posted August 31, 2020 08:28 AM            

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Originally posted by Brenda_S:
To me it feels like your change in course of direction (marrying right then and there metaphorically AKA having your mind set on a certain path for the both of you) affected the continuity of the relationship (no shoes = no direction).

At the end of the day, did it feel real to you? What in your mind do you feel the dream meant? Both of these matter. It's 'your' soul that picked up on the prophecy - if it was. (like, if thoughts like that were on your mind during the day, your dreaming of it at night doesn't mean anything; a heavy meal right prior to going to sleep, its digestive gases go up to your brain and generate thoughts/nightmares which don't mean anything either. If it was an actual prophecy you'd feel it, and more than that you'd know its meaning instinctively - you'd feel its essence upon awakening)

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I believe it reflects my fears mainly although I can't say for sure if this dream is also foretelling an ending (because I never had much luck in relationships). The main emotional theme of the dream was that I couldn't reach him. In fact, he always goes "missing" in my dreams. I attributed this to my own fear (of losing him) because he's not one to disappear on me. In fact, he hates it when I disappear on him. The irony is he sometimes also dreams of losing me. Most recently he dreamt that I fell in love with his friend.

posted August 31, 2020 09:27 AM            

I know what you mean when things just feel like history repeating situations in your life. But don't worry about it, really. You're not doomed cuz you never had luck in this area in the past. In every situation there's always the tipping point, just like in business - you fail and keep on failing up until that one time that you don't. Just take it one step at a time. Don't worry.

Honestly it really just seems that you're more scared of the idea of losing him. You should probably do some internal work. (not in an insulting way, it'll really help you)

posted August 31, 2020 03:05 PM            

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He wasn't right for not informing you of the cancellation of your usual date night you're saying?

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Yes. He said he felt tired that day but would have still met me if I wanted to, which was lame because he should've just told me. I would feel disappointed but I wouldn't have gotten so upset. Is this his Cancer Mars or Libra Moon, I don't know... What annoyed me was the waiting and not knowing (just like in my dream). My Taurus Sun was thinking "Is he messing with me?" and my Sagittarius Moon was thinking "Why can't he just tell me directly"?