posted August 21, 2015 02:03 PM            

But so far for me... All the planetary positions are acting as a mirror and its directed right at me, forcing me to look at myself and ask... "DO YOU SEE YOUR SELF BROHAN"

I mean... the message of the month has been very clear.. What I have been noticing over and over again was the fact that I should really be more considerate of others, and really work on my anger problems.. (Thank god I never had physical anger problems)

In my case, I have been way too pushy and moody at worst times possible, where close people to me have been.. trying their best to put on a smile for me despite their own emotional needs..

and to make matters worse... I thought to myself internally and expressed outwardly that judgements I have been receiving was unfair and that people I came across were always selfish and so on...

when I did express my anger outwardly... it was... beyond the point of.. not only necessary but destructive and emotionally... (I kept on arguing with people, telling them that they need to take a look at themselves, when it should have been the other way around)

to think of it now, I can't believe I had the balls to make fun of certain people within my social circle for appearing selfish, and claim that I am the one who is trying to become a better man... I just still can not believe how much of a jerk I really have been all this time :s

To make matters worse, the transits require Leos to... let go of unhealthy things... which could include self-criticism for south node 1st house individuals like me and feeling guilty a bit too much and so on but... its really hard to think clearly these days... and ignoring it and not apologizing to people that I've done wrong to is... really hard

Man.. I can't believe I was getting excited about the whole solar activation in the first house, which would lead me to meet someone important and very helpful...
I have like so much other stuff to somehow improve in the department of 'do the right thing'.. and there I was drooling of possibility of meeting a soulmate.. I really need to change.. sigh..

On the positive note, late August until mid September means new beginning for LEO ASCs and... I just hope the transits guide me towards the correct path... and that the transits this month has been so far easier for other LEO ASCs...

I really hope I didn't ruin the day but.. hopefully this post can show people, just how strong guilt can make certain people go crazy...

and... sincere thanks to Ami Anne... if you didn't warn me about my anger problems.. good god... I can't even imagine just how much worse things would have been... MUCH MUCH MORE destructive down the road...

thank you so much Ami Anne..

posted August 21, 2015 11:03 PM            

All these planets cramming my first house.

posted August 22, 2015 04:38 PM            

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Originally posted by stillatlarge:
I've been ripped off quite a few times already and they got my medicine wrong twice and it's still not right. It's mail order and has to be kept cold and it's a big deal.
That, and a major power play on part of my aqua partner who went public with aspects of our relationship, LOL, and put our dirty laundry on display. I don't know what's gonna happen with that. Oh, and the catty b-tch that sent my partner my pm 'accidently' and then lied about it but I already had proof. I don't know what she's up to or how this is gonna play out but it's been a wild ride this month. I'm Leo sun, btw.

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I totally feel you to my bones and the heart on the last part of your post....
Air sign people have been... really hard to negotiate peace with... most notably Aquarius one
After hours and hours of meditating like crazy, what I realized is that... they are just irritated by transits just like me, if not even more and
at the end of the day... smart people don't fight or argue

The realization came from strange experience that I had 2 days ago, where misunderstandings took place once again, during conversation between 5 people including myself.

For whatever reason, they thought that I was a liar and so on, and they were being very passive aggressive about it, yet very noticeably.

While I was talking to them, I had just responded as positive as I can with a genuinely happy smile on my face, because I had so much going on in my head that I didn't even know what was going on. I also praised them a lot and boosted their ego the best way I can, yet truthfully

After multiple attempts of verbal and passive aggressive put downs, they came to realize that I had no such intention of offending them and that they had misunderstandings
Before I knew it, the table turned out of nowhere, and all of sudden, the people I was talking to verbally recognized that I was the bigger man and expressed that they had misunderstood me.
Funny thing is, with this situation, I wasn't even paying attention to it, and I had no idea of what's going on until they explained the situation to me.

What I learned from this experience is that... I was better off just ignoring the negative energies being thrown at me, because as for all other situations where I genuinely tried to make things better this month, things got worse somehow no matter what.
and I thought, maybe as for this month... the lesson is that.. it always takes two hands to clap? :S

posted August 22, 2015 04:47 PM            

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Originally posted by stillatlarge:
And somebody else keeps getting credit for everything I do lately.

