posted November 28, 2016 11:43 PM            

something that happened that was complex made my personality different.

i noticed my whole friend group ever since i made that change had diminished. i dont like any of them as much or they just dont fit in with me. i stopped hanging with almost all my friends.

so that is why ever since you came to my town, i've been different. i changed something that wasnt meant to be changed. and i dont know if or when i'll ever go back to how i was when i met you first in montreal.

so thats why we might not be as compatible as we used to be

same with sabrina(fakename sorry), when im in this state (my changed energy) we are no longer destined (at least destined to hang out )

my guyfriend response: I think she broke your heart deeply, and that you are a hearbroken man that got sick to be heartbroken, Id even say that you might be feeling pretty well, you eventually builded a shield

I did change too, I am more calm, the anger is channeled now, I hate the systeme and Im about to fight it

I have a psychologist and conselors with me

if its not today, its soon, its big steps man, Im fighting to make it possible to live in nature

I ahte this life, same as you do, and if I win, it would be unfair for otehr

I know you are a sick man and Im fighting to make this world a better place man

all my hate is towards the systeme

so im first calling 911 ans saying I hate the system and thats makes me think of doing really bad stuff, hurting people or myself, I cant stand it

what do I do? its not possible for me to be happy without doing somethng illegal and in the long run, that scares the **** out of me

I love you, Im fighting as hard as I can, I have a good team with me,

I love you

me: no sabrina(fakename again to conserve privacy) did not break my heart. you really are sick cause you are delusional and think you know how others are when you dont have a clue. you're not me and i'm not suffering nor do i hate life, i like life and i am learning spiritual things every day. for some reason your life sucks, who knows why. some people suffer. i think you are over thinking things in relation to your life; do you need a job? can you live at your parents for free? if so, then you dont need a job. in this world, everything happens for a reason. if you get hungry you look for food. if your survival is threatened you fight to stop that and get better. if nothing is threatening you, you dont have any universal attraction making you want to counter it.

if you were actually poor and needed a job, you'd feel love in having a job. it would be meaningful, there would be a reason. if you arent poor, you dont really need that job, which is the reason out of universe attraction you arent being pulled to find a job.

everything is in alignment with universe/forces/attractions. and you are just responding to the ones you are dealing with

posted November 29, 2016 12:03 AM            

Sorry buddy you like to use the word a lot :P

posted November 29, 2016 02:43 AM            

On the other hand, I understand what you mean when you say that you may have discovered some things that were a bit dark.

I've discovered some weird things about my astrology chart and transits that I've experienced. In my experience, astrology can be very life-changing. However, it doesn't have to tear you apart.

posted November 29, 2016 07:25 AM            

I'm gonna have tsaturn square my moon soon and I'm probably not gonna come here anymore either, but it's been fun!

wish u well my friend

posted November 29, 2016 09:01 AM            

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Originally posted by girlwiththerainysoul:
hey soren,
it's sad you're going

I'm gonna have tsaturn square my moon soon and I'm probably not gonna come here anymore either, but it's been fun!

wish u well my friend

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What ! Again ! Why ???
Just the forum may be a good support to pass the storm ... At least I hope ...
Need you all here, even if not every day

posted November 29, 2016 10:47 AM            

yeah I say it but I'm probably still gonna come here every once in a while

and a belated welcome to LL by the way

posted November 29, 2016 12:34 PM            

I'm not one to back down from my ideas or opinions and I can be kind of blunt or forceful about that (more than I realize, sometimes). But, in the end, we are all welcome here. All I was saying is that it just sounded like you only wanted to have a monologue, instead of actively engaging with other people and hearing out their views. I think you have often approached this board with the mindset of "I have this great concept I want to use to change your mind about this topic" and it just didn't always land with everyone.

I have regularly disagreed with you but, as I've always said, I definitely appreciate and respect someone with a unique and independent mind. With my Aquarius/Uranus influence, I'm like this myself (and I think you're an Aquarius, from what I remember).

Anyways, I don't think anything you've shared has been "bad" or especially offensive. So, that's nothing to beat yourself up over. Your ideas are your ideas. Sometimes, they resonate with people and sometimes, they don't. But, I don't think anyone here holds that against you and more than a few people really like that about you.

