posted June 21, 2014 09:40 AM            

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Originally posted by IV XXIV:
I heard Hitler was a schizo, if that helps lol. But he had many other issues so I don't think that'd be a credible study. I agree that with heavy Neptune in general, being a hypochondriac would be terrible. Some diseases can actually be brought on by just imagining them. The mind is very powerful.. So that would kind of be a "which came first?" scenario; the disease or the worry of the disease, eventually creating it.

Edit: I also found threads about mental disease and schizophrenia on here. Google search it with "lindaland" after it, if you've got time! It was interesting.

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posted June 21, 2014 10:06 AM            

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Originally posted by DeepFreeze:
yellowelevator
I so know what you mean!

Mine are often disturbing in nature... So, I hope they never come true! lol

My mercury conjuncts Mars in 12.
3 degrees

Maybe that explains the violence of my random visions.
Well... Intrusive thoughts I've heard them called.

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What sign is your 12th house and how is it's ruler aspected?
My 12th is virgo/mercury and mercury is aspected very well, it the depositor for my MC and very appreciated in my chart...trined Saturn and BM Lilith, conjunct Sun and Neptune.
My visions aren't violent(unless the thing that's going to happen is violent)
I usually feel the emotions of the situation first then it seems like I'm there looking around at what has happened....it's the emotions I feel that tell the story about the situation. As I come out of the vision I can change it so it does or doesn't happen. I guess it's my moon in 12th that makes this stuff come through my emotions most intensely.
One time I woke up from seemed like a dream,....my daughter and I were driving and had got into an accident.
In the dream/vision I was sitting by the side of the highway holding her crying, she was injured, her head was bleeding and I dont know if she was unconscious or dead. I could feel we had been in an accident, but I didn't look around to see the car. I could feel no one else involved, it was just us. I could feel the accident was caused by something going wrong with our tires.
When I woke up I couldn't shake the feeling. We had a trip later that day, driving to grandmas 3 hours away.
My son was going with us though so the fact that he wasn't in the dream made me doubt it's validity, plus I had just got new tires a few months before.
When my son got invited to stay at a friends house and decided not to go, I knew it wasn't a dream and I started panicking!
I went into a tire place and told them I needed all new tires, they quickly looked at my tires and said they all looked good. I said I didn't care, I wanted new tires. They pulled the car up onto the lift and a few minutes later the guy came back and told me he has found a major issue.
The new tires that had been put on had a defect in them, the tread was separating, forming bubbles on the inner part of the tire and you could see exposed wires.
He was amazed the tires were still intact. I told him we we were about to go out of town later that day and he said we were really lucky because had we tried they would have blown and once one went the others would have immediately followed and potentially we would have lost control of the vehicle, esp on the highway going 80 mph!
He changed the tires and my feeling went away immediately! The trip went perfectly smooth!

posted June 21, 2014 10:26 AM            

I get these very small visions, mostly insignificant things like baking a cake with my mom and suddenly/randomly thinking about rotten eggs and 3 seconds later my mom finds a rotten egg.They're never really disturbing unless something disturbing is going to happen.There was a time I was getting a few dejavus each week.Not so much anymore.

posted June 21, 2014 10:40 AM            

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Originally posted by coteau:
I can relate to being visual. Whenever I read a book I always forget names, quotes, everything, but what always stays is pictures that tell the story and the impression I got from it.I always see the things I read yeah.I can also daydream for hours, i mean I have literally.

I get these very small visions, mostly insignificant things like baking a cake with my mom and suddenly/randomly thinking about rotten eggs and 3 seconds later my mom finds a rotten egg.They're never really disturbing unless something disturbing is going to happen.There was a time I was getting a few dejavus each week.Not so much anymore.

I have a heavy twelth house and mercury in pisces in the 12th, but saturn is conjunct mercury so everything is restricted, or atleast, practical.

