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Topic: New Moon Feelings
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Selenite Knowflake Posts: 1994 From: Lyra Registered: Aug 2013
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posted August 17, 2020 06:55 PM
Let's get into it...New Moon in Leo 26'35 this one is making some happy aspects to my big 3 (moon in aries 26'34) plus mercury and I feel fortunate to be able to perceive light in the midst of this unending chaos... really need to ground and open up to the love available. we all have access to it as retro saturn and pluto square my moon and retro mars conjuncts it while uranus keeps conjuncting my MC and opposing my Venus and neptune continues to dominate my life by squaring my sun/mercury from the 8H
i've gotten really into dissolution and dissolving. when you feel like you're drowning dissolve yourself into the water drowning in a tidal wave? you ARE the ocean dissolve fear dissolve burdens dissolve resentment and ground, get into the sun if you can especially if you wake up every day to feeling like everything matters less and less like me, i woke up today thinking, yay, nothing matters again today. (even though there is so much outside myself that matters) waking up to nothing? you are free to fill the void. it's a blessing we are all free to fill the void with what we love before it fills us with whatever may come our way ^_~ just my feels
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Selenite Knowflake Posts: 1994 From: Lyra Registered: Aug 2013
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posted August 17, 2020 06:57 PM
what do you need? bring it into your life with this moon...IP: Logged |
Selenite Knowflake Posts: 1994 From: Lyra Registered: Aug 2013
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posted August 18, 2020 09:28 PM
it is at max culmination in about an hour where i am. so intense!!! doing grounding work / fire rituals at sunset...just realized it's square to my Scorpio Pluto at 28 Deg. opposite my Taurus BML at 27 degrees in the 10th. and sorta conjunct my Mars at 0 Virgo in the 1st. makes sense how's everyone doing tonight? try to enjoy this period
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Stawr Moderator Posts: 4668 From: N. America Registered: Nov 2010
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posted August 18, 2020 10:11 PM
I am feeling good about this moon. I see it as a new Chapter in my life. This is my last week in my bachelors program! So exited to move on with my life and this accomplishment.This trines my Aries Sun and opposes my Aquarius Mars. I feel this Leo energy in the late degrees can cheer up my Sun sign that has been through the ringer with all the Capricorn action. I have also had to put wedding planning on hold with work and college. I can now start to physically(Mars) start checking out wedding venues. Leo in the late degrees does not ruffle any of my Scorpio feathers. :P I am intrigued by your sunset rituals Selinte. I spent most of my day BSing after days of being super productive, and then spending the rest of my day on a paper and turning it in. Now I just need to finish the rest of my week with exams and discussion board and case study responses. IP: Logged |
teasel Knowflake Posts: 15453 From: Registered: Apr 2009
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posted August 18, 2020 10:16 PM
I feel good tonight. It's in my 10th house, conjunct Eros, trine my Ceres/Chiron/Sun (Mars and Lilith conjunct). Oh, I'm finally cooking some soup, and I'm meal-prepping, just a little bit. Frozen chips made me sick last night, and half a sandwich did the same thing this afternoon, so I'm just using a few more things up, and making sure I have something when I have an appetite, or I'll put them in the freezer.
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Dumuzi Knowflake Posts: 2491 From: Registered: Oct 2018
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posted August 19, 2020 04:44 AM
i've had a good night, but now i have this problem where im out of cigarettes and still tripping too hard to fix thatIP: Logged |
Dumuzi Knowflake Posts: 2491 From: Registered: Oct 2018
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posted August 19, 2020 04:55 AM
quote: Originally posted by teasel: I feel good tonight. It's in my 10th house, conjunct Eros, trine my Ceres/Chiron/Sun (Mars and Lilith conjunct). Oh, I'm finally cooking some soup, and I'm meal-prepping, just a little bit. Frozen chips made me sick last night, and half a sandwich did the same thing this afternoon, so I'm just using a few more things up, and making sure I have something when I have an appetite, or I'll put them in the freezer.
