posted April 26, 2015 11:01 AM
I don't know how to do that whole reply between quotes thing, so I'm doing it this way.Uhm.., your descendent ruler Saturn conjunct your nose in virgo in 2nd house. In this life time you need to learn lessons about self worth (2nd house) thorough self improvement and letting go of perfection (virgo), especially in partnership (7th). Virgo people also love to play savior so you might need to let go of the need to fix someone.
You got it. Perfection in relationships is a big issue for me. This is my downfall. I love passionately. I give, give, give. Then, I decide you can't keep up, and I dump you. It's terrible. What's worse is I do chose wounded individuals. Their pain attracts me, probably because of my own wounds. It's all beautiful and passionate, deep and transformative (I do learn through this process) , but it's no way to go about forming healthy partnerships. And while I gain an education, I hurt myself and others.
The other DSc ruler is uranus. Both uranus and saturn aspect your moon in 10th in taurus. It seems to me that early in life, your home life was disruptive and your mother while instilling a sense of discipline in you was also very busy and behaved in ways that you didn't understand. Maybe she didn't enjoy motherly duty that much. Moon in 10th tells me that she is/was an important influence in your life and a Taurus moon indicates your mother might have to work hard to give you financial stability. But taurus moon is also related to self worth which is matters of your north node and it is as I've said aspected unfavorly to Uranus...
My mother has always struggled with reality and rolling with the punches. She was so very protective of us and nurturing. She loves us and tends to us in such a way it's usually too much for me. We are her entire world. At the same time, she always expressed resentment at having to do it without my father, when he promised her that wouldn't happen.
you might feel at time in intimate relationship a sudden need to break free because of sudden feelings of suffocation or a sudden switch when someone triggers something that you find not lined up to your values.
It's true. This is that whole "you can't keep up" thing I mentioned above, and it is like a switch gets flipped or something. It can be 3 months or 10 years. I'm just suddenly done. It's so abrupt and shocking for the other person.
Venus also square pluto and trine uranus so you do value freedom but might not think of yourself as loveable and find it difficult to be intimate. This reinforces your attraction to unavailable men.
Your mars square saturn, opposite neptune indicates that you can be fickle in asserting your will (gemini) and feel discouraged in asserting your self. The men you attract might turn out to be elusive, neptunian, head in the cloud.
You should read more about these aspects, especially since your south nide is in pisces
I will. theunknown, thank you so much. You were really accurate with this. I know it takes time to look at these things and give feedback, so i appreciate your time, really.
Lindaland
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