posted November 02, 2021 08:30 AM            

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Originally posted by HeavenlyLove:
Must write in short parts of sentences, due to visual handicap :
Look at asteroid 'Yeshua conjunct Chiron' thread, I can perceive your stellium - Yeshua, SN and Kaali - and you in past life, no coincidence, just looked : your stellium is trined by t-Chiron (healing wound, development, pain, healer, teacher), opposed by t-Saturn,
the last days more and more squared by t-Sun (challenge to shine devine light on it), the Moon went over it since Thursday...
Look for other transits in whole chart or other placements, touching the stellium. 🙏 🧞

Edit : retrograde t-Uranus squaring it more and more...

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posted November 02, 2021 10:00 AM            

read this first please, your and my posts, I guess you didn't see it yet.

http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum28/HTML/001005.html

This stellium was in a grand cross, both Sun and Uranus 'pressing' to close that square figure, by moving towards the more exact degrees of a square.
Moon (emotions, unconcious, dreams in the night) was walking over the stellium additionally.
Moon moves very fast, so that was over soon, Sun is also not in there anymore.

The stellium inside you is developing, changing, learning, healing...
You needed this 'cage' - the grand cross with additionally the Moon, to feel that first.
I feel a grand cross is either a cage with a lot of strong energies flowing,
or a wide, open field, where you can act and unfold, if lived on the evolved level.

If you read in the other thread, is there anything resonating ?
(not the exact things of the past life are that important, but the inner principles of the symbols)
Anything was/is in a cage ?
Pressing to develop ?
The family situation - you - who are you ?
What is the wide field, what do you want to unfold ?

Just partly intuitive....

Have not much time to write perfectly now...
I'll be back later.

posted November 02, 2021 10:38 AM            

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ReeseC:
"Yesterday I was trying to think of ways to split off from family
that wasn’t 'speaking life into me' it got so bad.
I was praying for clean breaks,
and felt drained afterwards when I was sleeping
like somebody was like "no you’re not going."

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Have you considered that perhaps you may be asking God to do something for you that is against God's Nature?

That, the answer saying, "No you're not going," could be a word of wisdom from your Guardian Angel?

God created Family Units to be a life support to each other, especially in hard times, and harder-times ARE coming.

What did you mean by phrase "family that wasn't speaking life into me"?

Are you the only born-again Christian member of your family?
Are any of the others 'churched' in what you believe?
How old are you now? Are you the youngest in your family-tribe??

I googled the meaning of that phrase:

Asked:
What does it mean to 'speak life' into something?

Answer:
When you 'speak life', you are speaking [words of] positivity, hope, and of love. ...
In Proverbs 18:21 it says,
“The tongue has the power of life and death,
and those who love it will eat its fruit.”

Going further here...
When you "pray" to God for making "clean" breaks because you feel you didn't hear anyone saying positive things to you in this time period, do you really 'think' that this would be God's Will for you, or your family unit?

With yourself...
Have you "modeled" this behavior of 'speaking-life-into' among the various other members of your family?

"Reciprocation" is part of God's Plan.
Sow into others what you want reciprocated to yourself.

Kindness, kind words, can be contagious...
So, what "positive and life-affirming" words have you spoken to your own Parents?
Among your siblings, cousins, extended family members?
Can you identify what you are Grateful for?

The act of 'a clean' splitting-off permanently from family members 'just because' you think they haven't been saying "nice things" to you lately; or perhaps, for criticism they might have offered for something you mentioned that you want?--
Is THAT a reason to break from them? ---
(How about just taking some time to reflect by yourself, for a while?)

To create a wounding 'split' to the family unit, with the PAIN that comes with that kind of emotionally violent act--
Is this resonating "wisdom" ...
(does it reflect a mature thought-through standing~~ especially as it pertains to your Faith?)...

Why don't you talk this over with your pastor, or the appropriate counselling person at your church?

Perhaps they can shine some light on what-it-is you are looking for?

You can always get with a Prayer Partner who can 'speak Words' into your life and spirit. Pastors are ideal for that--

You TOO (as I said) can "model" that behavior TO the members of your Family. *smile* Yeah, shock them with something 'unique' from yourself?? Make a Difference! *grin*

Lots of Love to you

posted November 02, 2021 11:02 AM            

when I was talking about a cage and a wide field to unfold, I didn't wan't to suggest any break ups with the family.
Just to prevent a misunderstanding.... I was suggesting nothing at all. 🙂

But you can live in a cage or in a wide field also within your family and yourself.
Inner development automatically causes shifts within the family dynamics and possibly conflict.

