posted September 26, 2015 01:29 PM            

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Originally posted by Sheldon Renee Widuch:
The actual first meeting occurred during the Solar Eclipse and any unexpected news or experiences during an Eclipse are solid, concrete usually there is no changing it and sets off a series of domino effects, how this will manifest is the diving into the Great Mystery.

The relationship breakthrough from the Dreamtime into Realtime is concrete. I showed up empty handed and was taken care of from angels (people I do not know who are connected to Source) who escorted me first into The Roxy where their were long lines and tickets were sold out. He was playing in a band I held a safe space and witnessed him expressing himself in his most creative real self, his inner child came out to play, doing what he loves most. (Sun/Moon midpoint/Mars). Then as soon as I wanted to share this amazing experience with people I know by phone (they are following my story) my phone went bizarre and I felt like I was hit over the head and in the stomach with a cosmic 2 x 4. Then everything went very weird and I left.

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Not wanting to rain on your parade, but were you even introduced to each other? did he even acknowledge your presence out of all the other people there?

posted September 26, 2015 04:32 PM            

I went back to Australia and my marriage ended. His also ended and a year later we met again. And then again, and again - in Turkey, New York. It was like - we couldn't not keep colliding with each other. We married about 3 years later.

I'm just going to share my personal take on it - take what works, leave the rest...

TF is an energy - not a person. Anyone can carry or manifest TF energy when paired with another person. It's a catalytic energy. This means - that you meet someone and you two manifest TF energy between you and it will catalyze the CRAP out of both of you - to bring you closer to a union with yourself. You are NEVER going to be in a healthy relationship, with that person or anyone, until you are healthy with yourself. The TF energy throws that in your face like a mack truck - so that you can address it and heal whatever needs healing.

It also...DOES catalyse gifts and abilities. My entire psychic gate blew open when I met my husband for the first time. Oh I ran all right... like - wth is happening to my LIFE?

You couldn't LIVE that way with the other person and the catalytic energy long-term. Like tops, 2 weeks. I'm serious. You will fight, make love, fight, make love, fight.... and it's exhAUSting. You trigger each other to the point of crazy.

The telepathy, shared dream time, ability to remote view each other - all of that is real. You share a Higher connection - but it's not the TF energy that makes that true... you just have a soul connection and the TF energy catalyses your recognition of this.

My (eventual) husband and I had to spend years apart, healing our own issues, and phase out the TF energy and mellow into soul mate energy. This is based on an equal union of respect and interdependence. We can still bring up the TF energy for specific purposes...but after 2 hours, we need to "put it away" or it gets too intense. We absolutely still have the telepathy and shared dreams and all that - but it's not something that triggers us or that we really focus on.

All the experiences you've been having - I've no doubt you are experiencing TF energy. However (!) the point of this is to wake you up to getting the most deep and clear relationship with yourself that you can - more than you ever have before - open up to and embrace your gifts - figure out how to use them in service to others, and if you're meant to be with this guy - trust that you will be when the time is right.

Otherwise, I've seen it before that people get so obsessed with the other person and the idea of a relationship that they miss the boat of the "larger picture" and waste YEARS (not kidding) of their life pining away, looking for signs and basically tormenting themselves to the point of crazy as to WHY they aren't "with" their twin.

Good luck with it all and I wish you a loving journey.

posted September 27, 2015 01:57 AM            

Published on Sep 23, 2014 www.youtube.com/watch?v=vs-kxlUA1XI

Dear Twin Flame Soulmate,

When I open and surrender to my twin soulmate resonance
He brings me deep down under
Where my naked truth lies revealed

As creative genius flows through us
into the world on behalf of humanity
the quality of our sharing saturates us

as we break the sound barrier
dancing on the dark-side of the moon
in pure present resonance of us

"I AM my beloved I AM presence, invoking the full power of the Solar Violet Flame and the Twin Soul Flame process to transmute cause, core, effect, record and memory of every thought, feeling, word, deed, belief or action we have ever expressed in any time frame or dimension, both known and unknown which reflects poverty consciousness, lack or limitation of any kind.or reflects anything less than the infinite perfection of God’s Divine Love.”. Patricia Diane Cota-Robles

posted September 27, 2015 03:16 AM            

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Originally posted by Belage:
^^^ With all due respect, your story illustrates perfectly the point I was trying to make. There were CONCRETE contacts and MUTUAL interactions between you and this man by phone/emails for years before you two actually MET in person, as in being introduced and actually acknowledging each other's presence. This is way different from going to see someone play in a club, sit in the audience and thinking "woohoo we finally met in person."

