posted October 28, 2015 08:47 PM            

I promise to reveal all, but can you figure out the event, what happen, how it changed me??

The synastry of me and the event is attached, I'm on the inside, event time may be off a 1 or 2 at the most.

posted October 28, 2015 11:54 PM            

1. Your Pluto conjunct NN: Some kind of transformation. Something come to an end, but something deep inside of you and now, your path is be a new one woman.

2. Your Neptune conjunct Saturn: Have to see the reality maybe in two ways: One for became your dreams reality or two, for don't let yourself fool again... I have this transit too right now...

posted October 29, 2015 01:00 PM            

Nice to see you, by the way, Lioness.

posted October 29, 2015 01:48 PM            

I'm just wondering if it's love related because your progressed Venus is near a 2° conjunction with your natal Sun, which definitely shows this is an important time in your life. That progressed conjunction is also forming a trine to your Chiron and the event Midheaven, so that looks beautiful and healing.

I see lots of 9th house activation. Your Chart ruler Neptune in 9th being part of that yod with your Cancer Venus in 4th and event Moon in your 2nd. The event NN is on your 9th ruler Pluto, so that's major transformation related to your 9th house. A marriage? Did you change religions? With your 4th Venus and 9th Neptune being set off by that yod and event Mars squaring your 9th Neptune, and event NN on your 9th ruler whatever it was involved 9th house matters heavily I believe. Maybe you moved to another country or far from where you previously lived?

I hope it wasn't something that hurt you. The Pluto-N.Node/Ceres-N.Node activation may indicate some form of loss was felt. Transformation for sure, but maybe one that caused a sense of loss. It could ultimately be healing and nurturing, but may not feel like that at the time. Whatever it was, with your p.Venus conj. n.Sun and n.Moon, trining Chiron, then I think love and healing will be involved ultimately. I hope, anyway.

Edit: I just noticed you said you were changed physically, too. Hmm... both natal and event Chiron are in your 1st house, so that makes sense. With it being involved in that important trine with p. Venus and n.Sun-n.Moon, and the event Moon being in Taurus and your 2nd house, then it does seem to show something happened that involved your physical self and sense of identity, something that involved your sense of self-worth. So, that and 9th house activation and Neptune.

posted October 29, 2015 04:55 PM            

quote:

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Originally posted by Aunt Anomalia:
You realized you were a man inside and you decided to celebrate it with having facial hair tattooed on your face?

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posted October 29, 2015 07:21 PM            

I think wild horse was the closets, however didn't really pinpoint it. But gave me a different insight into the matter.

posted October 29, 2015 08:27 PM            

The day of the supermoon, I put my gem stones in the moonlight to increase its power, recharge so to speak. The gem is to increase finances.
I thought hey the position is with more money, so maybe putting these under the supermoon, will help, right!!!

Well not really!

The next day, was just a bad day, work was just stressful. Later I had to take my son to back to school night, I just really didn't want to go, feeling i shouldn't go.
But as a mother, you still do what you have to do.

On the way to the school, BAM,BAM, my whole life changed in seconds time.
I heard a bam, and I could only see the white light.

I instantly thought I died, but how, what happen!! I realized the white wasn't a light, it was the airbag.
Out of no where, I was involved in a very bad head on collision. My car was totaled with over 20k of damages.
My son was ok, perfect, I was taken to the hospital.

Physically I have injuries and will be in physical therphy for months. Also I haven't been able to move my left arm since the accident. Neptune got its hand in there, as doc can't see the injury yet. So I still don't know why my arm is just stuck.

Mentally:
I don't know how to explain it.
My kids and Career has always been top priority, however not any more, career just doesn't matter, yes livihood maters, but working for the "man" your not really working for you, your working for others to succeed. I'm only been used so others can succeed, and get rich.

Once my recovery is completed, I plan on quitting my career, and just doing something more meaningful, more for me.

When you get sick, or in an accident, you really find out who really cares for you. The truth smacks you.

posted October 29, 2015 08:30 PM            

As for the position, I interviewed when I was feeling awful, it went horribly wrong!! It could have been
"How NOT to get a promotion video"

posted October 29, 2015 11:31 PM            

another chance for you, Leo. It's never too late!

posted October 30, 2015 12:01 AM            

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Originally posted by Orange:
oh wow!
I didnt expect that.

another chance for you, Leo. It's never too late!

Did the Fish man come to see you? He surely have?

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posted October 30, 2015 12:26 AM            

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Originally posted by Lioness:

Yeah, imagine my shock, completely unexpected.
And,
No he did not, just that hope you get better soon text.
It really hurt to, cuz he was the one person, that said would be here for me no matter what. Well that's didn't happen. I've already told him, I'm changed, and want nothing more to do with him. He calls me, but I don't answer..

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posted October 30, 2015 12:55 AM            

I'm sorry about the accidents. About the gem stones, I dont think what you say is true. Yes, you asked for something, but then things happened. And you react to these energies by trying to push yourself when you didn't feel well. It wasn't your fault, but it was a message from the universe for hopefully a better you.

Without this incident, you wouldn't be able to see people for who they are.

posted October 30, 2015 01:39 AM            

His stellum Mars-Pluto-Jupiter-Valentine is hit by Asc of the event, his Sun is hit by NN of the event (exact!), his Uranus hit by event's NN, his Saturn hit by event's vertex, and his moon it's touching by Chiron...

He still in very emotional pain (Chiron-Moon) he feels responsible of that death.

I guess NN transits are very important in turnovers in our lives

posted October 30, 2015 06:58 PM            

I know your life will be better and you will be happier once this is over. Consider this the 'stop' of your previous life, and the 'start' of your new one.

By the way, I was looking for your chart in my files from your consult 5 years ago, and I cannot find it. May have overlooked it, but if you want to resend your birth data, you can do that. Any type of reading or input you want, however big or small, its one me -- no charge. kannonmcafee [at] gmail [dot] com

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The Declinations Guy

posted October 30, 2015 07:01 PM            

If you can see the bigger meaning behind this event, then all the better...
I hope you will start to take care of yourself more and listen to your heart's desires.

posted October 30, 2015 08:45 PM            

I will be in thearpy maybe 6 months, that doesn't include what ever is wrong with my arm.

Kannon that's really kind and sweet of you thank you, I will send u an email later on, let me think on it a bit.