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UnderworldGlory
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posted June 25, 2016 09:03 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for UnderworldGlory     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
So lately to test out my fears I've been putting myself in very, very, dark places. I've been roaming around in my neighborhood and have purposely dwelled in the darkest places of my neighborhood I could possibly find and smoked pot (something I regularly do) to increase the anxiety/suspense/tension. This was triggered by hearing about the Orlando shootings and several other stories which brought about panic and mind-numbing fear because for the past couple of weeks before it even happened I had a bad feeling that something like that was going to happen without even knowing it was going to.

All of these very strange events which I intuited led me to a very very dark place. The last few days have been erratic and I've been feeling very ill. The other half of me knows there is absolutely nothing to fear but the darker side is suggesting something more heinous, sinister approaching.

My psychic radar is going absolutely insane. In fact, nothing is really going right or as planned. I am in complete despair yet I feel as though I have nothing to fear. I feel like I am rooted in darkness and now I am trying to go into the light again.

Just wanna know if anyone has been feeling the same.

I have Sun, Mercury, Venus in 12th house and Moon in 8th house and NN in 4th house. Reading the astrotheme Sabians isn't helping me either. In fact it's making me more erratic and suggesting that I am just going to pretty much go through a horrible life.

I also had a very brief encounter with my Soul mate/Twin and he completely f*cked me over, again. Which makes me think of the philosophy of twins/soul mates a complete and utter lie. I feel like very soon he will be plunged into darkness.

Sigh.

edit: I'm only 20 freaking years old. Soon to be 21 in 1 month. I'm honestly thinking about how Astrology has affected me and even though I have deep respect for it, the events occurring in my life are just making everything utterly disheartening. Hearing about terrorism and shootings are just making me crippled and Astrology is really not helping ...

I am beginning to realize that I am partly to blame for these manifestations yet so far they have been nothing I could consciously control. If destiny/fate exists and suggests that I am to plunge into darkness or have a bad omen looming over my head how can I possibly see any good in that?

edit 2: I also gave my twin all of my love energy only to have it sapped from me. I was ready to be celibate for this man even though he is very far away and I feel like he just stole it from me.

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posted June 25, 2016 10:02 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Aqualilith09     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Things happen, I'm pretty sure you're not responsible for manifesting them.

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posted June 25, 2016 10:08 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Lucia23     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I wrote this in another thread and I think it applies here:
I like the fantasy---I don't know if I believe it, but I want to believe it---that the universe is conspiring to help all of us evolve in a beautiful way---so heavily-fated-seeming natal aspects or transits are designed as challenges for us to rise to, so that we can move to a higher vibration/higher octave.

The 12th house has lots of beautiful layers--house of boundlessness and limitlessness and universal love. Encountering demons so young, maybe you can express your 12th house during your life at its highest octave.

Can you post your chart?

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posted June 25, 2016 10:22 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for UnderworldGlory     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
quote:
Originally posted by Lucia23:
I wrote this in another thread and I think it applies here:
I like the fantasy---I don't know if I believe it, but I want to believe it---that the universe is conspiring to help all of us evolve in a beautiful way---so heavily-fated-seeming natal aspects or transits are designed as challenges for us to rise to, so that we can move to a higher vibration/higher octave.

The 12th house has lots of beautiful layers--house of boundlessness and limitlessness and universal love. Encountering demons so young, maybe you can express your 12th house during your life at its highest octave.

Can you post your chart?


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posted June 25, 2016 10:29 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Faith     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
You're just rambling, maybe it's the transiting Pisces moon that is confusing you?

I couldn't find within this any details about a demon?

My advice would be to stop smoking pot and definitely do not seek out darkness anymore! Please don't have to find out the hard way just how dangerous that is.

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posted June 25, 2016 10:39 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for soren     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
the truth is always observable and apparent for those who wish to see

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posted June 25, 2016 10:41 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for UnderworldGlory     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by Faith:
You're just rambling, maybe it's the transiting Pisces moon that is confusing you?

I couldn't find within this any details about a demon?

My avice would be to stop smoking pot and definitely do not seek out darkness anymore! Please don't have to find out the hard way just how dangerous that is.


Ditto.

