posted November 29, 2016 04:48 PM            

I believe the first card either represents the person, or the friend that made an act and caused me to remember the person, its complex because merely smelling a certain thing caused me to feel different, and my friend should know i'm sensitive and he had bad energy when he wanted to leave something at my house. in the same room, i didnt want to but wasn't strong enough in my being to know that i should have said no, not experienced enough, so i allowed it. that eventually caused me to remember a person and feel different and think that perhaps i was meant to be remembering. but i wasnt. i'm sure. or the card represents the person themself, and how they arent good.

The second card is exactly the relationship i have, purely online, just sending messages to a far away land. this card is accurate. really rare to get such an accurate card, showing more so how tarot is true. this card is saying we will likely continue to communuicate in good feeling. good thoughts.

posted November 29, 2016 04:49 PM            

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Originally posted by soren:
Thank you Peluches.

We are both overly romantic I guess. Haha.

Makes sense though when a romantic person (someone we like) is seldom.

But maybe one should trust in the laws of existence. No relationship should be forced, and the person on the other end should value you as much as you value them. It should come naturally. But then again there's many memes explaining how people seem to always love the ones who are the most mean, it makes you want their admiration/acceptance even more.

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You know, i used to think exactly like you and i decided to do everything i could for him without expecting anything in return, accepting it. romantic 12th house Venus much, haha. at the time it made me happy, because it was new. first time i'd ever done that, first time i'd ever felt that for someone, and you know, we get blind in first times, i guess because we can't see everything at once, or understand it. i think (well i've thought of it a lot so i'm almost sure now, but i could be wrong), i think it's the same for people you meet that are so new to you, that you don't understand in a good way (= admire, and eventually love i guess). the opposite would be being shocked or outraged by the person you don't understand in a bad way. something to do with the compatibility of your opinions and values, i guess.

After that i got some time alone, away from him, and i started thinking about the logical functioning of it. how it all works, you know, understanding what's happening inside that makes the outside beautiful to us who do not know. because, i suppose, if we know and understand, it doesn't seem that beautiful anymore. only the leftover feeling of the moment you felt it beautiful does stay, but that's precisely because there was a time where you didn't understand in the first place. memories and consciousness of human nature "choosing" from your experiences and influencing your thoughts. just like i'm probably being influenced now.

Anyway. more to tell but i don't think it would matter here.

posted November 29, 2016 05:08 PM            

I got a bit foggy for that second paragraph, you said if we understand the true thing inside that seems beautiful, then it might not seem beautiful anymore. Oh i get it, the beauty is our desire to find something out that we do not know, to come closer to it, and those feelings in those moments are the beauty we feel. 👌#Genious /imcanadianwesayous

Yes you were influencing them. Merely cause we are both talking about something meaningful to ourselves.

I'm curious of how it went with this person who supposedly didn't give to you, yet you were strongly attracted to them for a long time, did the relationship ever come through, or just kind of stay at a friend level? I guess that might be private and you don't have to say, but might reflect what happens to me.

Either way it doesn't matter, it's just nice to know but oh well

I have a Pisces Venus so that must be why we are similar. Also 12th house P. Sun.

I really liked the idea you expressed in the first paragraph. We just do not understand the person and we also feel certain things admiration, and both feelings combined make us see beauty in a person and conquest to pursuit them and more beautiful feelings come, feelings that come cause we don't understand the person likely and that makes us want to know and in the adventure we see a lot of beauty coming from them. You are correct this was my first time to meet such a person, and now that i've experienced it, i'll likely never have a similar encounter.

I don't know if there is anything you can do, it makes me happy you seem to think there could be something between us possibly, but I doubt it. I would hope so, but i doubt it cause how often is life a fairy tale. But thanks for the offer and it gives me hope. I do think people need a wish to come true, especially when they always wished for it something similar their whole life. But that's just a fairy tale. I didn't believe people when they told me that, i said fairy tales sometimes come true. But now I don't know, I'm starting to think they don't

posted December 09, 2016 02:11 AM            

probably not meant to be,

but still think of the person as an inspiration,

and my strange posts are stopped, soon the energy upon this land will restore to balance,