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Originally posted by larakster:
Forgot to write an reply,
I can recognize points in your story that are similair to mine.
I believe it is a repulsion dynamic. it has a lot of potential but it was also terrifiyng for me.
as if something told me to run! never had that before with anyone.
however we have a mars conjunct neptune which makes me totally evasive (as if he has to catch me)
I remember in the past I had moments where I would just leave him standing in the club (after a night out) because I wanted to go home.
but for feelings there is a lot of caring from a distance and we have been in and out of eachothers lives for a long time... so I know I will see him again
yeah, she told me thinks that I can relate to this dynamic.
It is vanity, but it makes me think about the truth and how terrifiyng it is.