posted August 29, 2015 03:22 PM            

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Originally posted by stillatlarge:
No, he's the most special person I've ever known. I don't want to move on.

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posted August 30, 2015 07:43 AM            

I've been really specific about how this transit has affected me in other threads. Here I'll be pretty general.

We're so lucky to be Leo Asc. As painful as misunderstandings, and losses are (and many of them do not have to be permanent), there's more to the story than the actual misunderstanding itself or the losing. These hardships force to take a hard look at what we are doing with our lives and time. What value are we placing on our own time, love, and energy. Are we throwing it away? Undervaluing it? And what about others. Are we helping or hurting others? Are they helping or hurting us?

I can't remember if it's the red pill or the blue pill, but swallowing the pill that shows us the truth is the path to freedom and empowerment.

Venus retro won't be completely over until Venus crosses 0 Virgo, but she goes direct on the 5th or 6th, and we should be celebrating. We've been through the fire and now we get to decide (And who appreciates the power of decision more than us queens and kings). We get to decide to embrace our higher selves. We get to evaluate who has truly shown us love and support on our path, and we get the gift of giving back. I've been thinking about mommy

posted September 05, 2015 12:47 AM            

A friend (I once loved but never dated) came back into my life, literally showed up on my doorstep, after 3 years of silence. I am not sure yet how I feel about it because he has proven to be unreliable. It happened literally on August 4th, when Venus retrograde was conjunct Jupiter.

August 14th I "broke up" with a friend who I was secretly in love with for a very long time. I finally decided my feelings for him were inappropriate (I loved him, he just wanted to have sex with me) and since the two of us cannot seem to be "just friends," we stopped talking.

I connected with an acquaintance who is quickly becoming a friend. That started on August 18th (not sure what was happening in the sky that day). The friendship really started to deepen around August 30th. He showed up to teach me something, no doubt.

I started talking to my husband about separation. It must have come up 4 or 5 times in the month of August. I told him I felt that staying married in a monogamous situation feels like I am being forced to be someone I am not. I told him in spite of my feelings (and lust) for other people, I've stayed faithful, but it doesn't feel good. He agrees to move out, then he won't leave.

We also have a multitude of other issues that require he be more active in the relationship, but he seems to ignore my requests. In spite of his big desire to be monogamous, it's less about love and more about he just wants to control me. He doesn't give a crap about me.

Yeah, **** off your polyamorous wife some more... that's smart.

/ rant over

August was weird. For sure.

posted September 05, 2015 01:07 AM            

The roller coaster was interesting, too. The highs and lows started out as low-low (The highs were not that high at all in the beginning), but both just kept getting higher (the lows got less and less low, for a change), and now everything's just high. ^-*

posted September 05, 2015 10:06 PM            

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I've been ripped off quite a few times already and they got my medicine wrong twice and it's still not right. It's mail order and has to be kept cold and it's a big deal.
That, and a major power play on part of my aqua partner who went public with aspects of our relationship, LOL, and put our dirty laundry on display. I don't know what's gonna happen with that. Oh, and the catty b-tch that sent my partner my pm 'accidently' and then lied about it but I already had proof. I don't know what she's up to or how this is gonna play out but it's been a wild ride this month. I'm Leo sun, btw.

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Is your aspect 15 degrees ( apologies if this was stated earlier ).

I have a strong Leo aspect at that angle, and I am feeling it, after the last Pisces moon it's something I cannot ignore and something I need to conquer.

Dirty laundry is horrible - put their phone in the washer + dryer. Rinse + Repeat.

Hold your head high and get what YOU need! I am from this one... if that helps?!

posted September 05, 2015 10:09 PM            

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Originally posted by stillatlarge:
I've been ripped off quite a few times already and they got my medicine wrong twice and it's still not right. It's mail order and has to be kept cold and it's a big deal.
That, and a major power play on part of my aqua partner who went public with aspects of our relationship, LOL, and put our dirty laundry on display. I don't know what's gonna happen with that. Oh, and the catty b-tch that sent my partner my pm 'accidently' and then lied about it but I already had proof. I don't know what she's up to or how this is gonna play out but it's been a wild ride this month. I'm Leo sun, btw.

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Double Post.

posted September 08, 2015 11:25 PM            

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Originally posted by stillatlarge:
Thank you, still sucks but shows SOME light at the end of the tunnel, I think.Just maybe. When you say aspect, you mean my sun degree or what exactly? I think it's a 28.

I don't understand all that stuff-Lat, Long, Declination, house speed, or house (plac.) declination yet.

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15 degrees falls into the middle. For any fixed aspect pertaining to this degree : could be uncomfortable. Or, of course, could be quite bright!

posted September 11, 2015 10:48 AM            

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Originally posted by Selenite:
Total roller coaster but I've never been more free in my entire life!!

The roller coaster was interesting, too. The highs and lows started out as low-low (The highs were not that high at all in the beginning), but both just kept getting higher (the lows got less and less low, for a change), and now everything's just high. ^-*

Very excited. To be my true self and live my dreams..

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