glad youre doing good, sucks about your stomach though mine has been ****** tonight too, which kind of sucked but it hasnt killed my high so it's all good i had literally just put the tabs on my tongue when i started to feel nauseous as **** and just thought "well this is terrible timing" id feel sick either way and the acid definitely makes that more pleasant, but it's a much better high when you feel better IP: Logged |
Hikaru29 Knowflake Posts: 2736 From: Asia Registered: Nov 2018
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posted August 19, 2020 05:06 AM
The new Moon brought me a strange dream. I dreamt that I was in my wedding dress but without my shoes so I was barefoot. The groom didn't show up or respond to my text which made me anxious as this was very unlike him so I knew something must've happened. I felt sad and worried and I cried towards the end of the dream...IP: Logged |
Dumuzi Knowflake Posts: 2491 From: Registered: Oct 2018
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posted August 19, 2020 05:16 AM
quote: Originally posted by Hikaru29: The new Moon brought me a strange dream. I dreamt that I was in my wedding dress but without my shoes so I was barefoot. The groom didn't show up or respond to my text which made me anxious as this was very unlike him so I knew something must've happened. I cried towards the end of the dream...
weddings can be tied to death in dreams found that out because i had this dream about a lady who was dying of congestive heart failure on the day she died it was at my job but it was on a day off, and i knew immediately after i woke up she was dead no question i found out about it 2 days later because i worked with dementia patients the next day it was somewhere between bizarre and unsurprising to see her name on a board with the date of my dream next to it but anyway i found the wedding imagery puzzling because her wedding dress was there and she had a veil over her face lying in a desert surrounded by vultures at sunset so i looked into weddings in dreams and oddly enough the imagery is tied to death IP: Logged |
Dumuzi Knowflake Posts: 2491 From: Registered: Oct 2018
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posted August 19, 2020 05:24 AM
btw i hope your dream isn't anything like my dream, hope it's just one of those dreams that just sort of get lost and dont matter muchhope it just stays a dream edit: but i'm sorry if it's more like how **** is when i dream of death
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Hikaru29 Knowflake Posts: 2736 From: Asia Registered: Nov 2018
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posted August 19, 2020 09:09 AM
quote: Originally posted by Dumuzi: i found the wedding imagery puzzling because her wedding dress was there and she had a veil over her face lying in a desert surrounded by vultures at sunset so i looked into weddings in dreams and oddly enough the imagery is tied to death
Your dream has all the symbolisms of death: veil over face, lying in the desert surrounded by vultures, sunset... Mine is greater detail was that I was in Bali shopping for my wedding stuff. My guy was supposed to fly over and join me. My relatives were with me and they asked: "Why don't you just get married here?" and I replied: "Ok, why not?" so I text my guy to tell him about the plan but he didn't respond to my messages. As the wedding was about to begin, I started to feel anxious. I thought maybe he stood me up, however, it was very unlike him to do that so I thought maybe something happened to him and I started crying. At this point, one of my relatives started to usher me to the wedding event. I then realised that I had my wedding dress on. It was a beautiful ivory gown and I looked gorgeous, but I was sad because I was missing my groom. As I was walking to the event ground, I realised that I was barefoot...I didn't know where my wedding shoes were (but that didn't bother me much as I was more concerned with not being able to reach him). I read up on the interpretations and it says that the wedding indicates commitment on my part but I might be feeling insecure about his feelings. Being barefoot also shows a lack of confidence. All these seem more relatable to how I feel in reality. IP: Logged |
teasel Knowflake Posts: 15453 From: Registered: Apr 2009
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posted August 19, 2020 02:52 PM
quote: Originally posted by Dumuzi: glad youre doing good, sucks about your stomach thoughmine has been ****** tonight too, which kind of sucked but it hasnt killed my high so it's all good i had literally just put the tabs on my tongue when i started to feel nauseous as **** and just thought "well this is terrible timing" id feel sick either way and the acid definitely makes that more pleasant, but it's a much better high when you feel better
