posted April 30, 2017 06:51 AM
Hey I can share my story!I met a girl i guess on August last year!
I went down the street, had a cigarret on the corner, and went.
I rang on the house of my friend (female), I went in and there she was xD
ohhh, she told me she could see love in everythink, she could see love by looking at the moon, it was full moon, when we first kissed.
But yeah, it seems soem force drag us appart,
she posted hat song ``Let her go`` on fb
I guess we still kissed after this, put the play was alredy on since a while, probably since the beginning.
yeah i got sot of crazy, started to do **** on the street, drinking, skating, riding my bike to get her attention, we live in a small city, so much of what i do can get to her ears.
I eaven went one day to her house, talked to her mother! haha
Her mother told me if her father discovers about it , i would ahve trouble, she is younger.
And once i waited her on her way back home from school, and asked her about us, she did not say much was cold as ice, told me she did not feel for me.
yeah, we have very different backgrounds, I was born on the other shore of the Atlantic, was raised in a big city, am older..
she was raised in a small city, have kind of concervative parents..
But yeah, last time I saw her, I went down to the citysquare, with my friends that where visiting me from rio.
I noticed her passing by with her friend, I was talking to my friend, I noticed that she throwed a look afterwards, but I turned my face.
OK, so me and my friend decided to go have a pinga, strong drink that you get out of sugarcane.
we cross the square, hold for q minute to decide, at wich bar we go, so i say lets go and when i am entering the bar, is the exact moment where she is leaving, i look at her, but she did not reply the look, her friend behind her, i say hi to her, she says hi.
Ok, so I have the pinga with my friend, and i talk about her with him, my plan was to take only one pinga, but my friend wanted another one so at the end each of us had two.
So we go out the bar, and start to talk on the street, we where like 7-8.
I got realy enthusiastic and stared to tell storys, about country life and stuff.
I was in a realy good mood.
And thatīs when you see how it works hahaah
because I had drinked pinga and was the center of one very noticeable group.
She passed and say hi, i said hi also, but not see her clearly, only her friend i saw, she was looking at me, with a face like like pitty, or with remorce i dunno.
My friends told me, I almost melted when the way i said hi to her.
yeah, I don`t know why it ended so abruptly.
It was after she met me, taht she put beautifull photos of her in fb.
It was after meeting me, that she don`t stop putting thinks on fb, like memes and stuff, talking about how sad she is sad and don`t know what to do wiht her life, how she cries a lot.
I will focus on myself now, I know she will never forget me.
So I think it is something that makes us difficult to get together.
But I know ther is also a force that wants us to get together, I know that because of moments like when i entered the bar, it was the exact moment when she was leaving, coincidence?
We have SN NN cnj, on spot.
We have Kaali and Shiva cnj. - for tantric
We have sun square saturn* - for unbreakle bond
I tried to get info about his a while ago here, but couldn`t get much, so I got exited with this thred, and I would love to know more about this!
Oh and yes, Pluto is going to transit our SN NN cnj. It just did not went over it, because it went retro some days ago.