However, if you are so set on leaving, I guess it means that it's the right time for you. So, good luck in your journey of knowledge and it's been a pleasure talking to you!

posted November 29, 2016 02:21 PM            

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Originally posted by the89freespirit:
Well, I honestly hope that I didn't make you think you weren't welcome here, based on our exchange the other day!

I'm not one to back down from my ideas or opinions and I can be kind of blunt or forceful about that (more than I realize, sometimes). But, in the end, we are all welcome here. All I was saying is that it just sounded like you only wanted to have a monologue, instead of actively engaging with other people and hearing out their views. I think you have often approached this board with the mindset of "I have this great concept I want to use to change your mind about this topic" and it just didn't always land with everyone.

I have regularly disagreed with you but, as I've always said, I definitely appreciate and respect someone with a unique and independent mind. With my Aquarius/Uranus influence, I'm like this myself (and I think you're an Aquarius, from what I remember).

Anyways, I don't think anything you've shared has been "bad" or especially offensive. So, that's nothing to beat yourself up over. Your ideas are your ideas. Sometimes, they resonate with people and sometimes, they don't. But, I don't think anyone here holds that against you and more than a few people really like that about you.

However, if you are so set on leaving, I guess it means that it's the right time for you. So, good luck in your journey of knowledge and it's been a pleasure talking to you!

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posted November 29, 2016 02:32 PM            

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posted November 29, 2016 02:43 PM            

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Originally posted by hypatia238:
I also like your mind and energy a lot and we don't always agree either and I wouldn't want you to ever leave Lindaland, you have a lot to contribute.

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That's very nice of you to say, hypatia. Thanks!

posted November 29, 2016 02:56 PM            

so i guess there was nothing to be upset by

haha

a several hours after making the post i felt more normal and like i didnt mind if i still was on the site (able to use it) but i just might make posts less (be reclusive, back away into the shadows, less pressure)

yeah i felt like i wouldnt mind

my bad

i guess its good i didnt get banned

i can be really self destructive when i get upset, when i watch a baby video of myself, even though i was only 2 and i only saw it once in video i can get so upset over something seemingly meaningful, just be normal but then all of a sudden drop to the ground and start crying, its probably seems normal but i actually can understand my own feelings and know that i was even at that age being a bit self destructive. just giving up on everything

i dont know what aspect in me gives me so powerful feelings

its pretty rare for something to trigger that

anyway nice comments from you all, thanks a lot and it wasnt from any of you just self destructive thoughts, but i enjoyed reading your replies so thanks to all of you

i am also just feeling especially normal since something that happened a year ago that caused me to have a different perspective, and now that im feeling normal im feeling less inclined to post all those picture or idea threads, i'm having no new ideas and feel stable so i dont have much to post or anything, also i was a bit insultive sometimes haha so i just wanted to back away from all the posting.

posted November 29, 2016 03:59 PM            

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Originally posted by soren:
well i find out that i assumed incorrectly apparently there is no set definition of if i was meant to be with the person. but i doubt i ever will, but that conclusion is not based on anything, just that its doubtable anyway.
so i guess there was nothing to be upset by

haha

a several hours after making the post i felt more normal and like i didnt mind if i still was on the site (able to use it) but i just might make posts less (be reclusive, back away into the shadows, less pressure)

yeah i felt like i wouldnt mind

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if i didnt find out that i wasn't 100% sure not meant to be with the girl that i assumed, if i didnt find that out later just now, then i would still want to be banned

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posted November 29, 2016 04:05 PM            

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Originally posted by Peluches:
That happens to me, often i think, actually this might be the first time i can understand so much of what someone else is feeling, although i don't know the context, i only get the feeling. something normal i guess about human nature and its processing of ideas, impressions and experience. time will do that, soothe or erase the vivid emotions. Soren, also, you're a good person.

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Thank you Peluches.

We are both overly romantic I guess. Haha.

Makes sense though when a romantic person (someone we like) is seldom.

posted November 29, 2016 04:25 PM            

the answers in the past several months were un clear. never really any sure answer. but today it couldnt be more clear, a definite answer.

i dont know what the feeling is, sad, disappointment, or whatever.

and yeah i trust in the tarot cards as i'm quite intuitive. those cards were definitely meant to be pulled.

oh well

posted November 29, 2016 04:27 PM            

But a persons gotta do what a persons gotta do I guess!