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posted June 25, 2016 11:27 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for UnderworldGlory     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I don't know. I was just wondering if anyone had some insight on the grander scheme of things, that's all.

But I guess that's now up to me.

As far as the demons go, I think it just most likely stems from PTSD from one day watching a beheading video which probably scarred me for the rest of my life. Ever since then I've gotten extremely paranoid and hearing about terrorism or anything related to violence tends to make me extremely uncomfortable.

Too much darkness, not enough light.
Too much isolation.
Too much betrayal, lies, deceit, ulterior-motives.
To make things much much worse, the horrible Januz Sabian interpretations. And being stabbed in the back.

As if I don't already have enough things to worry about.

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posted June 25, 2016 11:40 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Sulkyarcher     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
You have Saturn in the 8th house.

Your karmic lesson is to overcome your shadow/dark side. Or at least your interest in it.

The dark isn't bad, I'm just saying too much may be bad for anyone!

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posted June 25, 2016 11:50 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Belage     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Dear, you are only 20, the same age as my kid so I will speak to you like a parent. Please do not find me condescending as this is not my intention.

You have a loaded 12th house, with the Sun (your chart ruler), Venus and Mercury there. And you also have Neptune opposite your Sun, which makes you prone to falling for illusions and delusions.

With such a loaded 12th house and technically speaking an afflicted sun, you have to guard your mind, body and soul, by not watching things that set you off. For instance, watching gory things like a beheading, watching horror movies with demonic energies, going to dark places, all this should be a no no. Seriously.

A loaded 12th house can become a very deep asset in terms of developing intuition and psychic abilities, but you are going about it the wrong way. Pull back. Retreat. Gather yourself. Contemplate where you have been, where you are, and where you want to go.

Nobody is making you do things, but yourself. So even though you're only 20, get into the habit of taking full responsibility for your actions.

As for worries about this world, look, this world has everything, from sublime beauty and goodness to abysmal evilness. You can be aware of evil, but do not actively seek it because seek and ye shall find. Be aware of what is happening around you, but make an effort to pull the plug on the negative news and actively seek out things that are lighter.

ETA: One last thing. Please for now, let go of this Soul Mate/Twin flame thing. 99% of people are using this concept to valorize relationships that are destructive instead of working on their inner self. Just let go of it for now. You have your whole life ahead of you to get with your SoulMate/Twin Flame if this thing truly exists.

ETA2: Stay away from drugs. You have Neptune in the 6th house of health, so drugs have the potential to eff you up and take you places you really, REALLY do not want to go.

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posted June 26, 2016 12:02 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for PixieJane     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
First of all, kudos in facing your fears rather than running from them. While I think the way you did it was rather reckless and could've been done in better ways, at least you didn't deny its existence nor cringe away from it (and I've certainly faced darkness in more reckless ways in my own youth, including at your age).

Just taking a quick glance at your chart, I'm wondering if the Cap Pluto (currently retrograde) might be affecting your Cap Uranus & Neptune in your recent actions.

For what it's worth, I recently took a look at a guy's chart by request as he was once again facing violent passions (directed at a specific person he used to know, and I'm sure he won't act on it for various reasons) that he had to suppress in himself, desires that were so passionate and remorseless that it frightened him. What I saw is that the transiting Pluto was aligned with his natal Mars when it first hit, and though he recovered somewhat, it started again (along with dreams related to why he was so enraged once, and suddenly is again when he thought he was over it) not long after Pluto went retrograde a couple of months ago. He promised to let me know when it seemed to abate, such as when Pluto turns back to direct, but really it's just a guess in his case (and I recall what my life was like, and the things that I did as well as what happened to me, when Pluto transited my Sag stellium, including Mars, so it stood out to me and my sympathies are with him). Of course I told him the usual stuff, but letting go of useless baggage and ego is much easier said than done.

That aside...

People are always sensing something coming. It almost never pans out, and I bet that most of the time when it does then it's just a case of a "broken clock being right twice a day."

There is what you call darkness all around us, all the time, right along with what you call light. I like the Yin-Yang, and its message that there's a light in every darkness and darkness in every light. You're in it at all times, but what you seem to have done is switch your focus from the light to the dark, so you're now more attuned more to the dark than the light. But you always were in both (and the division is less than many assume), though your awareness of it is limited. And too much of either is blinding.

