posted July 23, 2018 08:33 PM            

Tr Uranus is also conjuncting my natal Juno and opposing my natal Saturn.

posted July 23, 2018 09:37 PM            

As with everything, there has to be a balance. Being able to laugh, relax, and enjoy light-hearted pursuits does not make me any less deep and complex, though these pursuits have become more difficult to practice in recent years. I'm sure part of my problem at the moment is I find it nearly impossible to just enjoy things. I cannot just simply "lighten up" and stop contemplating about the heavy, serious things. It is interesting though that I am finding things I once criticized as shallow and superficial to have worthwhile purpose and value.

It's actually hilarious. Doesn't Venus represent the things we value? Saturn in Capricorn is aspecting my Venus in Taurus and Saturn is known for the most heavy of lessons yet I seem to be experiencing Saturn as teaching me to lighten up and value the light-hearted, relaxing, and enjoyable side of life just as much as the deep, complex, and serious. It did this when it opposed my Moon too by getting me to stop criticizing myself so much and see myself in a more positive light.

I believe the eclipse is also aspecting my Venus so it will somewhat add to Saturn's influence that I've just explained and that could either be really pleasant or really terrible. I'm just hoping the eclipse doesn't make me blow something out of proportion. Jupiter in Scorpio is aspeecting my 8th house Moon in Gemini and I'd like to at least maintain some amount of self-control over my emotional state.

posted July 23, 2018 11:23 PM            

Dreams/ life goals are shifting.
Mars is my chart ruler and it's RX thru my 11th.

posted July 23, 2018 11:44 PM            

The change I've felt, has been more in the imaginative 'texture' to this 'alone' load I've been bearing for a long time. It's become a little different??

There's been a sense that things are slowed down to a crawl that makes a turtle look like a speedster???? LOL.

Police Rant!! {humor} [0:36] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7_3v7v_DaEo

So. I've had a kind of flat-and-futile feeling. {Dealing with headaches maybe play a part in that too?}

There is also this strange kind of pinpoint Candle of Hope that remains lighted and present... There's definitely '~something' out-there! Drawing on me to not give-up just yet?

I tend towards idealistic and Utopian kinds of Dreams and yearning. I think the world needs that kind of energy! Helps keep Dreams Alive when things seem so grey. Keeps people looking to the horizon, looking for signs of light, breaking dawn. Lifting people UP.

Sense that there's a Connection to ~something I have no real words for.

I just got an image of old-testament Noah, who built his ark, sure and waiting on Rain (which they'd never seen before)!

I just looked at my USA asteroid data-book (personal notebook).

The eclipse Sun Leo is conjunct USA 7100 Martin Luther, H8 cancer. Both "Martin Luthers" were reformers... one boldly nailed a proclamation on the door of the Church; the other died, assassinated in the peaceful-fight for the dream of equality, and for human and civil rights.

(music) Abraham, Martin and John (Richard Holler, perf by Dion, lyrics) [3:13] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eN4ZlST1tGc

Eclipse Moon Aquarius with SN and Mars..
on USA 193 Ambrosia-rx 4.10, 430 Hybris-rx 3.10, and 3158 Anga-rx {anger} Aquarius 2.30 in USA H2capr.

tUranus Taurus 2+ is on USA 8991 Solidarity, and a few more-gnarly ones at 3+degrees. H5 Taurus.
One of those at 3+ has to do with "pharmaceuticals", and another pertaining to 'infections'.
… Let's hope for medical breakthroughs.

posted July 25, 2018 12:12 PM            

Oh, and my period has been MEGA heavy like never before.

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Originally posted by Claudine:
I am feeling nervous and anxious since yesterday. So yeah, maybe this is because of the eclipse.

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