posted February 25, 2018 12:22 PM            

I'd love to say that this doesn't fit me but it does.

People perceive me as competent, sardonic, arrogant, snobby, aloof, withdrawn, superior, pessimistic, accomplished.

I absolutely have a dry/dead pan/sarcastic sense of humor. It's a way of blowing of frustration and anger.

The feedback that I always get from my closest friends is

1) I'm too negative and too judgmental
2) I need to calm down and work less and chill more
3) I need to shut up about money

I do NOT however get hammered, I tend to loosen up by exercising or doing music. Even in my down time I have a goal and am working on improvement.

Things go better in my life when I act like my sun sign (Sagittarius - free ,open, exploratory, gregarious, moment based, expansive, spontaneous) , but the way I am compelled to live my life like my rising is quite strong. Somehow nothing ever feels in control/secure enough. If you wonder why your Capricorn native acts the way they do its because they're terrified of insecurity, particularly financial.

The irony is I see myself as a scorpio, which totally makes sense since the moon sign is so personal and close to your experience. I FEEL hypersensitive, envious/jealous, compassionate, intense, highly emotional, stuck, probing, empathetic or even psychic, and on the verge of spiritual transformation.