Some philosophies (including some--obviously not all--teachings of the Kabbala which are linked to astrology) believe that the things we consider evil are there to strengthen us as much as what's considered good (and that virtues can be vices, and vices virtues, depending on how and when they're applied).

And here is the ending of a show review, which I've cut it to the very end that shares a passage that I want to share from you (and it conveniently ends right after):
http://youtu.be/KiJ7Kscpyks?t=6m6s

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posted June 26, 2016 12:13 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for soren     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by UnderworldGlory:
I don't know. I was just wondering if anyone had some insight on the grander scheme of things, that's all.

Were you ever young (this is my own experience how i was) and you just felt, or knew, that everything was truly amazing and magical. Then I started to doubt entirely everything as I deducted the laws of physics and a meaningless existence. Well i've finally garnered more information to say, that my initial feeling or "knowing" that i had growing up as a teenager which ended around 19, was the truest form of truth.

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posted June 26, 2016 12:20 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for soren     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
and beheading and other stressful things.. i think it was a coglomarate of humanities and earth's changing

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posted June 26, 2016 04:50 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ceridwen     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by Faith:
You're just rambling, maybe it's the transiting Pisces moon that is confusing you?

I couldn't find within this any details about a demon?

My advice would be to stop smoking pot and definitely do not seek out darkness anymore! Please don't have to find out the hard way just how dangerous that is.


What the Lady said.

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posted June 26, 2016 07:26 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Aries23Degrees     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I am curious as to what you hope to find by "dwelling" inside the darkness?

Is there a question that is inherently burning to be answered that draws you to all that?

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posted June 26, 2016 07:57 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Voix_de_la_Mer     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Underworld Glory,

I completely understand this burning urge to expose and know the dark and the unseen.

However, what I was found was that this darkness was within me all the time.

It was not a demon (I too thought I had encountered entities from the darkness, however, it was actually stress-induced psychosis). Mostly it was made up of my negative conditionings, and the fear and hatred toward myself that I had formed from the conditioning in order to meet the expectations of those who conditioned me, and consequently, the world, which I assumed would treat me the same way.

My advice is to create a safe haven, and go into yourself in a safe way.
Consider mindfulness (but if you have Neptune aspects, beware of using meditations as escapism - distance is the misleading western interpretation of the purpose of meditation, meditation should be "to know" not to "forget") or some therapy.
Write, write as much as you can.
Record your dreams and analyse them until you see their sense.
Talk, talk to those who you trust and let them know you are on a journey of self-knowledge.
Do not be afraid of solitude (but stay in safe places), it plays a large part in these paths, and it helps protect your mind from further conditioning.
Switch off the TV, be very strict about the media you consume.

------Please do not continue to seek out the wayward in this world by putting yourself in situations where you could be robbed, raped, or murdered.-----------
You need to strengthen yourself, not seek outside validation for the darkness you perceive.
Darkness will always exist outside of you - the only way you can change this is by reducing the darkness quota in the world, by bringing the light of yourself, having mastered the darkness within. Be an example.

Remember that you are the most powerful force in your life.

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posted June 26, 2016 08:44 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for florence     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Out of interest, what does asteroid Phaethon (3200) do in your chart? Also asteroid Alice (291

I've felt self-destructive and sensing bad things happening before. I'd have to agree with soren and say the world is as magical as before physics - I think that urge, that absence (that drives towards darkness) is a space where you can grow awareness of that. You know there's more and are yearning for it but in a concrete way. The trigger of a beheading video says it all - fear of losing the mind. I had a similar trigger. (Asteroid Alice 'off with her head!' and Phaethon are conjunct my sun).

I hope you can steer away from the energies that will sap you more than you invest in them. But I can really understand that too.

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posted June 26, 2016 12:06 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for *Golden_Wing*     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
My take on all of this is...

1. Perhaps you should dwell in the dark more often so that you can get used to it (Scorpio viewpoint)

2. Smoke less pot.

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posted June 26, 2016 03:40 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for UnderworldGlory     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I want to thank everyone for all of your genuine responses during this dark and grueling period of my life.

Someone posted and said that I did not elaborate on the demon.

