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Topic: Natal venus square uranus (and moon)
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next to neptune
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From: Mercury
Registered: Aug 2013
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posted December 27, 2013 06:57 AM
  
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Originally posted by Rosalind:
Attention is the last thing I want. I wanted affection and support. I don't think I'll ever recover from that. Usually people with such lives hardly can think there can be happiness for them. I read Toxic Parents book and everything said in that book is everything I have lived.
But you are still here right, (and thank god for that) so there must be some things that are still nice?  (and there is many nice things who doesn't need to involve people)
If you ever get to that state of mind again where you realize that you have to be your own best friend, then no one can do harm to you again. Cause if they try to do that you know that at least YOU are a good person and it is THEM who got problems - not you. IP: Logged |
Rosalind
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posted December 27, 2013 06:59 AM
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Originally posted by next to neptune:
But you are still here right, (and thank god for that) so there must be some things that are still nice? (and there is many nice things who doesn't need to involve people)
If you ever get to that state of mind again where you realize that you have to be your own best friend, then no one can do harm to you again. Cause if they try to do that you know that at least YOU are a good person and it is THEM who got problems - not you.
I am here because I love astrology and because I love to do it. Even though I cannot connect with people at least I can give them an astrological advice. That's the only thing I can do and offer.
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next to neptune
Knowflake Posts: 693
From: Mercury
Registered: Aug 2013
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posted December 27, 2013 07:03 AM
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Originally posted by Rosalind:
I am here because I love astrology and because I love to do it. Even though I cannot connect with people at least I can give them an astrological advice. That's the only thing I can do and offer.
Astrology is also a very nice tool and it is so accurate. That's why I'm here too. It's kind of scary though, cause it makes me think about that there is so much more between heaven and earth that we don't know about. Whether there is some scientific explanation we haven't found or not. But no one who knows about astrology can deny that it is true. IP: Logged |
Rosalind
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posted December 27, 2013 07:10 AM
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Originally posted by next to neptune:
Astrology is also a very nice tool and it is so accurate. That's why I'm here too. It's kind of scary though, cause it makes me think about that there is so much more between heaven and earth that we don't know about. Whether there is some scientific explanation we haven't found or not. But no one who knows about astrology can deny that it is true.
People get scared of what they don't know or understand. I was scared too. I'm pretty indifferent now.
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next to neptune
Knowflake Posts: 693
From: Mercury
Registered: Aug 2013
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posted December 27, 2013 07:15 AM
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Originally posted by Rosalind:
People get scared of what they don't know or understand. I was scared too. I'm pretty indifferent now.
Thats why I haven't begin to learn about transits yet. I think it's a bit too scary to know about the future and what might happen. I'll rather go into the unknown and make it by myself and not having to be too careful all the time.
I only check up on transits if I really feel depressed, and usually I find some explanation there, and that is a bit nice to know that nothing stays the same forever.
Hopefully not your "depression" or what it is too, everything changes all the time! IP: Logged |
Rosalind
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posted December 27, 2013 07:22 AM
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Originally posted by next to neptune:
Thats why I haven't begin to learn about transits yet. I think it's a bit too scary to know about the future and what might happen. I'll rather go into the unknown and make it by myself and not having to be too careful all the time.
I only check up on transits if I really feel depressed, and usually I find some explanation there, and that is a bit nice to know that nothing stays the same forever.
Hopefully not your "depression" or what it is too, everything changes all the time!
I have spent almost a DECADE thinking that things will change (I'll be 28 next year). They didnt. I gave up. I would have said I'm overreacting if it was something temporary but a decade? That's too long. IP: Logged |
next to neptune
Knowflake Posts: 693
From: Mercury
Registered: Aug 2013
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posted December 27, 2013 04:25 PM
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Originally posted by Rosalind:
I have spent almost a DECADE thinking that things will change (I'll be 28 next year). They didnt. I gave up. I would have said I'm overreacting if it was something temporary but a decade? That's too long.
But you still haven't reach your saturn return then?
But you also have to help things change, it won't happen by itself… you have to notice those chances and grab them when they arise IP: Logged |
Rosalind
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posted December 27, 2013 04:35 PM
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Originally posted by next to neptune:
But you still haven't reach your saturn return then?
But you also have to help things change, it won't happen by itself… you have to notice those chances and grab them when they arise
No, but it wouldn't matter anyway. Just because I advice people to expect good things after Saturn Return that doesn't mean I am included. When Saturn will "reward" me its gonna be LATE. My youth will be gone, my mind and body will be a wreck. What man will want me like that? More important... I won't be ANYONE's last resort. I remember what my moron ex bf told me: Why didnt I meet you LATER? I asked him why but he didnt answer. I realised what he meant years after that. He wanted to spend his good years loving the other woman and then settle down with me. To not remain alone. Do I deserve such position? I don't think so. I want to be a priority. I don't want to be seen as a second choice. A side girl until he meets his the one. No thanks.
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Knowflake Posts: 693
From: Mercury
Registered: Aug 2013
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posted December 27, 2013 07:14 PM
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Originally posted by Rosalind:
No, but it wouldn't matter anyway. Just because I advice people to expect good things after Saturn Return that doesn't mean I am included. When Saturn will "reward" me its gonna be LATE. My youth will be gone, my mind and body will be a wreck. What man will want me like that? More important... I won't be ANYONE's last resort. I remember what my moron ex bf told me: Why didnt I meet you LATER? I asked him why but he didnt answer. I realised what he meant years after that. He wanted to spend his good years loving the other woman and then settle down with me. To not remain alone. Do I deserve such position? I don't think so. I want to be a priority. I don't want to be seen as a second choice. A side girl until he meets his the one. No thanks.
People who say that are immature. They aren't ready for settling down. I actually learned from your posts about saturn return and I really think you are right about that you should not settle down before it. I've decided not to, cause it will go wrong no matter what.
But why do you think your body is gonna be a wreck? Do you really think you will become sick? I don't know what disability you have so it's hard for me to know…
Do you maybe have too high standard of what a good looking guy is? A guy can be "ugly" on the outside, but on the inside he can be so beautiful that it makes him pretty.
I never thought I should say this, cause looks matter a lot to me. I'd rather be alone than being with someone ugly…sorry to say it, but maybe you are simply just better of alone and should concentrate on something else than love... IP: Logged |
Rosalind
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posted December 28, 2013 01:44 AM
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Originally posted by next to neptune:
People who say that are immature. They aren't ready for settling down. I actually learned from your posts about saturn return and I really think you are right about that you should not settle down before it. I've decided not to, cause it will go wrong no matter what.
But why do you think your body is gonna be a wreck? Do you really think you will become sick? I don't know what disability you have so it's hard for me to know…
Do you maybe have too high standard of what a good looking guy is? A guy can be "ugly" on the outside, but on the inside he can be so beautiful that it makes him pretty.
I never thought I should say this, cause looks matter a lot to me. I'd rather be alone than being with someone ugly…sorry to say it, but maybe you are simply just better of alone and should concentrate on something else than love...
I don't have high standards in matter of looks. Its not about them, its about ME. They are the shallow ones not me. IP: Logged |
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