posted March 26, 2023 03:22 PM            

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Originally posted by implosions:
I've got Jupiter in Leo square Mercury/Lilith in Scorpio (as well as other planets).

Finding and consciously being aware of how I'm expressing my VERY abundant/loudly/joyously huge energy has been a lifelong trial.

And I've got Mars rx, my chart ruler, so the energy is often a 'builds up until it pops' when I was younger. As I grew up, it has become more of a 'hands on the wheel AND the gear shift' sort of situation. Still slowly learning to also have my feet on the gas/break as well. It's a lifelong journey!

Also; coping through HUMOUR phew. That's really it. Sometimes I say things that shock people, but don't realize it's going to be shocking! Which leads to a lot of giggling and laughter to try and diffuse the lingering awkward or intensity that usually comes from the new information.

-R

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Copping through humor is my favorite. Tr. Saturn worked hard to make me lose it, but I resisted to Saturn and payed the price for it.

Before I mostly got more positive reactions on me being unconventional. Last years I’m encountering much adversity and attempts to break my character, trying to make me feel bad because I don’t do things as an average and have my own opinion. But I do execute control over myself.
My Pluto doesn’t let lighter planets run free and enjoy too much.