posted August 07, 2021 11:26 AM            

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Originally posted by Hikaru29:
@WhiteBirds

I feel confused by your postings. You talked about dying even in the other thread. I thought you had some illness, but I guess not? You’re actually referring to what I called a spiritual death? I know trauma can cause such feelings…I’ve had those… but what you wrote was misleading. I’ve had suicidal thoughts too. I attempted it once but was thankful I didn’t succeed. In hindsight it was stupid.

For the life of me I don’t get how you associate adoption with kidnapping. Do you know the difference? There are people who are grateful to be adopted rather than being left on the streets, have you thought of that? And also I’m curious how is it you find adoption bad but abortion ok?

I’m not trying to downplay your trauma (we all have our own demons) but you have made some sweeping statements that make me uncomfortable. Even though you said you don’t need help but I seriously think you need therapy. Scorpios can be very obstinate and they always think people don’t understand their pain but that’s what YOU think.

Give yourself a chance. Sometimes it’s not about changing what happens, but a mindset shift. It makes a whole lot of difference. At the end of the day, you’re the one living your life, not us, and you have a choice to do something about it or let it rot.

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I'm very sorry that you went through suicidal episodes in your life. Hugs.

I speak of death, in general ... It is both spiritual death, as well as physical, and mental ... It is as if my whole identity is crumbling.
It's like I'm floating in limbo, and there's nothing there.

It is very strange to describe.

Psychologically, I suppose I would be diagnosed with depression, dissociation, and post traumatic stress disorder.

But this has to do with the soul, you know?

Regarding the issue of adoption, I have decided not to touch that issue any more.

posted August 07, 2021 01:36 PM            

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Originally posted by WhiteBirds:
I'm very sorry that you went through suicidal episodes in your life. Hugs.

I speak of death, in general ... It is both spiritual death, as well as physical, and mental ... It is as if my whole identity is crumbling.
It's like I'm floating in limbo, and there's nothing there.

It is very strange to describe.

Psychologically, I suppose I would be diagnosed with depression, dissociation, and post traumatic stress disorder.

But this has to do with the soul, you know?

Regarding the issue of adoption, I have decided not to touch that issue any more.

A kiss. Hope you are better 😊

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I’m ok, 🙂 although I still have periodic suicidal thoughts, I know I won’t actually do it. But I know how it feels to be dead in spiritual/emotional sense except the physical body is still living and breathing. Our experiences/feelings may differ but end result is similar. Rather than self-diagnosis, it’s better to get proper clinical diagnosis. Therapy will help.

posted August 08, 2021 09:45 AM            

Btw, the woman/connection I had mentioned on the other thread, she was also an Aries Sun (near Taurus cusp, and with Taurus strong otherwise) and Scorp Moon. I was wondering why your energy reminded me of her somewhat. Makes sense now. Aka, the Universe has a "sense of humor" apparently...

Edit to add: I don't mean any of the above in any negative way. There is much that I like, respect, and admire about her. And I think I was just sensing the general similarity that can exist between people that have the same Sun and Moon Sign combos.