But, what do I know? I am going to refrain from giving my opinion from now on regarding this and let people go through whatever karmic thing they are going through.

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Well...I never said it was the same
scenario, just that the tf energy vibe is all over what she's writing. I've counseled many people through this and you get a feel for it.
My husband and I had those work contacts in 2001 and then I moved to Australia and never even thought of him until we met in 2011. At first I didnt even connect the dots that it was my former colleague.

Also with twin energy, Before you even meet the person, you feel that there is this part of you that has been there all your life(s) but other than in dreamstate, you never meet. It just becomes a running background thing. I think certain soul mates feel that too.
So before you meet, it's common to start having dreams and contacts with an energy that starts to introduce you to certain concepts and get you in a type of synchronicity with the other person.
Like this woman said she was dreaming of Shiva.
I would say, she's probably been dreaming of/accessing her higher self and this fella is doing the same, and there is a type of shared connection there.

When I was 17 and when my husband was 17, long before we would ever have any contact, we both were introduced to an energy called Andrea. In dreamstate and psychic vision. We went around talking to her all our lives not understanding that it's our shared Higher Self.

A year after we met, he showed me a drawing he had made of his vision of Andrea 20 years ago and it freaked me out so much that I stopped talking to him for a couple of weeks because I couldn't understand it. It was exactly how I saw her.

There is absolutely no guarantee that these things turn into relationships or even should... As I said. It's about a higher self love union type of thing first. Most people I know who meet a tf energy do not end up together, but the still have a deep spiritual connection with the person through their heart energy for life, and can even help each other out in this way with no physical contact.

But I would be curious to know why contracts and tf energy can't coexist? I mean, yeah, I'm pretty sure we contacted all right! What would be wrong with those concepts both being true?

posted September 27, 2015 03:41 AM            

Just - I hope you won't be devastated if things don't evolve into a real physical relationship between you. A lot of times it's just not meant to. But you can still get a lot of positive healing and creative energy from the experience.

I know people who have met under similar circumstances as you - and one woman even followed the man around the country for YEARS when he was "on tour" playing music. It became a torture for her - because yes, they were connecting at concerts and stuff - but he was unwilling to ever take it any further than that. However, she continued to have VIVID dreamstate and psychic state conversation and etc with him (well, with his higher energy - him as the dude walking around probably is not tuned into that at all).
So it just kind of took a lot of years of her life away because she was so far down in this rabbit hole that she lost her own way so to speak. Very painful for her.

So...wishing you a loving experience, but also to be careful... these things are, if anything, deep matters of the heart and soul and there is a real risk that it can go to an obsessive and painful place.

posted September 27, 2015 03:11 PM            

I had an older brother George who died at one day old and he was always my secret telepathy best friend since I was born (George has a star of david natal birth chart with the ascendant though, so not a real one) I was born right after him I was called Renee (reborn) My mother would tell me he was my twin and guardian angel. I realized last year I am George. Last year Solar Return I had a natal lunar return and the Solar Eclipse October 2014 transited my natal and Solar return Moon at 0 Scorpio. This Year I have an ascendant return in Aquarius 17 to my natal ascendant 17 Aquarius.

Thank you for guiding me to hopefully hit the target of the Lunar Eclipse today so I can finally move forward to be in a healthy relationship to Everything again in the material world. Bloody 2nd house Eclipse me Open to Source! Focusing on the Sun Natal Libra 4 Mars in the 8th house Hack back what rightful belongs to me, like my personal property and house in Bali or replace it with something better and of more value. The money invested in that house was my inheritance from my Grandmother (father).

I know this has to be right....this TF Experience is only to trigger soul wounds because what TF or soulmate or family or friends or Island of the Gods would leave someone homeless, living from place to place, living on General Relief, without a car or money when I actually have those things people stole from me, we will not talk numbers we will just say 6 digits. Where is my lawyer? Who cares when the system is corrupt... waste of time and energy thats right. Then you start working finally and they pull the General Relief how can anybody be expected to recover? Bali you got it all, Everything, including my health.