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I have a really hard time remembering facts unless I can put them into a picture or something fluid that relates to the big picture...random facts like names fall out of my head in an instant unless I relate the name somehow to the person. I'll try to find a way their name fits with their appearance or make the name rhyme with something about their appearance.

posted June 21, 2014 10:47 AM            

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Originally posted by coteau:
I can relate to being visual. Whenever I read a book I always forget names, quotes, everything, but what always stays is pictures that tell the story and the impression I got from it.I always see the things I read yeah.I can also daydream for hours, i mean I have literally.

I get these very small visions, mostly insignificant things like baking a cake with my mom and suddenly/randomly thinking about rotten eggs and 3 seconds later my mom finds a rotten egg.They're never really disturbing unless something disturbing is going to happen.There was a time I was getting a few dejavus each week.Not so much anymore.

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posted June 21, 2014 11:20 AM            

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Originally posted by Gabby:
I get migraines frequently, esp when the weather changes or I'm dealing with something that brings on intense emotions and I feel overwhelmed.
At times I probably get a migraine once a week, it used to be much more often.

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Yeah?? I think I do too, it rained the night before yesterday and the whole day after that my brain and body ached, like I cold barely walk and my right brain has been hurting all week, the problem is this type of of thing has only started happening very recently.

I think I would be terrible with names too, but I think Saturn aspecting my mercury keeps those things under control.

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Originally posted by Moon is Lunatic:
I'm the same way too.
Maybe Mercury opposite Neptune in 1st does it?

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posted June 21, 2014 01:26 PM            

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Originally posted by Gabby:
What sign is your 12th house and how is it's ruler aspected?
My 12th is virgo/mercury and mercury is aspected very well, it the depositor for my MC and very appreciated in my chart...trined Saturn and BM Lilith, conjunct Sun and Neptune.
My visions aren't violent(unless the thing that's going to happen is violent)
I usually feel the emotions of the situation first then it seems like I'm there looking around at what has happened....it's the emotions I feel that tell the story about the situation. As I come out of the vision I can change it so it does or doesn't happen. I guess it's my moon in 12th that makes this stuff come through my emotions most intensely.
One time I woke up from seemed like a dream,....my daughter and I were driving and had got into an accident.
In the dream/vision I was sitting by the side of the highway holding her crying, she was injured, her head was bleeding and I dont know if she was unconscious or dead. I could feel we had been in an accident, but I didn't look around to see the car. I could feel no one else involved, it was just us. I could feel the accident was caused by something going wrong with our tires.
When I woke up I couldn't shake the feeling. We had a trip later that day, driving to grandmas 3 hours away.
My son was going with us though so the fact that he wasn't in the dream made me doubt it's validity, plus I had just got new tires a few months before.
When my son got invited to stay at a friends house and decided not to go, I knew it wasn't a dream and I started panicking!
I went into a tire place and told them I needed all new tires, they quickly looked at my tires and said they all looked good. I said I didn't care, I wanted new tires. They pulled the car up onto the lift and a few minutes later the guy came back and told me he has found a major issue.
The new tires that had been put on had a defect in them, the tread was separating, forming bubbles on the inner part of the tire and you could see exposed wires.
He was amazed the tires were still intact. I told him we we were about to go out of town later that day and he said we were really lucky because had we tried they would have blown and once one went the others would have immediately followed and potentially we would have lost control of the vehicle, esp on the highway going 80 mph!
He changed the tires and my feeling went away immediately! The trip went perfectly smooth!

That was the only gory vision I've ever had....the rest are usually just life happening. I can always tell when I'm going to see a cop before i do...that is so helpful! Lol

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I read your story about your tires! That's crazy! But very cool! I get little things like that, like... in the middle of a game and I get a feeling the other team is going to make a comeback. But, really insignificant.
Barbiegirl19 has dreams like that and they come true sometimes. (Moon, Mercury, Sun, Jupiter) in 12. Lately it's been babies... Uh-oh!
What an amazing ability though! I mean, to just even recognize that the dream needs real life attention.

