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Originally posted by PisceanDream:
Very tiring, busy day today but since it is officially Capricorn season, I will take this time before I knock out to talk about Capricorn as I promised. Capricorn was almost every best friend I ever had, the only two men I have truly loved had Capricorn energy, the only sign that can access my deepest thoughts and feelings by tapping into my subconscious is... Capricorn (not always a good thing).
Their elegance, their seriousness, their reliability, the amount of responsibility that they silently shoulder and weather with impeccable grace... Their resolve and sense of self-respect, their power is unwavering but mute like lightning. They blossom so beautifully as they grow and mature, it's as though they were living life in reverse. Time adores them and glorifies them as it withers the rest of us. Lucky you (though you were never a child of Luck)!
Their dependability and poised charm, WOW. The alluring distance they portray, the ambition that drives them not only in matters of career but in love. And when they love, the devotion is unshakable, the trust and loyalty, despite their marked insecurity, is staggering. It destroys me, how can I not fall for them, I think? How can I not be swayed by them and their chivalry?
They are truly the underdog of the zodiac and yet they refuse to be treated as such. They are the definition of hard-working and dignified... Sure, they have the ability to drive me crazy and bring out subconscious psychological tendencies of mine to the forefront. Sure, at times perhaps I wish they were not so Januarious in their approach, that maybe they could learn a lesson or two from the warmer signs but it takes time with them... Despite the madness they put me through, they force me to grow and confront myself. And for every time it ends with them, I know it prepares me for the next Capricorn yet to teach me a lesson. They broke my heart in many ways but they also helped it expand.
To all Capricorns, I want to say this: I carry you in my heart. Many of you have a deep-seated pain and insecurity that torments you and haunts you, especially in childhood. I've seen it time and time again, but I want to say that you are a wonderful folk. You are loved. You are beautiful and your strength is beyond inspiring. Let the haters hate away. If anyone can endure it with sheer perfection, it's you. You may not be the most popular but you are truly one of the most resilient and remarkable. I truly love you Cappies with all my heart. Even if it takes every shred of my energy to nurture you, I would. No one is more deserving. I know my future husband will be some kind of Capricorn. Just a strong feeling... And to those of you I have loved and lost along the way, you have made me a better person in your process of hurting and leaving me. Thank you for carrying me in my wallowing worst when you did. Your coldness has torn me apart quite a few times, but I know that our little dance is not over. And for this reason, I smile at all my misery.
Happy birthday Cappies! You are my favorites (top 3 list)! You deserve the best because you give your best. NOW GO BE HAPPY SO I CAN DATE YOU AND MARRY THE SH*T OUT OF YOU AND NOT FIGHT ABOUT IT LOL.
Some how I missed this last night.
Though I'm not sure I can match your exquisite vocabulary. You hit the nail on the head with "Januarious"
(and on other threads "Goldielocksian" and "thrownness.")
I am "ravenously attuned" to you, my friend. 