Oh, I'm sorry. Yeah, when I take anything like Tylenol, or ZZZquil, I make sure I'm not longer getting sick, because I know once I can drink some water, without getting sick, I'll be okay, and it will stay down. I've just eaten something, so I hope it stays down. I should have made a smoothie, but this was easier. IP: Logged |
Stellia Knowflake Posts: 646 From: Yorks, UK Registered: Jan 2017
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posted August 19, 2020 05:02 PM
This new moon kind of snuck up on me which is mad as it pretty much exactly conjunct my natal mars and NN.Interestingly, a few weeks ago I bit the bullet and found a therapist to get me beyond the anger that's resulted from the last few years (bullying, death of a parent, unemployment, loss of friends/career, aftermath of abusive relationship etc). We've clicked really well - my Leo moon feels safe and we use laughter to reset - so far so good. After my second session, I started getting flashbacks to a trauma from 20 years back. Completely caught me off guard. All of last week, I was a mess - appetite gone, stomach problems, not sleeping, exhausted - while my son's battled it out internally as to whether or not we should go there. At yesterday's session, I was able to reference 'the box' the memory has been stored in, and was able to share some very vague information about it. It was really difficult as I've never properly talked about it with anyone. We've agreed to keep an eye on it and come back to it later. After the session, I'm feeling so much better. I was worried I'd be all over the shop like last week, but I'm actually feeling a little freer. Talk about that mars/NN in the 7th energy! IP: Logged |
DualGemV2 Knowflake Posts: 828 From: Toronto, Ontario Registered: Aug 2016
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posted August 19, 2020 08:35 PM
Loving it so far...Mercury sextile Moon. Everything just flows naturally into my head. I left my upper year math classes to the end and everything just seams to finally click. All the years of doing Stats, Algebra, Calculus, Discrete Math and Proof techniques..it all just comes together. My Planets ========================================= ☉‘ ♊, ☽ ♈, ASC ♑, ☿ ♊, ¡÷ ♉, ¡ö ♋ , ♃ ♒, ♄ ♏, ♅ ♐, ♆ ♑ IP: Logged |
teasel Knowflake Posts: 15453 From: Registered: Apr 2009
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posted August 19, 2020 10:27 PM
On Sunday, we drove past a house that I was obsessed with, five years ago. I saw it on a website that features old houses, and at the time, it was for sale. My dad drove me over to see it, and it was in bad shape, but I still loved it - this was one of the few houses I've seen, that I could actually picture myself living in.The house is on the way to a restaurant that has ducks outside, living on/around a pond. They have machines full of food for them. I finally found the house again, on the site, and the owner had commented four years ago. She left her blog address. I've been skimming through it, and it's brought up all of those feelings about the house. Now I want to do something with ours. I need to get back to clearing and cleaning a few of the rooms. I'm feeling creative, and relaxed. *edit. This will probably change with Mercury opposing my Mars. IP: Logged |
Stawr Moderator Posts: 4668 From: N. America Registered: Nov 2010
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posted August 20, 2020 12:18 AM
A switch flicked for me last night. I no longer can tolerate my neighbor below me secretly raising her grand kids. They are OBNOXIOUS. I can no longer have enabling empathy for their situation. They bang, they thud, slam, KNOCK, and run well into 2am. These kids are around 6 years old too! I work too hard to not be able to sleep in my own apartment. I have finals this week. And I also don't want to deal with this while I am back teaching. I banged the broom down last night to communicate "shut up!" She tries but she can't control them. I hear her yell at them when they bang on a window yesterday for example. But I think she just gives up and tunes it out after a while. These are 1 bedroom apartments. I hope I don't regret this but I filled a noise complaint just now. I don't need this stress during finals. It's once thing to not be able to control a child's sleeping but to disturb neighbors is another. I feel like she is going to know its me who complained. I never thought it would get to this point. While this can feel like a betrayal, I hope it's a wake up call to the whole family to get better help for their situation. IP: Logged |