Ok, my Mercury.
In Virgo in 12th house
Conjunct Mars in Virgo 12th (conjuncts asc)
Trine Jupiter in the 8th
Square Moon in the 9th.

It's making sense now though, being conjunct Mars and aspecting Jupiter, the planet of expansion, which is in the 8th, the house of sex and death. (and other things)

Mine are NEVER sexual in nature though. Nothing.
Just killing or general violence. Sometimes though, they come in the form of heroic acts. Stopping a robbery, or helping someone who is beaten and bloody from a car wreck. Things like that.
Other times it's just like... real life Grand Theft Auto and graphic!
Or intrusive thoughts. I'm just trying to talk to someone and I get distracted when these images come from out of nowhere - doing things that I don't want to do, but the visual pops in there.

I do have this one story idea (a war story) that I will think about. It's been in my head for a while now. I don't want to say it. lol Just in case for some reason I try to write something. But I can't see that happening. I'd have to start by writing down character names and backgrounds. Things like that.

posted June 21, 2014 01:46 PM            

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Originally posted by Aries23Degrees:
Which house is Neptune in? I read somewhere that someone with Neptune in 3rd house can actually "see" something they read or a story they hear.

I myself tend to "see" what I read-novels, plays etc. It just "happens" and places me as if I am literary "there".

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Yep, mine is 3rd conjunct kaali.

I do it whether I read a book or someone tells me a story. My mind will fill in small details that it needs to in order to kind of build a movie.

posted June 21, 2014 03:01 PM            

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Originally posted by DeepFreeze:
I read your story about your tires! That's crazy! But very cool! I get little things like that, like... in the middle of a game and I get a feeling the other team is going to make a comeback. But, really insignificant.
Barbiegirl19 has dreams like that and they come true sometimes. (Moon, Mercury, Sun, Jupiter) in 12. Lately it's been babies... Uh-oh!
What an amazing ability though! I mean, to just even recognize that the dream needs real life attention.

Ok, my Mercury.
In Virgo in 12th house
Conjunct Mars in Virgo 12th (conjuncts asc)
Trine Jupiter in the 8th
Square Moon in the 9th.

It's making sense now though, being conjunct Mars and aspecting Jupiter, the planet of expansion, which is in the 8th, the house of sex and death. (and other things)

Mine are NEVER sexual in nature though. Nothing.
Just killing or general violence. Sometimes though, they come in the form of heroic acts. Stopping a robbery, or helping someone who is beaten and bloody from a car wreck. Things like that.
Other times it's just like... real life Grand Theft Auto and graphic!
Or intrusive thoughts. I'm just trying to talk to someone and I get distracted when these images come from out of nowhere - doing things that I don't want to do, but the visual pops in there.

I do have this one story idea (a war story) that I will think about. It's been in my head for a while now. I don't want to say it. lol Just in case for some reason I try to write something. But I can't see that happening. I'd have to start by writing down character names and backgrounds. Things like that.

This is all interesting though! To see the astrological pattern here.

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posted June 21, 2014 03:25 PM            

Merc conjunct Mars in 12th, the battles and vigilance of your past lives are meant to be brought back to your conscious mind. In Virgo kind of makes me think you desire to examine and learn from past victories or fails in your desire to perfect your abilities in this life.

The spontaneous thoughts sounds like Uranus, does it sextile your Mars/Merc? Its intrusive thoughts though....I would think a square would cause that, but to what?

posted June 21, 2014 03:37 PM            

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Originally posted by Gabby:
As I read your post, "he's seeing past life events" popped in my head. Have you ever considered possibly your getting flashes of past life events? Where and what sign is your SN? What kind of aspects and have you ever found any standout placements on it? Does it aspect any warrior kind of Gods, like Siva maybe?

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Grrrr.... I wrote out this whole thing and my browser froze up.