Pixie described the demon best in her post as a suppressed part of my personality that wants to go unhinged and cause violence. She was referring to someone who asked her to review his chart and it was something I strongly related with.

Someone I know, a coworker and a supposed 'friend' deeply betrayed me during a moment of genuine distress. He is someone who kept dishonoring and bashing me daily during work thinking it all a "joke" while to me it's way more than a joke. I even asked him to stop on countless occasions but to no avail. I finally snapped and gave him what he needed and now he's wronging me for it despite how utterly wrong he himself is. I do manual labor and physically work hard everyday so it's been a culmination of stress and exhaustion which probably has led to a something of a psychosis. He does the cash register and I do all of the heavy lifting.

It's a lot more than that but it's not something I have the patience to deeply go into since it would be like kicking a dead horse at this point. The best I could do is just go about my work and ignore all of the BS that keeps going on around me although having him do that was a stab in the back. He still continues to do so.

For the person who mentioned the asteroid 'Alice", yes I looked at my chart and have Alice conjunct my Sun.

edit: I go through so much crap on a daily and I recognize The Universe as something indifferent to me already and I've already arrived to that consensus a long, long time ago. But keeping your heart open and being betrayed is something more deeply wounding than I could have ever imagined which is why I feel deeply sick and scorned. No matter what good I try to do I keep getting the crap end of the stick.

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posted June 26, 2016 05:26 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for florence     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Yay about Alice.

---

That is truly horrible to open your heart and be wounded when vulnerable.

I keep forgetting what I wanted to say the first time I read this so might be back.

I remembered now .. Those Januz? Sabian symbols depressed me when reading, they are quite fatalistic. I'd recommend reading the regular, nicer ones and on mindfire site they have some very helpful interpretations that convinced me of their worth, too.

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posted June 26, 2016 09:39 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for colorful butterfly     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Stay away from pot, it sounds like you are experiencing some kind of psychosis, delusion if you think you are realonsible for the actions of others. People do what they want to do, others can contribute but thier actions have nothing to do with you or anyone else. It's that person dealing with thier own fears and frustration, those who go to an extreme because the have no other ways of coping with the world. Please please go to this website.. trans4mind. Com. I did kind of go threw somethings awhile back where I was experanceing people who were trying to do things behind my back. Whither they are or not, correct the inter and the outer will change never mind tge circumstances. Everything is about your perception, the story you tell yourself and only you can write that script. You can choose to see people, circumstances ina positive light or negative. Is the cup half full or empty, do you react or act? Exactly what is your self talk? The shootings were very traguc and i pray for each of thise families that lost a loved one but if you want to shed light in the dark, look at it this way. Thier is always gonna be bad people in life, their is a little something wrong with us all actually. Be thankful that you were not made to be worse than what you are and that you have the power within you to create awareness in others about prejudice, hate and imoral conduct in others. It is a psychology and biology know principle, you will receive back what you send out. If you smile at a stranger, it causes nurions in thier brain to repeat the pattern whether they smile back at you or not. We literally pay things forward without being aware of it. Control your mind and thoughts, i have ocd. Its very hard but you can do this if you focus and learn to gaurd your mind. Surround yourself with happy and it will rub off. Praying for you, it seems like you have so much going on inside and could use anything positive going your way.

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posted June 26, 2016 10:04 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Violets     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by PixieJane:
First of all, kudos in facing your fears rather than running from them. While I think the way you did it was rather reckless and could've been done in better ways, at least you didn't deny its existence nor cringe away from it (and I've certainly faced darkness in more reckless ways in my own youth, including at your age).

Just taking a quick glance at your chart, I'm wondering if the Cap Pluto (currently retrograde) might be affecting your Cap Uranus & Neptune in your recent actions.

For what it's worth, I recently took a look at a guy's chart by request as he was once again facing violent passions (directed at a specific person he used to know, and I'm sure he won't act on it for various reasons) that he had to suppress in himself, desires that were so passionate and remorseless that it frightened him. What I saw is that the transiting Pluto was aligned with his natal Mars when it first hit, and though he recovered somewhat, it started again (along with dreams related to why he was so enraged once, and suddenly is again when he thought he was over it) not long after Pluto went retrograde a couple of months ago. He promised to let me know when it seemed to abate, such as when Pluto turns back to direct, but really it's just a guess in his case (and I recall what my life was like, and the things that I did as well as what happened to me, when Pluto transited my Sag stellium, including Mars, so it stood out to me and my sympathies are with him). Of course I told him the usual stuff, but letting go of useless baggage and ego is much easier said than done.

