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posted August 07, 2018 04:31 PM            

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I wrote this love story based on something that happened to me when I was 12 in my diary...
What placements does this sound like?
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November 25th,09 8th grade
Hi. I want to tell you about Dakota. So, as you know, I’m a very big fan of Astrology. Anyways, I came across this boy in my class, Dakota, who made me laugh a little too much.. and I said “GEE. I should would like to know this guys zodiax sign! Even if it is only half of your personality.” So I devised a plan. I can’t go up to him and tell him that I like him, no I won’t do that. So I asked him for his MySpace. But instead of asking justhim, I asked a lot of people so it would be sly and clever. I get my book back and it says one email, on the back of the page. Then I turned around and asked “you guys don’t have MySpace?” Then Dakota says, “yeah, it’s on there.” So I flip to the back page to make sure it’s true and it is. I hurry and flip back so he wouldn’t have seen me passionately during his letters on my paper. Soon enough, school is over and I’m in the back seat of my car, bored out of my mind. What to do, what to do... then I remembered and quickly grabbed open my book and flipped to the page. Cody***@***.com (edited out for privacy)
Wtf. He tricked me! He tricked me! I felt so mad and upset. Why would he lie about that stuff? Then the amount of crush I had for him began to lessen. Long story short, I get home type cody***@***.com in and it comes up! Yes! And again I’m king of the world. Since there are a lot of stories like this, I’ll sum everything up.
Dakota called me ‘cute’and ‘hot’ then he said he ‘loved me’. How do I respond to this? “Psh, hormones!”
My casual self. The one I’ve grown to love. Sunday I was afraid to go back to school. What is Dakota going to say to me now? So many things worried me. So I get to the class I have him in , (language) and he stares at me. I smile then look away because he knows it bothers me. It’s a funny, friendly thing he does and it always puts me in a good mood. Plus it gives me more of an excuse to look at him. So the. I say “stop Dakota.” And laugh. Then Kyle gets physical, pushes his feet and kicks Dakota. Then Dakotas chair made a huge noise! And soon enough Mrs.Kingham tells him to sit somewhere else. On Tuesday, (which was the last day before thanksgiving break I am currently in..) I don’t sit next to Dakota. A painfully lonely day period. But I did raise my hand a lot to read and so did he so I guess that somehow kept us connected. But the whole class hour I was thinking about him and to that I can’t even lie. As soon as the bell rang, I started putting my things away. What an exhaustingly, painfully, boring class period!! After I put my folder away I glance up at the room to see if Dakota is there—-and I’m pretty sure I was the last one in the room. So I zip up my bag, swing it on my back and then Dakota cuts out in front of me and walks outside. He’s standing there STARNG AT ME!!!! You would have thought he was madly in love me with, or something. Just by the way he looked at me. And then I get up to the door and him and I have an arguement about how I won’t leave until he does. Eventually I give in and while we re I’m the hallways he shows me a cigarette lights and fire sparks go at me real fast and I’m like whoaaaaaahh... I dont know but I really like him. Right when I got home that day I got a message from him on myspace saying “HEY WHATS UPPPP???”
Which is extremely rare, because he never goes on MySpace. Then I replied with a like two paragraph message describing what was up. I think he likes me too but he didn’t ask me out yet. I was thinking about asking him to marry me on Monday. After the thanksgiving break but something tells me to wait. Maybe I should wait. I don’t lnow but I’m going to bed. Good night. Desiring Shadows”

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posted August 07, 2018 05:19 PM            

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I love this!

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posted August 07, 2018 06:07 PM            

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Aww this really is endearing!

I really can relate too this! I too held journals at that age (I still do) and I had a crush that I used various "tactics" to come close to etc.

Hmm that indirect ways to get his email, it someone who can think in details and is ready to be patient with the process. I can be wrong but I sense either virgo or scorpio placements. Mostly just bc thats what I myself have and this is totally something I would do, or even did! But not email list, it was a "My bestfriends" book. Friends would have their own pages where they wrote down likes, dislikes, adress (email too!). Fav food, movoes etc.

I got that book just so I would have my crush to write in it! Haha! And we were classmates and friends, I could have just asked those things directly but nooo I had to be indirect

Maybe Mars-saturn in the mix aswell? (tactics).

Atleast aries, mars influences for being somewhat forward later on?

Dunno the parts where its boring when you are not seated by him etc. How selfconcious you are etc, I really relate.

I wanna say pisces-neptune placements aswell, atleast water placements, but yeah maybe I'm way off? What do I know? Maybe all 12 year old girls acts like this at that age?

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posted August 07, 2018 06:39 PM            

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Love is in the air bc Venus entered Libra today!

You are adorable D.

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posted August 07, 2018 10:14 PM            

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Thank you everyone!

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posted August 08, 2018 09:16 AM            

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Nchooah!

Venus/Mars strong aspects are when romance and all those shenanigans is in the air.

I wish I went through that stage. But stern Saturn on my Venus kept me on books and reading. Books and reading. Books and reading.

The fact that thoughts of a crush preoccupy the mind so much suggests Mars to Venus strong aspects IMO.

Progressed Mars is moving to conjunct natal Venus in my later years. Maybe I will also experience the "Dear Diary" phase I feel robbed of in youth?

But because I am older. I doubt it will be "cute" to people

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posted August 08, 2018 10:36 AM            

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I sense strong leo/5th house and also scorpio in you

when you mentioned marriage, I immediately thought libra!

so maybe libra too somewhere and/or a 7th house sun or moon?

also something about the style of your writing (short, quickly-ending sentences) make me think there is also some gemini or 3rd house

for him I sense sagittarius and aquarius!

strangely capricorn and aries too

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