I wish I knew more of what to look for with that. It does conjunct something... starting with an H.
Anyway, SN in 8th house, 6 Taurus.
Conjunct Chiron
Opposite Uranus
Sextile MC
Square Saturn

Normally I don't really FEEL anything. But one time I started crying in the car.
Out of NO WHERE...
I was in WWII (I think)
I was a soldier sent to check these buildings that our military had just bombed.
I went into a building, and laying on the floor was an old man, unable to get up and just dirty and scuffed.
Not to be too graphic, but I beat his face with the butt of my gun... like overkill. I left and never told anyone that I had found him.
I was overcome with these feelings of sadness and guilt. It was crazy. The only experience that I've ever had like that.
Many of these visions that I get are modern... in the environment that I'm in at the time. Just very random things. lol

Darkstar Astrology did say that like you say, it could be past life type things working their way out in other ways.

posted June 21, 2014 03:47 PM            

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Originally posted by Gabby:
Your Neptune in 3rd alone will make your conscious mind connect to your subconscious easier than normal...they are close because mentally you naturally walk inbetween this reality and other realities, unseen realities that are only felt as energy to us here and now.
But having Virgo on 12th cusp, reinforces the mental conscious/subconscious connection....then mercury in 12th conjunct Mars to??? Wow!! Your conscious mind a very actively connected to what your subconscious senses! If you learn how to trust your vibes and discern the difference between what's the ego and what is higher self connecting to you, and follow the higher self you would easily excel at feeling the unseen energies.

Merc conjunct Mars in 12th, the battles and vigilance of your past lives are meant to be brought back to your conscious mind. In Virgo kind of makes me think you desire to examine and learn from past victories or fails in your desire to perfect your abilities in this life.

The spontaneous thoughts sounds like Uranus, does it sextile your Mars/Merc? Its intrusive thoughts though....I would think a square would cause that, but to what?

That's really exciting about Barbie having dreams about babies!! I'm always expecting to see a thread saying there's a healthy lil bun in the oven!! It'll happen!!

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Very cool!!!!
Thanks for taking interest in it and being so helpful.

posted June 21, 2014 05:04 PM            

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Originally posted by DeepFreeze:
Yep, mine is 3rd conjunct kaali.

I do it whether I read a book or someone tells me a story. My mind will fill in small details that it needs to in order to kind of build a movie.

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Is that an actually "beneficial" asteroid to have aspects with? Kaali that is? What exactly is it?

I have a conjunct aspects with Kaali and 3 of my planets(Sun,Jupiter and Neptune) in 8th.

posted June 21, 2014 05:10 PM            

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Originally posted by Aries23Degrees:
Is that an actually "beneficial" asteroid to have aspects with? Kaali that is? What exactly is it?

I have a conjunct aspects with Kaali and 3 of my planets(Sun,Jupiter and Neptune) in 8th.

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This is a link from Ami's site actually.
Difficult to explain but basically just as she puts it... "amps up that planet 1000%"

mine is .63 degree orb

posted June 21, 2014 05:14 PM            

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Originally posted by DeepFreeze:
Grrrr.... I wrote out this whole thing and my browser froze up.

I wish I knew more of what to look for with that. It does conjunct something... starting with an H.
Anyway, SN in 8th house, 6 Taurus.
Conjunct Chiron
Opposite Uranus
Sextile MC
Square Saturn

Normally I don't really FEEL anything. But one time I started crying in the car.
Out of NO WHERE...
I was in WWII (I think)
I was a soldier sent to check these buildings that our military had just bombed.
I went into a building, and laying on the floor was an old man, unable to get up and just dirty and scuffed.
Not to be too graphic, but I beat his face with the butt of my gun... like overkill. I left and never told anyone that I had found him.
I was overcome with these feelings of sadness and guilt. It was crazy. The only experience that I've ever had like that. I just read it to Barbie and got teary-eyed.
Many of these visions that I get are modern... in the environment that I'm in at the time. Just very random things. lol

Darkstar Astrology did say that like you say, it could be past life type things working their way out in other ways.

