posted January 22, 2016 02:35 AM            

Absolutely.

I guess because mine is aspecting such personal planets, it's always felt like this big, gaping wound to me. It's like a big wall that makes itself known the moment a guy wants to ask me out on a date or whatever. It's an irrational, misdirected and uncontrollable flash of anger and fear that causes a moment of hesitation and doubt. I guess that's why it's so uncomfortable to me. I like having control over my emotions.