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As for this one, I guarantee you that credit will eventually come back to you. Because, copycats always lack the originality that you have.

At first, people will go around and take all the credits, but they will eventually have to come back to you. For example... it would be like... someone stealing your answers from your math homework. Well the people who stole it from you, they stole it because they can't do it themselves in the first place xD once they come across a similar yet different question, they will either get what they deserve, as in social humiliation or they will come back to you to learn how you solved that math question

I think.. every time somebody takes impractical short cuts to certain things... they always end up having to go back and do it the right way xD

posted August 22, 2015 04:56 PM            

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Originally posted by PixieJane:
Not bad for me, though I seem to be getting tired more easily (may just be a lot more activity going on in the summer though).

OTOH I started revamping a fiction story of mine with a new idea that made it so much better IMO and I've been readjusting my entire "first draft/outline" for it. (Working on that also makes me more mentally tired or at least distracted.)

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hmmm do you by any chance... lack contact to the sunlight or sleep??? Sleep is VERY VERY important...

posted August 22, 2015 04:57 PM            

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Originally posted by Faith:
I've probably posted more on this site per day than at any other time since I joined.

All these planets cramming my first house.

Positively I have just refused to feel bad. It's weird and unlike me to do this. But for once I have been really looking for ways to be HAPPY.

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posted August 23, 2015 12:34 AM            

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also praised them a lot and boosted their ego the best way I can

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posted August 23, 2015 12:55 AM              

I have anger problems and have been very moody. With my mom, my friends, even my boyfriend. One argument has gotten physical. I've been trying to hold it in but it definitely comes out.

I've been wondering why I've been so stressed out. I've literally gotten myself sick from constantly worrying and thinking of things that I feel are out of my control.

posted August 23, 2015 01:41 AM            

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Do you find Aquas need that more than Leo's even? It seems to me they do [/B]

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Hmm... for me I felt that.. they didn't necessarily.. need the ego boost and so on, but it just really felt like.. one second, they appreciated the fact that I geniuinely tried to cheer them up (All aquas did verbally mention this), to the next second.. where they start really doubting my agenda, and retaliate passive aggressively..

As for this one Aqua, it got to a point where he thought I put poison or something in the drink that I offered him.. he was like if you don't drink it first, I won't drink it :s
So I just drank it and proved that there is nothing fishy coming from me :s
I honestly understand them though, because I myself am going through volatile ups and downs of... optimism and this weird fear that the whole world is conspiring against me

posted August 23, 2015 01:55 AM            

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Originally posted by goddessofthemoon:
My month has been very stressful.

I have anger problems and have been very moody. With my mom, my friends, even my boyfriend. One argument has gotten physical. I've been trying to hold it in but it definitely comes out.

I've been wondering why I've been so stressed out. I've literally gotten myself sick from constantly worrying and thinking of things that I feel are out of my control.

I don't really keep up with transits but it's nice to know I'm not alone.

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I am really sorry... I honestly feel you too..because I actually got beat up by someone drunk as well... thanks to the warnings that transits gave me, I only took the punches without fighting back and.. peace was easily made on this one.. pheww

On the positive note.. August 26~29 and new beginning caused by mid september transits look very promising!! Stay strong!!

posted August 25, 2015 09:29 PM            

I do have plenty of other transits going on to contribute to the insanity, but it's been entirely overwhelming.

Also, while Jupiter has been in my 1h, I've gained about 25 lb. It's good that I was very thin/wiry to begin with, I guess.