I do know why actually…because there are those who take advantage of situations and people who ruin it for those who could actually use some assistance for the first time in their life. And like Belage says why are you talking about world events lets get down to the nitty gritty of concrete facts Good Call! For example as a mirror…..Why does it appear everyone is raising donations for Nepal victims and other global situations when there is someone right next to you who feels neglected. And why did I have false arrests in three countries and you still smear it over the internet I am the criminal when we are all clear on legal paper the truth! This abuse has to stop. (ascendant return in Aquarius 17 to my natal ascendant)

will say this once and for all, "What rightfully belongs to me Hack it back or electronically transfer into my bank account something of greater value. Magnetically Soul Pulling on that Note” I actually ran into Balinese two nights ago at LAX, imagine that…what an opportunity for healing which means clarifying what is right and what is wrong. I say a special thank you to the stranger I met yesterday who gave me a US$2 for good luck.

I checked the asteroid Siva and I just want to cry in laughter and then deep sadness diving into the release cry of both at the same time.

My Telephus 1 Leo/ Isis 4 Leo conjunct his Siva 28 Cancer in my 6th house. Wholly Shiva!!!

My Siva 19 Capricorn r conjunct His (the trigger guy) South Node 20 Capricorn
and wide conjunction to his Moon 14 /Isis 15 Capricorn in his 6th house.

The composite has Siva 24 /Isis 25 Libra in the 6th house. ISIS?

His Telephus 27/Venus 26 /Mercury 25 /Wisdom 24 Taurus conjunct MY Antereos Love Returned 25 / Psyche Soul Love 26.

Honestly I hope this does not go any further and this Eclipse can cleanse this personal and collective unconscious wound regarding the psychopath and the holocaust and unrequited fake love out of my life story and the energy matrix of the planet and Mother Earth. They call it the Stockholm Syndrome. They give you little nuggets to keep you hooked in however its just a psychological massage which gives the illusion its delivering what it says it is. Just like redirected URLs on a rouge sever.

I also met someone in 2001 who I thought was my Soulmate and it was a 5 year journey which ended with me deciding the Soulmate perfect, not perfect, but perfect for me does not exist to be physical or sexual or mutual, it was only a long distance romantic business relationship and I did have the time of my life with him growing and learning about myself, the only disappointment was I did have another romantic opportunity I passed on which I do regret.

My friends gave me an intervention to learn to date several people at the same time until there is a commitment, not my style but I tried to learn. I moved on to live and breath my dreams come true on my own Arrived! humming along..My tagline for my business was…Don’t Just Dream, Experience it! I felt one with the universe in and out of romantic good relationships, short and sweet... until a massive test of soul hit me like glass shattering to my business. Oh my Siva the destroyer of illusion set me free especially from the covert hypnosis of what is real and what is not.

Thank you for listening and Happy Blood Moon Lunar Eclipse in Aries 4.

posted November 01, 2015 11:07 PM            

Here is one which I can not resist to share......I went to a pro bono legal conference in DTLA to address some of my "false arrests" to hopefully find some legal counsel to get clearance for my defamation of character and I met a woman who was also there to seek some help. She has won the Publishers Clearing House Jackpot and has a case of identity theft as someone is stealing all of her winnings directly from her bank and is also experiencing a type of trapped inside.... The Twilight Zone!

In a very weird strange kind of Happy Halloween way, I am glad I am not alone. One of my false arrests was in Southport Queensland by the way in June 2015 for obstructing police and false identity. WTF?

posted November 04, 2015 12:52 PM            

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Originally posted by Sheldon Renee Widuch:
All Astrology aside there have been many other strange synchronicities since I last wrote here but I will save it all for a book or film script. So spooky! The plot thickens....

Here is one which I can not resist to share......I went to a pro bono legal conference in DTLA to address some of my "false arrests" to hopefully find some legal counsel to get clearance for my defamation of character and I met a woman who was also there to seek some help. She has won the Publishers Clearing House Jackpot and has a case of identity theft as someone is stealing all of her winnings directly from her bank and is also experiencing a type of trapped inside.... The Twilight Zone!

In a very weird strange kind of Happy Halloween way, I am glad I am not alone. One of my false arrests was in Southport Queensland by the way in June 2015 for obstructing police and false identity. WTF?

A too good to be true story especially how I got there in the first place. Too be continued....

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posted November 09, 2015 12:08 PM            

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Originally posted by Sheldon Renee Widuch:
I think I just might publish a book called, "Conversations with Shiva."

