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Topic: Having a 'bad high school experience'
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Canadiangirl
Knowflake Posts: 497
From: Kingston, On, Canada
Registered: Nov 2013
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posted January 28, 2014 07:10 PM
  
summerlite:
I wouldn't say you are disliked. Probably misunderstood. Don't be so hard on yourself. --I second this. I am so glad I'm out of that hell. IP: Logged |
m.blade
Knowflake Posts: 674
From: idek
Registered: Mar 2013
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posted January 28, 2014 07:43 PM
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Originally posted by Canadiangirl:
summerlite:
I wouldn't say you are disliked. Probably misunderstood. Don't be so hard on yourself. --I second this. I am so glad I'm out of that hell.
I would say most of people I've actually had a talk with;
not the typical small talk which I can't stand but an actual conversation say 'hey your more different than I thought' I guess I just felt like I had to vent. IP: Logged |
Canadiangirl
Knowflake Posts: 497
From: Kingston, On, Canada
Registered: Nov 2013
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posted January 28, 2014 08:19 PM
There's nothing wrong with you venting a little. High school is tough for a lot of people. I can understand why that person's comment bothered you, it would have bothered me as well.  IP: Logged |
deepseablues
Newflake Posts: 21
From: the ocean floor
Registered: Jan 2014
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posted January 28, 2014 09:24 PM
Remember too that sometimes, some of the more outgoing people do not feel as much, due to their astrology. People who do not feel as much are intimidated by people who do and like to make us feel worse for it because 1) they do not understand it; what it feels like to feel so much and therefore like to make us out to be either crazy for feeling something they do not or can not, or as if we are weaker for feeling so much and they are stronger for being able to contain it, when really it is not that they have more emotional control, they literally do not feel to the same intensity and if they did they would be more understanding or exploding with the same emotional intensity, 2) they are probably jealous that you are experiencing something much deeper than they can comprehend at their current state of evolution, and therefore like to try to bring you down with them. I probably would have found you intriguing, the problem is that us shy and quiet and emotional ones have a hard time opening up to the other quiet ones, even if they may be like-minded. I can't stand small talk either, so boring! IP: Logged |
whaaat
Knowflake Posts: 90
From: Portland, MA,U.S
Registered: Jun 2013
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posted January 29, 2014 12:08 AM
I didn't hate school, but I hated my school years because I was at the peak of my chronic depression. School was the only thing that could shake me out of my black mood.Sun Square Saturn
Pluto Square Ascendant Pluto in the 4th
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BellaFenice
Knowflake Posts: 43
From: Phoenix, AZ, USA
Registered: Sep 2013
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posted January 29, 2014 12:45 AM
I wouldn't say I had a 'bad' experience, it was more a feeling of low self-worth/thinking I am loser. I can't complain because I wasn't bullied or treated bad, but rather felt invisible and desperately wanted to be "someone." It made me feel depressed at times and was a constant 'never good enough' feeling that I think comes with being a Cap Asc anyways. These were the transits that stand out (2003-2007) and natal aspects:Saturn in Cap 1st house
Chiron Opp Ascendant
Saturn transit 7th house
Uranus transit 12th house and natal
Pluto transit 12th house IP: Logged |
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