That aside...

People are always sensing something coming. It almost never pans out, and I bet that most of the time when it does then it's just a case of a "broken clock being right twice a day."

There is what you call darkness all around us, all the time, right along with what you call light. I like the Yin-Yang, and its message that there's a light in every darkness and darkness in every light. You're in it at all times, but what you seem to have done is switch your focus from the light to the dark, so you're now more attuned more to the dark than the light. But you always were in both (and the division is less than many assume), though your awareness of it is limited. And too much of either is blinding.

Some philosophies (including some--obviously not all--teachings of the Kabbala which are linked to astrology) believe that the things we consider evil are there to strengthen us as much as what's considered good (and that virtues can be vices, and vices virtues, depending on how and when they're applied).

And here is the ending of a show review, which I've cut it to the very end that shares a passage that I want to share from you (and it conveniently ends right after):
http://youtu.be/KiJ7Kscpyks?t=6m6s


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To share a personal story, recently I had a friend who basically was challageing my intillect, weak minded was the words that was used. Altho I think the world of her, it gives me alot of insite on how she percives herself. People who are always critical of others especially in one area,they speak with convivtion from thier own fears. She fears her own weak mind or being percived as being weak minded. It's something that I leanred by studying psychology, the inter critic. Most people would react but I understand where she was coming from and what she was trying to relay, instead of speaking back out of being challanged. I let it go, she is a wonderful person, I do believe maybe she was dealing or has bean dealing with things of her own, her own fears. You just have to understand that a person owns thier own, I just alowed her to own her own vs obsorbing it within. We think differently in ways and perceive the world different and thats ok. I still love her at the end of the day and I know she is a good person. Do you see how that is done? I could have said, she is supose to be my friend and friends dont put each other down or take each other down. How dare she say that to me yada yada, instead I know she is a good person just different. Also know that everyone will hurt you in some way, people dont mean to hurt others but they act out in thier own ways because something made them that way. Instead of taking your friends betrayal as a personal attack, ask yourself what happened to them to make a decision to act that way to a personal friend. When you have compassion and understanding then you can heal and come from a place of love vs hate. I refuse in life to hold on to anything negative or grudges with someone. I can get angry and not always act in taking the high road but in the long run , letting things go allows me to be free, full of love and to be happy. People want to love, its our fears that hold us back. Look at everyone as teacher in some ways in life, instead of focusing on the negative see what can you gain from the experience, what did you learn. Leave the hurt behind and focus on the positive. Later in life the dots will all connect, we are all a product of life and people we encounter. Allow it to make you stronger to grow in the path that you choose to take in life.

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posted June 26, 2016 10:26 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Selenite     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
You sound like me. I have Neptune/Uranus in the 6th too, square my moon which is conjunct Alice, and Virgo Mars opposite Saturn square Lilith and Pluto, and scorpio NN in the 4th. I've done things like what you're doing, searching for darkness and finding it, over and over again, testing the limits. People like you and me need an outlet because yes, a big part of this darkness is within, the demons are within, and if we don't channel it then we seek it out and the craziness seeps into *every area of our lives. We have very concentrated reserves of power (psychosis or what have you), that NEED healthy outlets. You're spending all this energy in a destructive way, when it can be beautiful and safe instead. I would suggest getting into performing if you are not already into it. Music or performance art or whatever.. Make it into art so that you're alive to see your dark creations.

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UnderworldGlory???? ~Hey! You took down your chart WHILE I was working on it..... oh no!!, I wasn't finished. (That's okay.)

But you might want to look into your Mars energy in your chart.

You have a Chiron-Mars conjunction, sextile Pluto Scorpio. Transiting Jupiter is going to energize (inflate) whichever way you use your Mars-energy.
... At the same time, transiting Mars in Scorpio will turn direct and return to conjunct your Pluto Scorpio once again, then your Jupiter. That can be another volatile transit.

