posted August 12, 2015 07:19 PM            

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Originally posted by Ami Anne:
Put up your chart again and save it to a Photobucket, my Friend

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posted August 12, 2015 08:26 PM            

Love and commitment is super scary to you and it may feel very hard as to HOW ot navigate it.

You have great drive in the world. You were made to shine and you have drive for get up and go and success.

However, you are not naturally outgoing, so this may be one of your real struggles.

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posted August 12, 2015 09:35 PM            

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My life has been an emotional hell lately

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posted August 12, 2015 10:22 PM            

Life is tougher for transpersonal people and you have a whole lot of transpersonal energy. It's not an easy thing to be spiritually aware of yourself and others, to see the darker side of life, of people, of everything around you - and keep going - with a smile on your face.

Both Pisces and Aquarius (your Sun/Moon and Mercury) are idealistic signs... so they really want to see the best in people.
They would want to live in a world where we are all vibrating at a higher frequency - and are more loving and kinder towards each other. When the world (as it is) becomes too ugly, drugs are an escape route.. and it's a route that just about every Neptunian in the world has taken - at least a few times!
This is not necessarily a bad thing (when we're talking about something like weed), unless things are taken too far and it becomes a serious addiction that takes over your entire life.

In all fairness, drugs and/or alcohol (when consumed in moderation) - have also had, and still have, a positive role to play in many people's lives... and in particular in the lives of artists. It's not all doom and gloom...
Things take a toxic turn when drugs are abused and become like a "quick fix" for more serious problems.. that need healing.

But enough about drugs!
I think that when life gets painful, really painful... there are important reasons for that. It's not something that happens at random, and especially not to a person who has such a transpersonal chart - like yourself.
There are many things you can learn from these experiences. Emotional pain opens up spiritual gateways that would otherwise remain locked. It's like you suddenly see things you never before realised were there - and that helps you grow and it helps you understand others - and in turn help *them* grow.
These are times in our lives when we are very creative... so if you can put all of your experiences and your emotions into a work of art - that would help you a lot on a psychological level... and it would help so *many* other people in the world who are (or were) in your shoes.. and who will feel a kinship with your experiences.
This is a big part of the transpersonal journey.. to experience all facets of life and to find ways to give others understanding and inspiration... To share with the world around you the knowledge that "we are all the same", "we are all one"...
On a deeper level... every person's pain is every other person's pain - and there is something really beautiful about the sense of connectedness in that.

posted August 12, 2015 10:33 PM            

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Originally posted by PaulMcFly:

Yeah here's my natal

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I think Leo Mars on the MC opposing moon-Mars in Aquarius, and 1st house Pluto (chart ruler) explain some run-ins with cops. Also your north node on the ASC in Scorpio...your destiny involves interaction with the public regarding deep and difficult themes. (Well, like this thread for example.)

You honestly would make a brilliant artist, with Venus-Neptune-Uranus all conjunct in late Capricorn, in the third house. So hopefully that is how you will accomplish your NN (destiny)...maybe channel these dark times into art.

Your second house Jupiter bodes well for future riches.

Just remember you're young, take it easy, don't stress out so much. It's counterproductive. Just gotta give it time...sun conjunct Saturn may take longer to develop things.

Also it would be nice if you had friends, coworkers or a partner with planets that fall in the upper half of your chart...they can help draw you out of your shell, and complement your strengths.

posted August 12, 2015 10:44 PM            

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Originally posted by Odette:
... On a more serious note...

Life is tougher for transpersonal people and you have a whole lot of transpersonal energy. It's not an easy thing to be spiritually aware of yourself and others, to see the darker side of life, of people, of everything around you - and keep going - with a smile on your face.

Both Pisces and Aquarius (your Sun/Moon and Mercury) are idealistic signs... so they really want to see the best in people.
They would want to live in a world where we are all vibrating at a higher frequency - and are more loving and kinder towards each other. When the world (as it is) becomes too ugly, drugs are an escape route.. and it's a route that just about every Neptunian in the world has taken - at least a few times!
This is not necessarily a bad thing (when we're talking about something like weed), unless things are taken too far and it becomes a serious addiction that takes over your entire life.

In all fairness, drugs and/or alcohol (when consumed in moderation) - have also had, and still have, a positive role to play in many people's lives... and in particular in the lives of artists. It's not all doom and gloom...
Things take a toxic turn when drugs are abused and become like a "quick fix" for more serious problems.. that need healing.

