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Topic: Sexual Assault from Mother... Any signs?
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XzaultaX Knowflake Posts: 111 From: Your mind Registered: Feb 2016
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posted April 02, 2016 02:54 AM
When i was really young about 4 or 5 years old... My mom used to "touch" me in those places. I thought it was fine, because she was my mother, she basicly knew everything. The memory for some reason the memory stuck on to me, but about a few months ago the memory came up then i realized... My mom sexualy assaulted me.Are there any signs in a natal chart that might indicate this? And my moon (6th house) is aspected by Exact Moon square Neptune (3rd H) 8 orb Moon oppositon Venus (11th H) 9 orb Moon square Jupiter (9th H) 2 orb Moon trine Chiron (2nd H) Thanks ------------------ AC- Scorpio Sun- Scorpio Moon- Taurus IP: Logged |
athenegoddess Knowflake Posts: 5929 From: Registered: Aug 2011
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posted April 02, 2016 04:28 AM
Can you please post your chart?IP: Logged |
XzaultaX Knowflake Posts: 111 From: Your mind Registered: Feb 2016
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posted April 02, 2016 12:21 PM
http://imgur.com/sn6XRpi here it isIP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 67023 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted April 02, 2016 12:23 PM
I had this and you CAN see it in the chart. Look for the child asteroid, Nessus and Dejanira. Thank you for sharing, too, my dear Friend.------------------ Want to Read Simple, Fun,Sexy Articles on Astrology? Check Me Out, DUDE. http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
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Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 67023 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted April 02, 2016 12:24 PM
Look up the asteroid nemesis. I have it conjunct my Moon. You may, too------------------ Want to Read Simple, Fun,Sexy Articles on Astrology? Check Me Out, DUDE. http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
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Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 67023 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted April 02, 2016 12:45 PM
Also, the asteroid Ixxion is evil.Stick in these few asteroids and see what you get. I have Nessus oppose Child, close to exact. ------------------ Want to Read Simple, Fun,Sexy Articles on Astrology? Check Me Out, DUDE. http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
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mirage29 Knowflake Posts: 5247 From: us Registered: May 2012
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posted April 02, 2016 01:32 PM
Are you a male, or female, XzaultaX?IP: Logged |
XzaultaX Knowflake Posts: 111 From: Your mind Registered: Feb 2016
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posted April 02, 2016 01:38 PM
quote: Originally posted by mirage29: Are you a male, or female, XzaultaX?
Im a male and thank you Ami IP: Logged |
XzaultaX Knowflake Posts: 111 From: Your mind Registered: Feb 2016
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posted April 02, 2016 01:53 PM
I have Nessus conjunct Dejanara Its the sex offender asteroid and the victim asteroid. This explains a little thank you Ani Anne IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 67023 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted April 02, 2016 01:59 PM
quote: Originally posted by XzaultaX: I have Nessus conjunct Dejanara Its the sex offender asteroid and the victim asteroid. This explains a little thank you Ani Anne
Yes and I bet there are other asteroids conj the Moon, which is your mother. Check out Ixxion
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XzaultaX Knowflake Posts: 111 From: Your mind Registered: Feb 2016
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posted April 02, 2016 02:04 PM
quote: Originally posted by Ami Anne: Yes and I bet there are other asteroids conj the Moon, which is your mother. Check out Ixxion [/B]
No Ixion doesnt conjunct any planets it doesnt really have any major aspects to it
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ReadingTheStars95 Knowflake Posts: 1080 From: Registered: Jun 2014
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posted April 02, 2016 02:57 PM
I'm really sorry to hear about this.I know I already mentioned it in another forum.. But, that Moon square Neptune says a lot. Not to mention how close the orbs are on that aspect. There's also a chance that the angles may be a bit different too. (There is the theory that sometimes the exact moment of birth isn't necessarily when the Soul enters the body..) Which could possibly put your Sun in the 12th house, and possibly make that Moon-Neptune square even closer. Venus square Neptune and even possibly Moon opposite Venus are other possible points of significance. IP: Logged |
FmVenusWLove Knowflake Posts: 373 From: It's cold here Registered: Jan 2015
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posted April 02, 2016 02:58 PM
You may want to look at your Synastry with your mother too for more clues/information. No red flags jump out at me when looking at your chart here, but I am not a professional - perhaps tendencies for abuse and blurred boundaries can be found in her chart as well.IP: Logged |
Faith Knowflake Posts: 16908 From: Bella's Hair Salon Registered: Jul 2011
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posted April 02, 2016 04:00 PM
Is your relationship with her very bad now? quote: When i was really young about 4 or 5 years old.