Ofcourse all members of the family should ideally by open for critisism, selfreflective and kind to and trying to understand the others...you are right, Mirage.
But that's not always the case, so sometimes people don't have all the choices for constructive, open, loving communication or any communication at all, they would like to have.

posted November 02, 2021 02:44 PM            

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Originally posted by HeavenlyLove:
Hi ResseC,

read this first please, your and my posts, I guess you didn't see it yet.

http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum28/HTML/001005.html

This stellium was in a grand cross, both Sun and Uranus 'pressing' to close that square figure, by moving towards the more exact degrees of a square.
Moon (emotions, unconcious, dreams in the night) was walking over the stellium additionally.
Moon moves very fast, so that was over soon, Sun is also not in there anymore.

The stellium inside you is developing, changing, learning, healing...
You needed this 'cage' - the grand cross with additionally the Moon, to feel that first.
I feel a grand cross is either a cage with a lot of strong energies flowing,
or a wide, open field, where you can act and unfold, if lived on the evolved level.

If you read in the other thread, is there anything resonating ?
(not the exact things of the past life are that important, but the inner principles of the symbols)
Anything was/is in a cage ?
Pressing to develop ?
The family situation - you - who are you ?
What is the wide field, what do you want to unfold ?

Just partly intuitive....

Have not much time to write perfectly now...
I'll be back later.

Edit:
Past lives are not 'devided' from our current life and there is a certain being, forgot the name, will look it up, which can sit on your chest and cause (sleep-)paralysis, but that being can only sit there when it is an expression of what is going on inside - cage...

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Hi Heavenly I’m so used to people in the asteroid forum kind of being touch and go with posts that I’ll admit I haven’t checked that thread since I posted it but it does resonate....soooo much.... more than you know especially the part about being caged in by something rather. I have been struggling so much lately with this because this is exactly what I’m heading towards it seems.

In past lives (SN) you developt yourself to a level, where you were able to let Christ live in you
and help you let your kundalini/serpent (Kaali) rise, so you could radiate His/your/the endless life-energy of all (Kaali) like a Sun (Leo), as a spiritual leader (Yeshua in Leo), serving a community (11th house).

But a lot of people around me are pressuring me and pulling me towards one or the other because they don’t believe one can exist with the other. For me, it seems like my chart was made for spirituality and even more so, like certain practices come easy for me that very much speak to the analysis above. The more and more I pray for both, the more I feel God gives, but the more he gives the more I’m told I am straying away even though there are spiritual gifts in the bible. I’m having more “experiences” lately and ignoring them is making things worse. Plus I’ve been dancing and doing yoga for about 2 months consistently(multiple times a week) and both are pushing me to get out of the elements I’m comfortable with and forcing me to embrace what is currently developing. I’m struggling between the excitement of the new and the pressure of loosing the familiar but I know that in order to change and grow the discomfort has to occur to make way for the new. It’s just hard; that pressure.

posted November 02, 2021 03:10 PM            

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Originally posted by mirage29:

Have you considered that perhaps you may be asking God to do something for you that is against God's Nature?

That, the answer saying, "No you're not going," could be a word of wisdom from your Guardian Angel?

God created Family Units to be a life support to each other, especially in hard times, and harder-times ARE coming.

What did you mean by phrase "family that wasn't speaking life into me"?

Are you the only born-again Christian member of your family?
Are any of the others 'churched' in what you believe?
How old are you now? Are you the youngest in your family-tribe??

I googled the meaning of that phrase:

Asked:
What does it mean to 'speak life' into something?

Answer:
When you 'speak life', you are speaking [words of] positivity, hope, and of love. ...
In Proverbs 18:21 it says,
“The tongue has the power of life and death,
and those who love it will eat its fruit.”

Going further here...
When you "pray" to God for making "clean" breaks because you feel you didn't hear anyone saying positive things to you in this time period, do you really 'think' that this would be God's Will for you, or your family unit?

With yourself...
Have you "modeled" this behavior of 'speaking-life-into' among the various other members of your family?

"Reciprocation" is part of God's Plan.
Sow into others what you want reciprocated to yourself.

Kindness, kind words, can be contagious...
So, what "positive and life-affirming" words have you spoken to your own Parents?
Among your siblings, cousins, extended family members?
Can you identify what you are Grateful for?

The act of 'a clean' splitting-off permanently from family members 'just because' you think they haven't been saying "nice things" to you lately; or perhaps, for criticism they might have offered for something you mentioned that you want?--
Is THAT a reason to break from them? ---
(How about just taking some time to reflect by yourself, for a while?)

To create a wounding 'split' to the family unit, with the PAIN that comes with that kind of emotionally violent act--
Is this resonating "wisdom" ...
(does it reflect a mature thought-through standing~~ especially as it pertains to your Faith?)...

Why don't you talk this over with your pastor, or the appropriate counselling person at your church?

Perhaps they can shine some light on what-it-is you are looking for?