But enough about drugs!
I think that when life gets painful, really painful... there are important reasons for that. It's not something that happens at random, and especially not to a person who has such a transpersonal chart - like yourself.
There are many things you can learn from these experiences. Emotional pain opens up spiritual gateways that would otherwise remain locked. It's like you suddenly see things you never before realised were there - and that helps you grow and it helps you understand others - and in turn help *them* grow.
These are times in our lives when we are very creative... so if you can put all of your experiences and your emotions into a work of art - that would help you a lot on a psychological level... and it would help so *many* other people in the world who are (or were) in your shoes.. and who will feel a kinship with your experiences.
This is a big part of the transpersonal journey.. to experience all facets of life and to find ways to give others understanding and inspiration... To share with the world around you the knowledge that "we are all the same", "we are all one"...
On a deeper level... every person's pain is every other person's pain - and there is something really beautiful about the sense of connectedness in that.

Looking at your chart... my advice to you would be to stay true to yourself and what you feel you *need* to do. Trying to please everyone and live up to social expectations would be a waste of energy and would only serve to depress you.
Your purpose here - as a transpersonal individual is not "mundane", it's not a 9 to 5 job...
Your creativity is a gift and you need to share that with the world!

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posted August 12, 2015 11:48 PM            

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Originally posted by Odette:
... On a more serious note...

Life is tougher for transpersonal people and you have a whole lot of transpersonal energy. It's not an easy thing to be spiritually aware of yourself and others, to see the darker side of life, of people, of everything around you - and keep going - with a smile on your face.

Both Pisces and Aquarius (your Sun/Moon and Mercury) are idealistic signs... so they really want to see the best in people.
They would want to live in a world where we are all vibrating at a higher frequency - and are more loving and kinder towards each other. When the world (as it is) becomes too ugly, drugs are an escape route.. and it's a route that just about every Neptunian in the world has taken - at least a few times!
This is not necessarily a bad thing (when we're talking about something like weed), unless things are taken too far and it becomes a serious addiction that takes over your entire life.

In all fairness, drugs and/or alcohol (when consumed in moderation) - have also had, and still have, a positive role to play in many people's lives... and in particular in the lives of artists. It's not all doom and gloom...
Things take a toxic turn when drugs are abused and become like a "quick fix" for more serious problems.. that need healing.

But enough about drugs!
I think that when life gets painful, really painful... there are important reasons for that. It's not something that happens at random, and especially not to a person who has such a transpersonal chart - like yourself.
There are many things you can learn from these experiences. Emotional pain opens up spiritual gateways that would otherwise remain locked. It's like you suddenly see things you never before realised were there - and that helps you grow and it helps you understand others - and in turn help *them* grow.
These are times in our lives when we are very creative... so if you can put all of your experiences and your emotions into a work of art - that would help you a lot on a psychological level... and it would help so *many* other people in the world who are (or were) in your shoes.. and who will feel a kinship with your experiences.
This is a big part of the transpersonal journey.. to experience all facets of life and to find ways to give others understanding and inspiration... To share with the world around you the knowledge that "we are all the same", "we are all one"...
On a deeper level... every person's pain is every other person's pain - and there is something really beautiful about the sense of connectedness in that.

Looking at your chart... my advice to you would be to stay true to yourself and what you feel you *need* to do. Trying to please everyone and live up to social expectations would be a waste of energy and would only serve to depress you.
Your purpose here - as a transpersonal individual is not "mundane", it's not a 9 to 5 job...
Your creativity is a gift and you need to share that with the world!

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posted August 15, 2015 04:47 AM            

First of all, lay off the weed. You need to learn how to cope with the stress of real life. As another poster suggested, look into martial arts. I'm not sure what they meant about karate not being "real" martial arts. It absolutely is legit. The key is finding the style that you prefer. I really enjoyed Kung Fu as a child. It helped me cope with some extremely dark times in my life.

Secondly, you say you are pursuing a career in film. This is a very brutal industry, so don't be so hard on yourself. Keep working towards your dream one day at a time. Network as much as possible. That's the key to landing any job, especially in the film industry. It's all about who you know.

As for the cops…well, just lay low. I have no idea about the circumstances during your encounter with the cops. If you didn't argue while raising your voice or make threats, then the police were absolutely out of line for beating you. Just remember that the police are ALWAYS on edge because they never know if a routine traffic stop can turn violent. Keep your hands in plain view and stay calm. If you sound even remotely annoyed or agitated, they will perceive you as a threat. It's not always a racism thing; sometimes it's paranoia given the danger involved in their line of work. My white friend was severely beaten by a black cop because he was foolish enough to argue with the cop. The key is: be obedient and cooperative now and argue later in court or report the officer to his superior (make sure you have his badge number).