But...pretty much everything in my chart is getting hit by an outer planet right now, so I'm not sure if I should blame all of this craziness on my Leo placements.

posted August 25, 2015 10:57 PM            

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Originally posted by stillatlarge:
crying my eyes out

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What happened....

posted August 27, 2015 02:17 AM            

Sleep...that's debatable. I used to be able to go a lot longer without sleep when I was younger.

posted August 27, 2015 02:36 AM            

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Originally posted by stillatlarge:
This person is claiming that I'm "talking sh-t" behind their back when I've never said one bad thing about him ever. I adore him. I cover for him and protect his reputation and feelings but it's gotten so bad he's calling me a snake. He said somebody told him this on the phone but I don't talk to any of the people it could be, only text or email. Why doesn't he demand to see that if it's true? Why won't he say WHAT I've said that's so bad? I think there is a paranoia and a trust issue and he's fishing more than anything to see what I might have said. Anyway, he took action against me and then I took action back and dropped out of the group and stuff like that. He's texted me for four hours straight saying how two faced I am. At first it seemed like he thought I was gonna suck up and come back but when I say that I haven't said anything,that he was blackmailing me by threatening to put our personal msgs out there, that I hadn't retaliated and said a lot of things that would seriously harm his reputation and turn these people against him and Iiii wouldn't HAVE to lie, it just degenerates. He tried to text me again last night and I just told him that I loved him, I wouldn't hurt him, asked him to please see that, and that I was praying for him and that was all I had to say. I just pray he comes to his senses and this lying scumbag is exposed if somebody IS lying to him. I think he's actually feeling rejected and that that's what's behind a lot of it. He's an Aqua, btw. Very very stubborn. I love him with all my heart and I can't just let this go. I keep hoping one of our acquaintances will talk to him and make him see how ridiculous this is. I'm a Leo. I don't do things like he's accusing me of. It hurts that he accuses me of it.

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posted August 27, 2015 09:29 AM            

i've been having really intense dreams, and waking up sweating. my room has AC, so not sure why i am sweating? my heart is heavy, it feels like ALOT of old emotions are coming out..so i start breathing deep just to let them out.

posted August 27, 2015 10:11 AM            

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Originally posted by Venusincap89:
I totally feel you to my bones and the heart on the last part of your post....
Air sign people have been... really hard to negotiate peace with... most notably Aquarius one
After hours and hours of meditating like crazy, what I realized is that... they are just irritated by transits just like me, if not even more and
at the end of the day... smart people don't fight or argue

The realization came from strange experience that I had 2 days ago, where misunderstandings took place once again, during conversation between 5 people including myself.

For whatever reason, they thought that I was a liar and so on, and they were being very passive aggressive about it, yet very noticeably.

While I was talking to them, I had just responded as positive as I can with a genuinely happy smile on my face, because I had so much going on in my head that I didn't even know what was going on. I also praised them a lot and boosted their ego the best way I can, yet truthfully

After multiple attempts of verbal and passive aggressive put downs, they came to realize that I had no such intention of offending them and that they had misunderstandings
Before I knew it, the table turned out of nowhere, and all of sudden, the people I was talking to verbally recognized that I was the bigger man and expressed that they had misunderstood me.
Funny thing is, with this situation, I wasn't even paying attention to it, and I had no idea of what's going on until they explained the situation to me.

What I learned from this experience is that... I was better off just ignoring the negative energies being thrown at me, because as for all other situations where I genuinely tried to make things better this month, things got worse somehow no matter what.
and I thought, maybe as for this month... the lesson is that.. it always takes two hands to clap? :S

but I am curious, what sign is your sun in?

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Venus, i've been in your situation with group of friends and misunderstanding. I know it's very hard to not react, but it's even more healthier for yourself to NOT react. it's going to be a challenge, and this will be part of your big lesson, but just disconnect yourself and go within like you are with meditation.

i've tried to explain my side of the story with friends, tried to compromise, tried and tried... in the end, the only person that was exhausted was me!

never explain, never complain is my motto and it's been working out just fine!

when we react, we keep building karma, this has been shown to me through my south node in pisces.

hope this helps out.

posted August 27, 2015 02:11 PM            

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Originally posted by bluestskies88:
Venus, i've been in your situation with group of friends and misunderstanding. I know it's very hard to not react, but it's even more healthier for yourself to NOT react. it's going to be a challenge, and this will be part of your big lesson, but just disconnect yourself and go within like you are with meditation.

i've tried to explain my side of the story with friends, tried to compromise, tried and tried... in the end, the only person that was exhausted was me!

never explain, never complain is my motto and it's been working out just fine!

when we react, we keep building karma, this has been shown to me through my south node in pisces.

hope this helps out.

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