posted October 02, 2016 05:42 AM
It always baffles me how you can see reality mirrored in the charts!I just looked at my father's natal chart and saw the exact Sun-Chiron conjunction. And guess what?
My father had an extremely difficult relationship with his father. I didn't really have any contact with my grandfather, even though I used to visit my grandparent's house fairly often.
I have one distinct memory of my grandfather: I was at his house with my mother and my father. At some point, my grandfather came in and went totally crazy, started screaming at my mother! I was so scared I thought he was going to attack her! My father had to forcefully push him out of the room, almost fighting him. I was 5 years and so scared. My parents weren't in a relationship at that point, I don't know what my grandfather's problem was.
I did not interact with my grandfather, my father never told me anything about his own father. I only know some things that my mother told me. She portrayed my grandfather as a tyran, a difficult person who suppressed his wife and son and who crushed his son's self esteem by constantly bringing him down.
I like to make my own idea of people and don't trust the stories of other people. Maybe he could have been nice actually? But he died too soon for me to find it out myself.
That's at least the picture of him that I grew up with.
Now my mother also told me that my father, though detesting his own father, unconsciously acted like his father.
My dad has a 5 year old boy with his girlfriend and I am glad to see that he is doing his best to be a good father. He is so loving and dedicated it warms my heart!
I find it so interesting that my father actually has this Sun-Chiron aspect!
Lindaland
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posted October 02, 2016 05:42 AM
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