So! ...You'll be having tJupiter-Mars Virgo, with a tMars-Pluto Scorpio, simultaneously.

That's a LOT of energetic juice you are needing to field and manage. Could indicate a rise in feeling physically more empowered and emboldened (and get more work done), or accentuate your possible underlying feelings that you can't use your power without some kind of backlash coming at you for doing so? (whether from inside yourself, ~~~~ or? *grin* criticism from others that your behaviors are possibly dangerous perhaps???? *smile* like one of the things I'm suggesting?) .

A Chiron-Mars is a wound in the masculine type of expression of energies--- You can inwardly feel like you're needing to punish yourself (inward or out) if/whenever you stand up and act courageously (retaliate upon self) {you're trying to prove yourself by looking for demons and tempting harm to befall you physically in these places}.

OR, you may need to be careful that you don't become a bully and throw your energy around to prove your masculine energies to others-- but wind up hurting others instead?


With the tJupiter visiting ChironMars in the third (your locality/community, short distances), and t-Mars to Pluto in 4th (real estate, AND your environmental workplace)?, I'd be very very cautious about putting self at-risk in seedy 'hoods where you could get assaulted by potentially violent persons. (And use caution around machinery or dangerous equipment, etc.)

Could be a (self sabotage) set-up for getting assaulted (victim), OR, you could impulsively drop your good-reason and control and assault someone else? ....

I think I saw that there was an energy-flow connection to the Uranus and Neptune there?? .... Those blue lines means open unimpeded energy flowing, and depending on circumstances, you have potential available for good or ill. YOU decide by exercising good choice and using common sense and your wisdom. ....

Possibly--- by using too many recreational drugs this could drop your behavior-guards and cop-out and do something that is not-right, then "blame" it on the drugs rather than accepting that you had had the choice?? (just a thought-- could save your life, your reputation, your savings because you won't need to bail yourself out of jail????)

Also in the spirit world, be very careful about flirting and courting problems with darker forces... There is NO such thing as making friends with it because it has no honor (although it might "pretend" to, and lull you into sense of comfort and complacency.).

... Forwarned, foreknowledge?

It is a blessing to be able (in a single split moment) to KNOW you can choose to 'do the RIGHT thing'.... like not assault someone, or, making sure you-yourself are not placing yourself in harms way TO be assaulted. Your life is too valuable and your soul too precious. Guard your body, guard your Heart. Make your life COUNT-- to yourself, and to the benefit of others afterwards.

12th House Suns can do great things... when they learn to harness what they can do for the benefit of others.... I LOVE that former US President Jimmy Carter (with an organization that helps with eradication of disease world-wide, fights for women's and religious Freedoms, and wages peace by facilitating talk-negotiations internationally) himself has a 12th House Sun. These Suns have been born to Serve Humanity and Make A Difference in some way, (just like its axis position of 6th House Suns).

Someone mentioned to utilize Art, Music, Poetry.... Funnel your great energies INTO things like these, so you can heal, and BE healed.

Something else I thought of? You said you have a good powerful body? ... Athletics!... You could teach others HOW to handle 'bullies' (for example), in your community. Teach others how to heal their lives, using the power of your muscles and body. Be a Leader. (Like Carter, 'find' your niche, and one by one tackle and work out solutions.) Neptune 6th is also Service oriented (but know your own limits physically and emotionally, and take rests so you don't feel like a martyr).

I think I remember you are having your Chiron Opposite Chiron transit right now? ... That's a set-up for a test of the 'original' wound. Your Chiron-Mars Squares the BML? Inhibitions? great feelings of suppressed rage (or, you're building your "experience bank" by going through that now, to be dealt with in the future)?


Well...... That's what I can remember of your chart.

The comments people have made here are WONDERFUL!! You guys impress me! I came to add something to the conversation that others weren't saying yet.

Here's the Sabian site mentioned at mindfire--
(Use the next WHOLE degree UP... e.g. 22.34 would be looking up "23" in this system.)
http://www.mindfire.ca/An%20Astrological%20Mandala/An%20Astrological%20Mandal a%20-%20Contents.htm

Take Good Care of Yourself! Be Careful out there....

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