posted February 23, 2016 12:46 PM            

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Originally posted by Selenite:
I am the epitome of this. I could basically just list every single aspect I have and they would all be relevant.. I think the most telling is the fire grand trine between Sun/Mercury, Moon, Mars, all in fire houses, with Mars exactly square to Jupiter, and Pluto by 2deg.

Oddly enough Mars is in Virgo but it completes the trine because it's at zero degrees. It's opposite Saturn but by 6 degrees, and I think this is actually very descriptive of the lessons I've grown into. I'm only 21 but the older I get, the more I feel that opposition, and the more I am forced to pay attention to it.

I have somehow managed to achieve some things I've really wanted to, but my lack of consistency is the bane of my existence. I basically have to trick myself into feeling completely passionate about every single day, so that I don't stupidly rebel against my own life. I realize that routine is necessary, but even good routines make me depressed and crazy enough to ruin everything I set up for myself. Neptune and Uranus in the 6th square Moon pretty much sums that up.

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posted February 23, 2016 06:42 PM            

Emphasis to water ssigns, emphasis to 12th H, Many/Heavy/Strong Neptune or Uranus aspects.

I am a person with low lever energy and huge boredom..
I am an overthinker and I prefer to imagine things than living them..
I start something today and I want the results yesterday..

I have Neptune (ruler of my Moon in Pisces) in 7th h, opposit my ASC and my Sun
(I prefer imagining how nice things would be with someone I've fallen for than actually living it)

Uranus in 6th H, opposing my Sun and ASC.. I wish I didn't have this... honestly..
I can not even bare the thought of cooking, cleaning and working everyday..
This thought is enough for me to find no point in my life..
I want to be wealthy just to hire someone to do all these boring routine things for me..
I am desparately trying to THINK how I 'll get wealthy enough..

posted February 23, 2016 09:26 PM            

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Originally posted by Enneline:
I don't think that you lack discipline or stamina- i think the latter resp. the impression that you lack stamina is caused by your neptune & uranus in 6h. An ordinary daily routine or job is NOT for you. You need something very special to make your life precious in your eyes. You need this and not discipline for routines. Of course you would always need some discipline in every area and also a spiritual concealer who has hired a helping hand to iron his clothes would need to discipline himself to go to the Supermarket.
But as i said. Neptune & uranus in the 6h need something very special; it's a waste of energy if you don't consider this. Don't waste your time & energy to become as structured as a book-keeper or something. That is not for you.

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Wow, thanks for your reply Enneline! This is exactly how I tend to see it.. Unfortunately this explanation doesn't go over too well with my school or the people around me who think I'm terrible at functioning in general. The other day I said to my boyfriend that I need some kind of 'progressive' schedule where I can be 'on' for 1 week and 'off' (doing my own thing) on the next... He said I'd have to be getting a doctorate degree to be allowed do anything close to that.. :lol:

I DO waste so much energy trying to fit into some semblance of structure. It makes me depressed every time (squared to my Moon). Still trying to learn the balance. Luckily I think my lifestyle will work out in the end..