teasel Knowflake Posts: 15453 From: Registered: Apr 2009
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posted August 20, 2020 03:54 AM
quote: Originally posted by Dumuzi: glad youre doing good, sucks about your stomach thoughmine has been ****** tonight too, which kind of sucked but it hasnt killed my high so it's all good i had literally just put the tabs on my tongue when i started to feel nauseous as **** and just thought "well this is terrible timing" id feel sick either way and the acid definitely makes that more pleasant, but it's a much better high when you feel better
I made this last night, and reluctantly tried it tonight (I was unsure about the mung beans - I usually don't use them in soup). It was surprisingly good, but it needs more broth. I just thought I'd mention it, because mung beans are supposed to be good for the digestion. I've had an entire jar, with extra broth added, since early evening, and my stomach is okay so far. http://minimalistbaker.com/fire-roasted-tomato-mung-bean-soup/ IP: Logged |
Dumuzi Knowflake Posts: 2491 From: Registered: Oct 2018
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posted August 21, 2020 11:34 PM
quote: Originally posted by Hikaru29: Your dream has all the symbolisms of death: veil over face, lying in the desert surrounded by vultures, sunset... Mine is greater detail was that I was in Bali shopping for my wedding stuff. My guy was supposed to fly over and join me. My relatives were with me and they asked: "Why don't you just get married here?" and I replied: "Ok, why not?" so I text my guy to tell him about the plan but he didn't respond to my messages. As the wedding was about to begin, I started to feel anxious. I thought maybe he stood me up, however, it was very unlike him to do that so I thought maybe something happened to him and I started crying. At this point, one of my relatives started to usher me to the wedding event. I then realised that I had my wedding dress on. It was a beautiful ivory gown and I looked gorgeous, but I was sad because I was missing my groom. As I was walking to the event ground, I realised that I was barefoot...I didn't know where my wedding shoes were (but that didn't bother me much as I was more concerned with not being able to reach him). I read up on the interpretations and it says that the wedding indicates commitment on my part but I might be feeling insecure about his feelings. Being barefoot also shows a lack of confidence. All these seem more relatable to how I feel in reality.
ive had other death dreams that were less obvious, but i was really high when i wrote thst and it was just the first thing that came to mind
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Dumuzi Knowflake Posts: 2491 From: Registered: Oct 2018
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posted August 21, 2020 11:44 PM
@teaselthanks for the recipe though i'm weird with soup though i like certain kinds but most of it is gross to me for some reason hopefully you're feeling better IP: Logged |
Selenite Knowflake Posts: 1994 From: Lyra Registered: Aug 2013
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posted August 25, 2020 07:08 PM
nice to hear your thoughts all my fellow madmen/women.i keep vacillating between being flowing productively with making music and crying hysterically at the mere sight of the moon thinking about how fleeting and futile it all is. i think about suicide every day, just in the sense of 'i don't want to be part of this world.' but i am with someone i love who loves me dearly and everything's okay i guess. just extreme isolation because i'm on the opposite side of the country from my entire family and i feel like my existence goes into a void that makes no difference. which isn't so far removed from how i usually think, but it makes me sad this time. probably because the world is so ****** up. it's like a heavy subconscious sadness that the sunsets and beautiful moon and nature walks just bring out of me. i start crying over how beautiful his eyes are at the end of sunset and i can't stop. lmao but i'm making a ton of progress creatively, sooo.... whaveter also getting low key deep into another benzo addiction on the DL i've lost ten pounds and i was only 110 to begin with lol but yeah my choices i have the power yadda yadda yadda. just TOO MANY FEELS for this aries moon square neptune. also neptune's been squaring my sun/merc from the 8th house this year so there's that. plus pluto and saturn squaring my moon... i'm like freaking alice in wonderland over here can't take my own advice. everything's a dream and nothing matters or makes sense. i don't even need it to. IP: Logged |
