the self. Where do you go from here, in your reasoning. Please, be specific. Thanks so very much, Ros. ------------------
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Rosalind
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posted December 06, 2013 12:46 PM
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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
RosI am not trying to be contentious. I would like help on House Rulers used in a practical way. She has the R of the 5th in the 7th and the R of the 7th in the 5th. Please, tell me why, in words, you came to your conclusions that she needed to not be alone and work in a group, I think you said. Let me ask this, are you calling the 5th house, the house of the creative self and the 7th house the house of partnership. Do you get the "self" part because the 5th house is a creative expression of the self. Where do you go from here, in your reasoning. Please, be specific. Thanks so very much, Ros.
You got it wrong. I didnt tell her to work with people and not be alone not because of 5th and 7th house but because of the planets aspects, the karmic degrees and that Moon in 12th house. The matters of 5th and 7th house should cvome AFTER she solves her 12th house problems and karmic degrees. That means after the age of 30. She has 11 years or so do work on these issues.
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