Very little children may get touched in "those places" just for hygiene reasons, until they can handle everything on their own. There is a transition period where they start needing privacy while still needing assistance. Like my young son doesn't want me in the bathroom when he takes a bath (privacy) but he wants me there because he's used to it and feels more secure with me running the water, managing the bubbles and whatever. I remember feeling violated when I got the chicken pox while staying at a friend's house for a week, when I was about five. His mother (my mother's good friend) wanted me to undress to count my pox to see if was indeed chicken pox or something on my arms, so she asked me to undress. I stoutly refused and it was this big argument, and I felt like a victim. She had mistaken me for a normal four-year old...who usually still don't care. And the hard fact remained...she had to know whether I had chicken pox or not. I guess I'm saying, I hope you are careful about your memories and reluctant to form the worst opinion. Most mothers don't even want to be changing training pants, checking rashes, or making sure kids used the toilet properly, they don't want to be involved in their kids' private business, but there is no way around it. The mothers are the first nurses you get and sometimes behave like doctors, and that can feel invasive, but you don't understand it as a child. There's just no way around some badness. And maybe this doesn't apply to you because your memories are clear enough to warrant your alarm. I just feel like this needs to be said. Your exact Moon square Neptune can indicate some unclear feelings about the mother. Your moon being in the 6H can indicate perhaps excessive concern. I say this as a 6H sun with moon square Neptune. I'm not judging you. IP: Logged |
athenegoddess Knowflake Posts: 5929 From: Registered: Aug 2011
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posted April 02, 2016 06:52 PM
I definitely see from your chart the Moon/Venus/Neptune configuration but it didn't manifest until age 8. This really did affect you because you have Venus in Scorpio Retrograde. That is a very difficult position for Venus and you are meant to learn the dark side of human nature especially one who was meant to be so close to you. The good news is I see someone coming into your life at age 25 who will become very special in terms of love. They will change your life. And you also have NN in the 7th house which means you are destined to marry someone and have an important relationship.. i know you didn't ask about that but.. Is your mom still alive? Why don't you have a heart to heart with her about this? As hard as it may be.. talking about it is provides complete healing. Especially when forgiveness is the result. IP: Logged |
XzaultaX Knowflake Posts: 111 From: Your mind Registered: Feb 2016
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posted April 02, 2016 07:04 PM
quote: Originally posted by athenegoddess:
Is your mom still alive? Why don't you have a heart to heart with her about this? As hard as it may be.. talking about it is provides complete healing. Especially when forgiveness is the result.
Yes she is still alive. When i go to her about a problem or anything actually she makes me feel emotionally worse about it, so i guess im scared maybe to talk to her about it... Thank you athene
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athenegoddess Knowflake Posts: 5929 From: Registered: Aug 2011
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posted April 02, 2016 07:09 PM
You're welcome. Don't be afraid. Evil feeds off fear. Ask an Archangel to help you. Do you have one you like in particular? IP: Logged |
XzaultaX Knowflake Posts: 111 From: Your mind Registered: Feb 2016
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posted April 02, 2016 07:17 PM
quote: Originally posted by athenegoddess: You're welcome. Don't be afraid. Evil feeds off fear. Ask an Archangel to help you. Do you have one you like in particular?
Im not really in to religion yet, because my family is atheist,but I believe god. I heard of the angel Michael, but never researched him like crazy IP: Logged |
athenegoddess Knowflake Posts: 5929 From: Registered: Aug 2011
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posted April 02, 2016 07:19 PM
Oh I don't follow religion.. just truth. IP: Logged |
XzaultaX Knowflake Posts: 111 From: Your mind Registered: Feb 2016
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posted April 02, 2016 07:29 PM
quote: Originally posted by Faith: Is your relationship with her very bad now?
Out of a scale of 1-100 in my opinion it would be a 45 IP: Logged |
yungang_grotto Knowflake Posts: 2231 From: intimate sky dot net Registered: Mar 2014
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posted April 02, 2016 11:04 PM
I am wishing you healing and clarity and love...Wondering what Ceres is doing in your natal chart; whether you might be willing to post the chart? Also curious whether you'd be willing to post the synastry with your mother's chart.. Really sorry for any pain or confusion you're experiencing. May you be helped to clarify that which feels right and good for you. I hope you're finding the counseling and support you need in a trusted friend or mentor of some kind. IP: Logged |
Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 67023 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted April 03, 2016 08:06 AM
XPut your Mom's chart up with Ixxion, Nessus, dejanira and narcissus Then, put up the synastry with all of these, if you want ------------------ Want to Read Simple, Fun,Sexy Articles on Astrology? Check Me Out, DUDE. http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
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Ami Anne Moderator Posts: 67023 From: Pluto/house next to NickiG Registered: Sep 2010
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posted April 03, 2016 08:07 AM
Also, add the Child asteroid and maybe Medusa and Medea------------------ Want to Read Simple, Fun,Sexy Articles on Astrology? Check Me Out, DUDE. http://www.mychristianpsychic.com/
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XzaultaX Knowflake Posts: 111 From: Your mind Registered: Feb 2016
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posted April 03, 2016 12:35 PM
Sorry i took so long, im a night owl so i sleep in http://imgur.com/s454ax7 (natal chart with ceres) http://imgur.com/Sa43RGY (moms birth chart time unknown) http://imgur.com/tK8ePj7 (synastry with mom unknown birth time so i used 12:00 PMIP: Logged |
XzaultaX Knowflake Posts: 111 From: Your mind Registered: Feb 2016
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posted April 03, 2016 12:43 PM
Aorry the second link doesnt work for some reason here it is http://imgur.com/Sa43RGY (moms natal chart time unknown)IP: Logged |