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Timelapse August 2011
This direct “communication” began after I found playing cards on the ground ( My inner child has a thing for finding sand-dollars and lucking money on the ground…. first I found the Ace of Spades, then the Ace of Clubs and finally the Ace of Diamonds on the special day to celebrate money a significant Hindu ceremony. I found these cards over a four day period, in different locations in Bali just laying on the ground. I decided to check the Destiny Cards to see what was going on. I then discovered by chance I was in the Ace of Hearts time period. This voice started talking to me but I ignored it thinking it was my own crazy monkey mind. I started listening when he convinced me he was real and we started our relationship when he was able to prove it by telling me where the memory stick I was frantically looking for. I had lost it after I photographed a bunch of mystical experiences. Sure enough it was exactly where he told me it was even after I had looked there a hundred times. He was so funny….he asked, “Why is it that... what you are looking for is always the last place you look?” “Duh!”, I said…."cause when it finds you, you stop looking for it~!” We roared in laugher and he started to be able to touch me…literally. He said he name was Shiva and we should start filming this process and adventure we are on, I called a camera guy immediately and we began shooting September 2011.

2013 Johnny Depp to announce the winning of the reality TV Show. Depp will select the winner of "Chinese Dream" on Friday and will bring the young Chinese contestant on a trip to Hollywood. Chinese Dream started life in 2011.

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Originally posted by Sheldon Renee Widuch:
I think I just might publish a book called, "Conversations with Shiva."

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LOS ANGELES, CA, November 5, 2015 – AFI FEST 2015 presented by Audi announces today that a new event has been added to the festival
– A Conversation with Director Scott Cooper and Johnny Depp. I WAS THERE.
http://afifestpress.afi.com/press-releases/afi-fest-2015-presented-by-audi-announcesa-conversation-with-director-scott-cooper-and-johnny-depp-sponsored-by-vizio-and-in-partnership- with-variety

too be continued…...

posted November 09, 2015 09:56 PM            

6.8-magnitude earthquake in Chile on November 7, 2015. This quake took place in the same approximate region as a much more powerful quake, two months ago on September 16, 2015. (The Roxy and last time we attempted to talk privately)

MEDFORD, Okla. (AP) — A series of moderate earthquakes continues to shake northern Oklahoma, near the Kansas border. The quakes come after 17 earthquakes were recorded in the area from Friday night November 6, 2015 through Saturday afternoon November 7, 2015.( Its not a typo 17 earthquakes in 24 hours and better to change slowly rather than abruptly....)

The region saw nine quakes yesterday, November 8, 2015. Of these, one was recorded in North Sumatra region in Indonesia while others have been recorded in and around the Andaman and Nicobar islands.

Sunday, November 8, 2015, 2:19 PM - The day after a Magnitude 6.8 earthquake rattled Chile, Indonesia has seen two tremors of more than Magnitude 6.0, along with several other quakes. At least five earthquakes have shaken Indonesia in recent hours, the USGS reported, adding that the strongest, with a magnitude of 6.1 on the Richter scale, struck only 81 kilometers from the nearest city.

From my browser these series of earth changes world-wide just started in unison. I didn't find one article combining them all yet.

posted November 23, 2015 05:25 PM            

JOHNNY DEPP - VANESSA PARADIS
his Isis conjuncts her True Node
his Isis quinkunx her Isis
her Isis quinkunx his Moon
her Isis conjuncts his AC

Johnny Depp ~ Sheldon Renee Widuch
His Isis/Moon opposite her Osiris/Sun/Sirius/Solar Logos within 2 degrees!

Sun/Moon midpoint conjunct each others MARS. Double Whammy. Boom.

posted November 23, 2015 05:38 PM            

November 20, 2013

"I have been hit by a car in London! Please call my lawyer in Beverly Hills! Send the TV series treatment to my agent United Talent" No, No, No the other news is "death hoaxes!" I will release an article front cover to attempt to stop the death hoax!"

Ok I will clear everything on a spiritual level. I called your attorney and agent and sent to them by my iCloud account the treatment for the TV series!

posted November 23, 2015 06:08 PM            

funny thing I am in love with Jorge! Please take my 5th house light up! and leave me alone with Jorge. thanks!

Please take and reap all the benefits or my work....Awards are due. Please leave me alone. thank you..

posted November 23, 2015 06:42 PM            

Oh sorry....98/7
and then 144!
Oh 144 thousand "chosen" NOT leaders to show everyone the way like a trend setter. WE do ALL the work and YOU make ALL the money. ******** .

SOUL: All Vowels... 43/7

34, 55, 89, 144 .......

posted November 23, 2015 07:52 PM            

Amnesia?!