You can always get with a Prayer Partner who can 'speak Words' into your life and spirit. Pastors are ideal for that--

You TOO (as I said) can "model" that behavior TO the members of your Family. *smile* Yeah, shock them with something 'unique' from yourself?? Make a Difference! *grin*

Lots of Love to you

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A lot to unpack in this and I thank you for opening up to me and allowing in turn, me to gain some understanding and clarity in just me discussing my thoughts and feelings. I have been born again since 2017, though I was raised in a very religious Christian household-an orthodox Christian household more specifically. With that, our family has emphasised very clearly how we each should live, and very rarely deviate from that, although my family(mother, brother) are a bit more liberal in how they live.

Contrarily, I have lived a very very unorthodox life leaving for university at 16, getting married at 19, divorced at 24, and going through a lot of things that I’m the first in my family to experience(good and bad). Because I have lived several lives in 1(running joke) I have a very unique outlook on life as a lot of family and basically take things day by day, not rushing, not fretting but appreciating not only what I have been through, but why. Everything in Gods plan, everything being meant to be. And this is more relevant than ever at 30 looking back. Hardships and life experience have taught me love, empathy, and compassion to myself and others because in order to get the premise you have to review the backstory. Why my bully might hurt me. What this person went through to become more defensive but unfortunately not everybody has come to that stage in life around me. I initiate but no reciprocation is done, mostly because everybody around me is consumed with their lives( and that’s fair). And that is why I pray for God to remove; to purge; to cleanse; even to renew.

To clarify, asking God to remove people, situations, and circumstances is not as violent or swift as a guillotine hitting the wood. To ask that of God is a disservice to ones self and ones purpose because like Job some obstacles are positioned to bring on purpose and bring God glory( I made it through that storm, thank God for that lesson for example). Quite the contrary- asking God for his will and praying is how I ask in which I akin to open dialogue with an understanding parent (Lord if it be your will remove people and circumstances that no longer serve my growth. Xyz is occurring and I’m not feeling supported. I don’t want to resent neither enable so I ask for your will to be done).

The bible has a system in which problems are resolved in addition to the accessibility of being able to convene directly(thanks to his sacrifice).

1. God
2. Person directly
3. Persons who mean well and can be objective
4. Spiritual leader

This is typically how I try to resolve matters because it promotes healthy dialogue and further open communication, but this instance proves to be more difficult as it is surrounding spirituality which is already prone to discord vs discourse.

posted November 02, 2021 03:13 PM            

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Originally posted by plutonianmenace:
Caffeine is a bish, I say that as an addict. You have a ton in the morning and then an hour or so later, you feel like crashing.

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Mars is conjunct my ascendant, too. I woke up feeling anxious.

posted November 02, 2021 03:31 PM            

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posted November 03, 2021 07:46 PM            

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Originally posted by GalacticCoreExplosionV2:
Btw, more Solar stuff more recently. Sun has definitely been waking up.

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How much was/is it compared to average and how long might it last ?

posted November 03, 2021 08:22 PM            

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Originally posted by ReeseC:
Hi Heavenly I’m so used to people in the asteroid forum kind of being touch and go with posts that I’ll admit I haven’t checked that thread since I posted it but it does resonate....soooo much.... more than you know especially the part about being caged in by something rather. I have been struggling so much lately with this because this is exactly what I’m heading towards it seems.

In past lives (SN) you developt yourself to a level, where you were able to let Christ live in you
and help you let your kundalini/serpent (Kaali) rise, so you could radiate His/your/the endless life-energy of all (Kaali) like a Sun (Leo), as a spiritual leader (Yeshua in Leo), serving a community (11th house).

But a lot of people around me are pressuring me and pulling me towards one or the other because they don’t believe one can exist with the other. For me, it seems like my chart was made for spirituality and even more so, like certain practices come easy for me that very much speak to the analysis above. The more and more I pray for both, the more I feel God gives, but the more he gives the more I’m told I am straying away even though there are spiritual gifts in the bible. I’m having more “experiences” lately and ignoring them is making things worse. Plus I’ve been dancing and doing yoga for about 2 months consistently(multiple times a week) and both are pushing me to get out of the elements I’m comfortable with and forcing me to embrace what is currently developing. I’m struggling between the excitement of the new and the pressure of loosing the familiar but I know that in order to change and grow the discomfort has to occur to make way for the new. It’s just hard; that pressure.

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Just relax, feel into your deepest self.
Allow it to unfold and live your life from out your heart to the fullest.
Then the others will feel and see, that there is nothing to be afraid of.
Try to understand them, be patient, and love them by standing strong in the light wind, looking at them and letting the endless Devine energy flow through your dance, shining on them with the Sun in your smile.

posted November 03, 2021 11:32 PM            

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Originally posted by plutonianmenace:
starting up again, ugh! hate it

was doing well last week but this week is a shitshow

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Saturn is squaring the sun since October 23rd and the sun is our vitality and Saturn limits and restricts and since Saturn is also squaring Uranus there is this low energy that drags and makes you feel blah (saturn square sun) on and off (Uranus).