teasel Knowflake Posts: 15453 From: Registered: Apr 2009
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posted August 25, 2020 10:29 PM
Selenite, where is your Sun? I think Mars square Saturn is supposed to be affecting all of us in some way, so that might be part of it, too. Mars is on my Sun, and I mostly feel good - I didn't think that I would. Saturn is slowly moving in to square it, Pluto is still square (but moving away for now) - your Moon must be conjunct my Sun. IP: Logged |
teasel Knowflake Posts: 15453 From: Registered: Apr 2009
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posted August 25, 2020 10:30 PM
quote: Originally posted by Dumuzi: @teaselthanks for the recipe though i'm weird with soup though i like certain kinds but most of it is gross to me for some reason hopefully you're feeling better
I am now, thanks. I'm back on the soup tonight, because I made the mistake of eating pizza over the weekend, and kept getting sick. IP: Logged |
Selenite Knowflake Posts: 1994 From: Lyra Registered: Aug 2013
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posted August 31, 2020 12:47 AM
quote: Originally posted by teasel: Selenite, where is your Sun? I think Mars square Saturn is supposed to be affecting all of us in some way, so that might be part of it, too. Mars is on my Sun, and I mostly feel good - I didn't think that I would. Saturn is slowly moving in to square it, Pluto is still square (but moving away for now) - your Moon must be conjunct my Sun.
sun at 20 sag moon at 26 aries... feels bad man but i'm growing from it IP: Logged |
Selenite Knowflake Posts: 1994 From: Lyra Registered: Aug 2013
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posted August 31, 2020 12:51 AM
quote: Originally posted by teasel: Selenite, where is your Sun? I think Mars square Saturn is supposed to be affecting all of us in some way, so that might be part of it, too. Mars is on my Sun, and I mostly feel good - I didn't think that I would. Saturn is slowly moving in to square it, Pluto is still square (but moving away for now) - your Moon must be conjunct my Sun.
these are my transits lmao https://imgur.com/a/21Kd2nA
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Brenda_S Knowflake Posts: 908 From: Registered: Sep 2018
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posted August 31, 2020 06:21 AM
quote: Originally posted by Hikaru29: Your dream has all the symbolisms of death: veil over face, lying in the desert surrounded by vultures, sunset... Mine is greater detail was that I was in Bali shopping for my wedding stuff. My guy was supposed to fly over and join me. My relatives were with me and they asked: "Why don't you just get married here?" and I replied: "Ok, why not?" so I text my guy to tell him about the plan but he didn't respond to my messages. As the wedding was about to begin, I started to feel anxious. I thought maybe he stood me up, however, it was very unlike him to do that so I thought maybe something happened to him and I started crying. At this point, one of my relatives started to usher me to the wedding event. I then realised that I had my wedding dress on. It was a beautiful ivory gown and I looked gorgeous, but I was sad because I was missing my groom. As I was walking to the event ground, I realised that I was barefoot...I didn't know where my wedding shoes were (but that didn't bother me much as I was more concerned with not being able to reach him). I read up on the interpretations and it says that the wedding indicates commitment on my part but I might be feeling insecure about his feelings. Being barefoot also shows a lack of confidence. All these seem more relatable to how I feel in reality.
To me it feels like your change in course of direction (marrying right then and there metaphorically AKA having your mind set on a certain path for the both of you) affected the continuity of the relationship (no shoes = no direction). At the end of the day, did it feel real to you? What in your mind do you feel the dream meant? Both of these matter. It's 'your' soul that picked up on the prophecy - if it was. (like, if thoughts like that were on your mind during the day, your dreaming of it at night doesn't mean anything; a heavy meal right prior to going to sleep, its digestive gases go up to your brain and generate thoughts/nightmares which don't mean anything either. If it was an actual prophecy you'd feel it, and more than that you'd know its meaning instinctively - you'd feel its essence upon awakening) IP: Logged | |