*shrug* I don't know. LOL I know some about Astrology but still wet behind the ears as far as I'm concerned.

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Wow, I'm sorry. I know that's got to hurt. You need to allow yourself to cry for what your seeing you did...you deserve that! You deserve to forgive yourself and understand why you were that person in that life, and to know that doesn't make you bad....it's all just part of your souls growth.
You posted some very meaningful aspects...
Chiron conjunct SN...pain from past lives, very recent past lives will be manifesting in this life, with Saturn square? Wow!
Anything that squares your nodes is a lesson that your still are working on, something you didn't accomplish so it's being brought over into this life to be worked on again.
Saturn square Chiron on SN shows you haven't taken responsibility for your deepest wound, because of that you haven't been able to learn from that pain and it's karmic that you would again be experiencing things that bring you back to this pain.
This is probably why your seeing these disturbing images and things that must haunt your soul. It's time to allow yourself to feel the pain, hurt and grieve for not only what you've been through but what you put others through. I know that hurts you just as much if not more than being hurt. The virgo mercury/mars in 12th make so much sense now!
You know in every life we live we play a role, sometimes we are the good guy and sometimes we are the bad guy. Everyone of us has been both, we must experience both to fully understand the human experience.
Potentially your turn came to play the bad guy and you did it. But as you moved past that life/lives you found you couldn't forgive yourself for what you did and because of that you couldn't face it. Now, that past life stuff has become a major part or the source of your deepest wound, taurus SN/Chiron in 8th....typical taurus...they would stubbornly refuse to deal with it, refused to open up, refuse to change which means refusing to heal and grow.

If you bottle it up and don't deal with it, you also miss learning from the experience. That's what's karmic.....you won't be punished or hurt for what you did but you will be forced to deal with it so that you gain the growth you were meant to gain from the experience. The only thing you can do wrong is refuse to grow from your human experiences.
We are here to experience all of human nature, that's how we learn to understand loves nature. We must learn this because love is the core of who we are. "God is love" and we are beings made from his energy.
To feel the ugliness of hurting others helps one to realize it hurts to hurt others. It's easy to chose to never do it again once you've learned that.
Forgiving ourselves is probably the hardest thing to do but you deserve forgiveness. Actually it's essential in order to continue your spiritual growth.

posted June 21, 2014 05:24 PM            

It's... just an incredibly meaningful thing that you did there.
I have to go, but may write more on it later.

posted June 22, 2014 02:53 PM            

I see ghosts.

I feel and sense things around me. (leads to migraine if I am overloaded)

Sometimes I make phone calls in the world of energy. With some people I only receive and call them with the mobile phone back.

Now:
The new thing is, that I smell things. Actually I do not want to have that one. Not every smell needs to be in my nose.

Another new thing is, that I read a post, see the true face or the answer to the question in the world wide web. I got attacked as well. The attack was not from this forum, but it happened somewhere else and the lady was on an very low level.

Last but not least I tried to heal people with words in my youth, now I do not need that anymore, but I still talk .

posted June 22, 2014 02:56 PM            

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Originally posted by DeepFreeze:
This is a link from Ami's site actually.
Difficult to explain but basically just as she puts it... "amps up that planet 1000%" mine is .63 degree orb

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I've read it and it sounds very "Plutonic" in essence. But I don't know.

There is a wrestler from WWE that is called "The Great Kaali" and he is a very imposing figure. But is also said to be very sweet in real life.(no correlation to the asteroid lol)

The reason I showed some concern was because I had read somewhere that Kaali aspects to personal planet can make one a "vitim" of mind programming or other Satanic abuses.

But this is likely a very sweeping statement that is extremely exaggerated,

Kaali conjuncts Jupiter(4 degrees), Neptune(2 degrees), Sun(2 degrees)